u will never ever be normal once bipolar always a horrible freak normal is not in ur vocabulary ur just a nasty spiteful piece of shit that continues to live unfortunately

After all this I still forgive you.



Well hopefully people have now seen through this....Let's just say Jehovah/Jesus would NOT play games, torment me, wind me up or annoy me!
You don't have to believe me, I'm not on here for approval. I've something awesome, exciting, cool out of this world happening to me and I'm ever so excited. I've been bursting to try and explain it....LOVE... which has been extremely difficult and in doing so I get trampled on:( Also coinciding with the times we're living in hence why I was trying to help in some way.


I'm not gonna lie, I am thick skinned but this has hurt me at times, it's only natural when people keep putting you down. I've had that since I was a little girl but it's still a shock to the system when it happens. However, I am strong and pick myself up quite quickly. That's why I've tried to have a laugh with this at the same time.


Gem, you told me a couple of times it was fun but it went too far mate, with others stirring it. You admitted to calling me names, slut etc. OK.. ha ha for a little while but surely if you guys have a heart you could of seen that enough is enough. I know you have "problems" but.. did you not stop to consider my feelings like I did with you guys?


I tried my best whilst sharing my nourishment and being kind....but I got myself in a kerfuffle because of peoples negative attitudes, not just on here.


I'm sorry to everyone that you've had to endure the foul language on here, we're used to the odd swear word on GLP but this is disgusting! If I've offended please forgive me x I'm also sorry for getting moody at you guys recently, I've tried so hard to remain cool but it's been difficult with all this negativity. There, I have humbled myself once again.


The fear of God is an awesome fear, the hating of what is truly evil and what hurts another, not because of other people's fear of him that they project on you, that's why we shouldn't judge. I sense this because some question the tarot being on my thread, to be honest I haven't really paid much attention to it, the only reason I think it existed is to tell a story in pictures, for some to understand. Like my baby photos, they tell this story, everything that's happened. Prophecy in pictures for those, like myself, who sometimes struggle with words but read so much from images. Most posts I actually drafted first then posted, inc this one. Unless I had a couple of vodkas...dutch courage lol. So no doubt like everything, things get tainted throughout time or misused that were once innocent. This thread is a pure example, something I set out to accomplish innocently :)


Also, I now believe the dream I had (the demonic one) was more to do with darker energies. I thought maybe it was tied in with this thread, what I mean is there's certainly evil influence but not the exact detail. It did however, keep me on this thread, in case it applied to Gem and I was suppose to help him in some way, get rid of a demon. God kept me on here until realization, that's why I replied to Gem in answer to your question C.... to be sure, as you can see, sadly I'm still just a joke to you guys, then again miracles do happen ;)


That's why the last supper confirms this story. Still, bring on the evening supper now 'yummy yummy yummy I got love in my tummy and I feel like loving you..do do'



Good job I have a sense of humour as well...




So again, Love and Peace to ALL....that still includes you Gem/C ;)



Thank you to my precious Jehovah, Jesus, J, The Great Spirit, My Godikins, Lord God Almighty, Top Dog, My King

I love you soooooo much

The following songs are dedicated to you

Thank you for helping me keep my head above water ;)

Your Angel x




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God of Wonders

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You are beautiful my sweet sweet song

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Run to you - Third Day

Better add this before I go....

I was referring to your C.. The one that's been nasty on here

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and wots weirder. I actually thought you were the one. But I worked in a pub like 7 years ago. 7 years of god shit aint even there know wot I mean. Id Go to the toilet. On the door was a shape, scraped out the paint was a shape. Even then Id call a shape on the door lucifer. A shape out the paint. This be years after all my shit with God. Now I met you now and Im 99 percent sure that the shape around the red haired girl on the bus is the very shape. Im am mad but my memory is pretty precise and I was even gona go back to my work and sneak in just to ease my mind but i remember now they painted over it and at the time I did feel pissed of they were painting. Now how can a shape on a door be around you now? Its a demon my love or an error in my thinking that sees a shape and thinks its that shape. Like a deja vu. Im pretty sure tho. Its a demon thing. But hey iv told you now and Im gona say goodbye, thats love my darling.

bye

I never posted here and If I do. I wont be posting this.

and one more thing before I go multidimensional. Jus incase God is like biblical or even scary. Let him come down to me and say sorry and show his face like I have mine, say sorry now. I got all the time in the world. Just say sorry and it ends.

oh no. there wont be a sorry becoz Ud like it to continue. Muggy cunts. Its worse in the long run x

I don't understand why Kerry u keep causing trouble and u seriously want to stop messaging my bf on facebk!!! And don't u dare fucking feel sorry for the bipolar cunt he's a nasty piece if work so stop giving it all the gem shit love ok!!!! If ud been thru what I hav then ud now how I feel but u sound just like another dirty slag who can't keep her knickers up. !! Scum of the earth

I've never betrayed u u lying cunt cos I'm not a dirt bag like sum!!!! As for u friend wouldn't touch wiv a barge pole ur bad enuf druggy and alcoholic Im far too good would never lower myself for likes of scum like that so u need to hav a long old think !!!!!

I've never betrayed u u lying cunt cos I'm not a dirt bag like sum!!!! As for u friend wouldn't touch wiv a barge pole ur bad enuf druggy and alcoholic Im far too good would never lower myself for likes of scum like that so u need to hav a long old think !!!!!

Ok, I know, I know... I said I was going, I should just ignore the BULLY...

...but I have to add this in my defence because it really ticks me off when you say this...

FACT: I do NOT contact Gem on fb, I haven't done since I last said it! I'm NOT a slut/slag either!!!!

He messages me sometimes but I do NOT reply...FACT!!!

Everyone can clearly see YOU are the trouble maker...co wind-up merchant!!!

I feel for both of you x

Again...for those behind the scenes...I know this all part of some plan...but you're going the WRONG way about it!!!

There IS a force that's bigger than you






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i dont know who the fuck u think u r u stupid slag but try keeping ur knickers on yeah then u may not be such a loon ive seen the messages so dont deny it!!!!!as for me troub le maker i dont think so love look at what ur doing wiv other peoples bf thats a trouble maker so keep away hes an ill little boy!!!!!there is no helping him and he will die very soon he doesnt bother with his daughter who he is never going to see now anyway and wont get to see his other child at this rate but hey ho thats bipolar for u may aswell shoot urself if u got that illness now keep away and out of our business ur nothing but horrible little jehovah!!!!!

And that force is Big'Ez.

An unstoppable force.

In fact I'm that awesome, I often have to talk about myself in 3rd person, just to fully appreciate myself.

God I'm magnificent.

Please stop this...you know I haven't

Thinking about it...I guess I've been giving you 'the other cheek' to keep slapping by responding

So much for me leaving this thread be

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Awesome

Hey Big'Ez



Thanks for putting a smile on my face

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I like this song..cheering me up :)

Anytime.

Keep smiling.

Thanks hun :)

Right now 'King of Kings 3'...staring me in the face...
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Plus the film 'King of Kings' was on Film4 yesterday.....ooooooooooh



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Stay awake, alert I guess...




Update - 10/02/11
I only wanted to help guys, sincerely..I didn't realize how much people hated me :( I really didn't know
I'm sorry for using this forum

Update - 11/02/11
I mean I really didn't know until yesterday afternoon after I'd sent the heartfelt messages on here..I really didn't know :(

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Now I understand why you took my last comments off..


Awwwwwwwww

It's ok

I don't mind really...

xxxx

Pg 15 I mean... I understand


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