Well, I felt compelled to share this dream, as I felt compelled to share everything else.

My family, despite our differences, may not understand what's happening to me on a spiritual level but, I still love them all and confide regarding other stuff.

Trying to work things out doesn't make me a saddo, makes me optimistic and I expect nothing in return.

I do intend to wrap this thread up soon though.






Last Edited by ????????????? on 10/08/2010 01:09 PM

what the fuck did u get out of beign with my bf???? what did u get out of it apart from hurting everyone!!!!thats why u will never succeed cos u hurt too many people!!!!

Having spoken to Gem on here it got me talking, sort of, so thanks for that...much appreciated.







Last Edited by ????????????? on 10/27/2010 03:43 AM

What you should also be asking is what YOU/Gem have gained from it?


Considering all I done, tried to do was share something with the rest of the world, then Gem/You/Whoever/Whatever came to MY thread and commented. You try to hurt/threaten me all the time, not the other way around!

So what did you get from it? Bugger all by the sounds of it!


And now you're crying out to everyone else or is this the part where you're suppose to make war with everyone else!!!
Thread: bipolar boyfriend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Funny it happens when I said "bye" isn't it




'the devil went off to wage war with those who keep the commandments' can you not see what's happening...so stupid. The revelation is mainly about our chakras, the internal war of ourselves. The reason I know this is because I feel each chakra doing it's thing. Like they have a mind of their own. That's not to say that some stuff isn't literal, God's gonna do some judging, he has to but you get the idea.





I'm telling you this for your own benefit but....

Sometimes people don't want to be helped



I mean seriously, how long has your disturbed relationship been going on huh? Instead of picking your next victims, you should be doing your internal work, looking inside yourselves instead of attacking!!!!!







Last Edited by ????????????? on 02/14/2011 11:06 AM

I have my own demons to fight and I've been trying to fight yours as well. I can only do so much as I need to get myself in order too.



I wanted to help, as did God and his Angels who came knocking at your door and it was all rejected.








P.S And don't reply with 'You need help' you've butchered that one










Last Edited by ????????????? on 02/14/2011 11:08 AM

i like you'r thread, please don't stop posting/sharing

oh and you'r avatar rocks

Last Edited by 3e on 10/12/2010 10:48 AM

When I first read that I thought it said 'please stop posting' lol...then I thought 'ere we go again' and now I'm thinking 'cool' I read it wrong and now I'm thanking you....Thanks sweetie

Last Edited by ????????????? on 02/14/2011 11:09 AM

where do u live then love???? is it local to us?????

oh and message me on facebook not my bf thanks

lol


Well, as I said before, I don't contact him or use facebook now. You do realize this possessive side of yours is an issue too. Just another piece of friendly advice

He's related to someone I knew (not mentioning any names of course). That's the main reason I befriended him, in fact we never actually made friends on FB, in case people think I go around making friends willy nilly!

I just wanted to share my dream from last night:

I was in the kitchen with the lights on. My head was doing strange things, like there were mini time tunnels pushing through parts of my face. It was getting really intense, at the same time there's this sound in my head, a cross between morse code and when you try phoning someone but you get the fax machine sound. Anyway, I woke up with my head pulsating but like rock (as it does quite often) so to me this felt real. Back to the dream(?), because of the intensity I got panicky and wanted to stop but wanted to push through too, I know I have to do this, so I called on Jehovah. Just as I finished saying his name, I felt a huge cuddle and a kiss on my cheek.

I knew then that was God/Jehovah saying 'don't worry, I'm right by your side'

its not possesive love just dont like pieces of scum contacting my bf contacting him messaging him on facebook its unnecessary really ur just causing trouble and so what who gives a shit u know his cousin hes neverr even met whoppe fucking doo!dont make u special!!!

its not possesive love just dont like pieces of scum contacting my bf contacting him messaging him on facebook its unnecessary really ur just causing trouble and so what who gives a shit u know his cousin hes neverr even met whoppe fucking doo!dont make u special!!!


I'm not trying to cause trouble. I mentioned the word 'possessive' because you are trying too hard to control. Take a step back and observe, stop getting your knickers in a twist. I know Gem has issues but that doesn't stop you trying to be friendly.

I admit I probably shouldn't have been so quick to call you possessive.

I put myself in your shoes and imagine what it's like.

If you like, if you wanna talk, send a message from Gem to me so I know it's you and we'll talk in private now.

If not, that's cool too

Take care



Last Edited by ????????????? on 02/14/2011 11:11 AM

here we go again bringing him into it so u can talk to him stop it get over it hes not on here anymore end of ok dont try contacting him anywhere cos i will find out and there will be trouble just stay away and no im certainly not like u!!!!!u dont even no his issues and what hes ike so dont even try speking bout about that u dont go thru anything that i go thru

That's a no then

Cool

Byeeee



Last Edited by ????????????? on 10/19/2010 06:16 AM

No not a bye cos yet again ur trying to get me to get tony to message u not stupid!!!!

Yet again huh

Sooo...YOU got him to message me before

Interesting

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