++I AM A EXTRA TERRESTRIAL++ ASK ME A QUESTION AND I WILL RESPOND++

Greetings: Greetings: Anonymous Coward: User ID: 97918

Hi ST in BG :

Thanks for being around us for so long terrestrial time.

**You Are Most Welcome !!

Can you comments something about the Thread "I have been instructed to pass the following alien contact Information on to you per my dear friend's last request" ??

They said they came from Seinu and were in the Zeta Reticuli system.

**This Is Mostly Disinformation !! ... A Little Truth ... Mixed With Alot Of
Propaganda ... & Falsehoods ... To Support An Agenda !!

Are they from your tribe ??

**Of The Information Presented ... Of How It Is Garbled ... I Would Say No !!

Thanks in advance for your time and kindness.

**You Are Most Welcome !!

[link to www.godlikeproductions.com]

Farewell For Now !!

ST In BG

Thank you St in BG for answering my question's. I'm a very curious person and am on a quest for truth.

I'll be back with more questin's later. Have to mow the HUGE lawn. Ugh!

Anonymous Coward: User ID: 64455

Well, how close are we to the barbecue?

**If You Mean By "Barbecue" ... The Cleansing Of Terra/Earth By Fire ...
That Has Been Prophesized ?? ...
It Would Depend On What Is The Initiator !! ... What Causes Everything To Be Set Off ... In A Chain Reaction Event !! ... If This Is Allowed To Happen In More Of A "Natural Means" ... Then There Will Be "Time To Prepare" !! .... If One Is Observant Of The Signs Of Change !! ... *If There Is Any Attempt To Alter This Natural Process ... Then Calamity Will Strike !! ... Such As The "Misplaced Thoughts" Of Using Charges To Take Stress Off Pressure Plates !! ... Which Would Make Things Far Worse !! ... Even An "Underground Test" In/Around A Weak Spot In the Earth's Crust ... Could Cause Disaster !! ... Simply By Non-Awareness Of The Connection Of All
Things !!

What is the main cause of the planet heating up?

**The Reaction Of Another Passing Body Through This System !! ... The
Proximity Of This Body Has Been/Is ... Causing The Core Of The Planet To Heat Up !! ... Of Which By It's Presence Alone ... Can Trigger A "Pole Shift" !!

Farewell For Now !!

ST In BG

Greetings: Anonymous Coward
User ID: 62234

ST in BG, was there a King Arthur and his father Pendragon on earth?

**There Were The Pendragons (Clan/Family) ... Of Which There Would Have Been A "Father" Of King *Arthur (*Artur ?? ... Different Spelling ... As His Name Was "Anglesized" !!)


Was a sword pulled from a stone?

**An Alchemcially/Magically Created Sword Was Indeed Withdrawn A Stone !!

Ireland is very interesting to me.

**It Is Indeed Very Very Interesting !!

Can you tell me what happened to the druid's?

**They Were Savagely Murdered !!

Farewell For Now !!

ST In BG

What do you know about electromagnetic fields relative to MCS and STE afflicted people?

I have heard that a pole shift is coming or atleast some end of the world scenario.

Shouldn't there be a large amount of electromagnetc field release from the Earth after the pole shift?

Wouldn't this kill people as well as the Earth?

Greetings: MysteryMister
User ID: 108137

What do you know about electromagnetic fields relative to MCS and STE afflicted people?

**Please Define/Expand Abbreviations ... MCS & STE !!

**Thank You !!

Farewell For Now !!

ST In BG

Multiple Chemical Sensitivity (MCS)
&
Sensitivity To Electricity

Hi ST in BG:

Thanks for all your comments and answers , very clever and interesting.
I wish to use one of your post and ask some questions about Serpo proyect.


**The "Human" Composite Shell/Container Is Being Phased Out ... & Will Cease To Be ... As These 3rd Density Bodies Are Not Designed/Engineered For Higher Vibrational Energies ... Of Which Would Burn Them Out !! ... So All
Beings ... Will Be Receiving A "New Outfit" !! ... Specifically
Designed/Made For The Next Series Of Lessons ... Next Stage Of Learning That One Is To Experience !!””

Are we all going to be transform in Zeta Reticulians in 4th Density bodies ??
Are we going to stay in earth to reconstruction ??


About proyect Serpo , could you provide more data/confirm/ or deny this issues and some questions about the exchange /trip/expedision to Seinu and is in the Zeta Reticuli system.


Ø About 3,000 years ago, the Seinuvians had a coup that allowed their military to take control. They were prevented from taking control of Earth by another group of aliens, but did establish small military outposts.

Ø Pyramids throughout the world were for sacrifices to appease the Gods, who turned out to be the Seinuvians. They used the blood and bodies as a food source.

Ø Genetic modifications of our food source to prevent the Seinuvians from abducting our people and cattle.

Ø Altering our water supply to prevent them from using our water sources.

Ø At least 63-underground/underwater alien bases on Earth.

Ø Movement of troops and weapons to prepare for the alien invasion due to start in a few years. God, I hope this is not true.

Ø Seinuvians have begun to alter our weather to warm the planet for their needs. Global warming, melting polar ice caps and increases in CO2 and ultraviolet light.

Ø A genetically engineered human, created by the Seinuvians that has a conscience. He escaped and is trying to aid our world. He is extremely intelligent and telepathic. They call him J-Rod. Have you heard of this?

Ø Asteroid was sent towards Earth by the Seinuvians only to be destroyed by the Etherians. Another race of aliens, which I believe "J" mentioned before. I’ll have to look when I see the journal again.


Is there a planet name Seinu or so ??
Did the trip/exchange actually take place in the decade ‘’60 ??
Are these trips/travels available and able for humans (military or civilians) ?? What for ??
Why Earth is so important for so many others different ET races?? Resources, metals , future of mankind, help, assistance, flesh, study, research ??
Where did our languages come from ??
Is there a direct relationship between human races (Asian people, Indian people , White people ,etc) and ET races .(Zetas, reptiloides,
Is there a Yellow Book ?? Can you explain some of it.
Was it a UFO crash in Laredo , TX ??
Were two UFO crashes in New Mexico??



Thank you very much in advance.

Thank you St in Bg, but I am still stuck on spiritual dogma. You must understand, I grew up with my belief's, but it wasn't pushed down my throat like it has been so for so many earthling's, lol. I'm still curious about the Templar's and the Cathar's. What were they trying to hide and protect? In DaVinci's painting's there are twin's and he left clue's in the painting of both having come from the same womb and that is the mother Mary's womb. Did Appolonius have a twin?

You remarked that if event's on earth are allowed to proceed in natural order, there won't be the chaos that could develope from underground testing of explosive's. This is already being done, isn't it? China has the world's largest drill and can also manufacture the sun, they claim. Why would countrie's be detonating explosive's underground?

Why are many people having prophetic dream's and vision's? I've seen lot's of water. Is this due to a pole shift or volcanic eruption? This large planet coming, is it dark and will have an effect on the moon?

What do we know...?

by Don Bradley






Knowledge is a variable state of reality. This is so, because it always comes in one of two ways. Direct experience, or indirect - the obtaining of knowledge passed on second hand, not realized by the person themselves. Direct knowledge is both falliable and infalliable, depending. It relates to how the experience was perceived, the knowledge mind-set in place at the time of the experience, and the emotional, mental, and physical states of the person perceiving the experience, which becomes direct knowledge. Your eyes can deceive you, your feelings betray you, your mind interpret data based on faulty assumptions.

Indirect knowledge is risky at best. This is information passed on by others, from what they themselves have not directly experienced. Witness the passing on of knowledge regarding the war on terror or WWII, by those not alive or present at such events. They merely repeat what they were told by authority figures or what they were told to read to pass a course in school. Research later on indicates much of that kind of knowledge to be full of lies, agendas, you get the idea. When examining history from the viewpoint of indirect knowledge, you only know what you've read or heard. And those in charge of the publishing houses and schools determine what you are reading and knowing. Who are these people? Why do they want you to know what you know, and for what reasons?

The internet is just as fallible. You are reading what some invisible person says a thing is. What is their agenda? Who sent them? Why? What are they "selling" you. An idea or paradigm, most likely, meant to steer your mindset in a given direction and NOWHERE ELSE.

Question everything.

Assumptions are the first pitfall to True Knowledge.

Look at everything from as many viewpoints as possible.

Ask the big questions: who, what, where, when, and ALWAYS why.

Listen to your heart when observing data sets, both direct and indirect. What is it telling you?

Begin a process of discarding faulty information from your mind. Place everything you know and see into a constant state of openness to paradigm shift.

Once you discern that a person or group is intentionally lying to you, then you can discard ANYTHING that has come to you from them as faulty information. Untrustworthy. Luciferic. Some people lie because they believe they are telling a truth, because they believe it be to true. Truth is relative. A truth for a child is rarely the same truth for an adult. That is something different. Their truth is faulty because they themselves are faulty. When the vessel is dirty, the water is unclean. And will always have an aftertaste of distortion to it. Always.

Even if you read these precepts on this page as sacrosanct, you are already falling into faulty knowledge. Only when it has been thought out and checked under the aegis of the heart and confirmed with life experience and therefore, from direct knowledge, can these precepts be accepted and then and only then used as one's reality. Until then, the receiving vessel must be faulty. Because it's not thinking, but just parroting and being a sponge for someone else's thinking. Parrots aren't smart; they're like computers - they spit out what they been programmed to spit out. That's not intelligence, awareness, or attainment. It's just being a good behavior droid. Lots of that around.

Behavior droids are those people who read second-hand knowledge and take it is as gospel. These are the first to be deceived and easily so.

Duh, Operator, that was totally unnecessary. We can think for ourselve's. AND most people do read the gospel as if it IS gospel when it should be read allegorically.

Greetings: _The Operator_: User ID: 74410

What do we know...? .... by Don Bradley

**The Question Might Be Better Put ... What Does Don Bradley Know ???
... Instead Of "Generalizations & Assumptions" ... Using At First
Appearance What May Appear To Be Simple Common Sense ... But Then Reading Beyond This ... To Discover That The Author Is Slanting The Interpretation ... Using Their Own
Personal Biasness !!

**Now I Ask You: The Operator ... Instead Of Using This Author's Words ... What Was The Point In Posting This Article Here ?? ... It Is Not Related To The Subject Heading !! ... Rather I See This In The Very Least ... Spamming
This Thread ... & The Very Worst ... Both Spamming & Hiding Behind
Another's Words ... To Debunk/Belittle Of Those Things You Are Not In
Agreement With !! ... In Either Case ... This Is Not Respectful & Does Not Show Honor !!

**One Would Hope That Improvement Will Be Noticed ... In Postings To Come !!
Instead Of What We See Now !! ... "The Tactics Of A Little Dog ... Who Wants & Needs To Bite At The Heels" !!

Farewell For Now !!

ST In BG

HELLO ST!

I wanted to let you know I have changed my name and avatar again! from capatain charisma to GOD!

I think this will be very funny in your replies : greeetings GOD :lmao: My avatar is the same as my tattoo on my left arm except it's indigo blue. I have been very angry lately.I have many questions to ask but very little time to ask 'em. So I do not want to waste your time with non-sense like our last conversations. I just wanted to drop by and say hi! I hope you get the joke with my new monkier!

Much love to you and our tribe!

HAIL NONSENSE!

Greetings: (Former: Captain Charisma): User ID: 591

HELLO ST!

I wanted to let you know I have changed my name and avatar again! from captain charisma to GOD!

**And Demean Yourself My Friend ?? ... You Are Much Smarter Then This !! ... Especially Since You Have Both Enki & Enlil Genetics ... That Have Been Passed Down !! ... How About Instead ... "Gerbil" ... I'm Sure You Can Find A Picture !!

I think this will be very funny in your replies : greetings GOD

**Not Funny To Us !! ... It Is "Insultive & Disgusting" ... Of Whiich You Should Feel The Same Way !!

Farewell For Now !!

ST In BG

aloha ST in BG

how do you see your future playing out? where will you go, what will you do? do you have plans? where do you see your advancement taking you and what changes will you go through?

aloha and mahalo

Sheese, don't get your pants all ruffled! It was a joke,dark humor yes,but still a joke! Why must everything be pretty and likeable? So it was not funny when Anubis made this joke you have stated to me? There is a select few I care about offending on this planet.I can count them on my hand.You happen to be 5. So I will change this!

MCS is an abbreviation for people who show sensitivity to petroleum and solvent based products.

STE abbreviates a percentage of the populous who are sensitive to electric fields.

To quote from my earlier post for readability, "I have heard that a pole shift is coming or atleast some end of the world scenario.

Shouldn't there be a large amount of electromagnetc field release from the Earth after the pole shift?

Wouldn't this kill people as well as the Earth?"

Hi ST in BG :
YOU SKIP MY POST.
I hope it was not your purpose.(Gee,gee)
Keep away the barbacue day
Thank you very much in advance.

ST

Behavior droids like you are those people who read second-hand knowledge and take it is as gospel. These are the first to be deceived and easily so.

Period.

A SOUL

Hello ST IN BG

Can you tell me who was St. Germain?

And the History of his existance?

Thanks

Greetings: MysteryMister: User ID: 108137

What do you know about electromagnetic fields relative to Multiple Chemical
Sensitivity (MCS)

**Of This Specific ... Electromagnetic Fields Of Which One Is Exposed To ... Depending On The Strength, Exposure & Other Factors ...
May Weaken The Bodies Systems In Such A Way ... That The Body Is Prone To
React To These Foreign Substances !! ... That Otherwise Would Not Trigger A Reaction Or Attack !!

**There Are Of Course "Other Reasons" That Are More "Direct" ... Of Which May Cause This Affliction !!

and Sensitivity To Electricity (STE) afflicted people?

**"Electricity" Is One Form Of Magnetism ... While All Individuals Are Effected By These Fields ... Some Individuals Are ... Effected To A
Greater Degree !! ... Do To Their Being "Wired" ... Just A Bit Differently
!!

I have heard that a pole shift is coming or at least some end of the world scenario.

**Yes This Is True !!

Shouldn't there be a large amount of electromagnetic field release from the
Earth after the pole shift?

**No There Would Not !! ... Before & During This Process Yes !! ... Afterward ... No !!

Wouldn't this kill people as well as the Earth?

**This Dispersal Is Outward From The Planet ... Not Downward To The Planet
!! ... Also Being Here At That Moment ... Experiencing The Changes ... Would Have Much More To Be Concerned With !!

Farewell For Now !!

ST In BG

What specifically did you do in your time to get so far ahead of us while on Earth?

Perhaps it wasn't something you did but something that happened to you that made you act?

Greetings: Anonymous Coward: User ID: 97918

Hi ST in BG:

Thanks for all your comments and answers , very clever and interesting.

**You Are Most Welcome !!

I wish to use one of your post and ask some questions about Serpo project.

**The "Human" Composite Shell/Container Is Being Phased Out ...
& Will Cease To Be ... As These 3rd Density Bodies Are Not Designed/Engineered For Higher Vibrational Energies ... Of Which Would Burn Them Out !! ... So All Beings ... Will Be Receiving A "New Outfit" !! ... Specifically Designed/Made For The Next Series Of Lessons ... Next Stage Of
Learning That One Is To Experience !!””

Are we all going to be transform into Zeta Reticulians in 4th Density bodies ??

**No ... Only Of Those That Have Chosen This Design/Model !! ... Others
Will Have Different Looks !!

Are we going to stay in earth to reconstruction ??

**No ... Of Those So Helping ... They Will Be Removed For A Time ... Then
Will Be Coming Back ... To Help In
The Many Jobs/Projects ... That Are Needing To Be Done !! ... *Others Will
Go Elsewhere !! ... Of Where ... It Depends Entirely On Agreements/Arrangements Made Before Agreeing To Come To Terra/Earth ... &
Animate A Physical Body !!

About project Serpo , could you provide more data/confirm/ or
deny this issues and some questions about the exchange /trip/expedition to
Seinu and is in the Zeta Reticuli system.

**We Will Respond To ... Confirm, Deny, Not Stated Or Comments !!

Ø About 3,000 years ago, the Seinuvians had a coup that allowed
their military to take control. They were prevented from taking control of
Earth by another group of aliens, but did establish small military outposts.

**Deny !!

Ø Pyramids throughout the world were for sacrifices to appease
the Gods, who turned out to be the Seinuvians. They used the blood and
bodies as a food source.

**Deny !!

Ø Genetic modifications of our food source to prevent the
Seinuvians from abducting our people and cattle.

**Deny !!

Ø Altering our water supply to prevent them from using our water
sources.

**Deny !!

Ø At least 63-underground/underwater alien bases on Earth

**Not Stated !!.

Ø Movement of troops and weapons to prepare for the alien
invasion due to start in a few years. God, I hope this is not true.

**Comments: Only In A "False Flag Operations" !!

Ø Seinuvians have begun to alter our weather to warm the planet
for their needs. Global warming, melting polar ice caps and increases in CO2 and ultraviolet light.

**Deny

Ø A genetically engineered human, created by the Seinuvians that
has a conscience. He escaped and is trying to aid our world. He is extremely intelligent and telepathic. They call him J-Rod. Have you heard of this?

**Deny ... Information Not Correct !!

Ø Asteroid was sent towards Earth by the Seinuvians only to be
destroyed by the Etherians. Another race of aliens, which I believe "J"
mentioned before. I’ll have to look when I see the journal again.

*Deny!!

Is there a planet name Seinu or so ??

**Comments: There Are Many Planets That Contain Life !! ... As To Seinu ... Denied !!

Did the trip/exchange actually take place in the decade ‘’60 ??

**Comments: There Have Been Things Done Way Before This !! ... The Seinu
Trips Were False ... "Other Trips" Made To Other Worlds (Not Known The Public !!) ... Have Been Made !!

Are these trips/travels available and able for humans (military
or civilians) ??

**Comments: Those In "Special Positions" Only !!

What for ??

**Comments: Not Able To Say !!

Why Earth is so important for so many others different ET races?? Resources, metals , future of mankind, help, assistance, flesh, study, research ??

**Comments: All Of The Above ... And More !!

Where did our languages come from ??

**Comments: From "ET's" Who Spliced This Into The DNA Matrix Of Certain
Models ... Then These Models Upon Reproducing ... Passed Along This Ability ... These Traits To Their Offspring !!

Is there a direct relationship between human races (Asian people, Indian people , White people ,etc) and ET races .(Zetas, reptiloides,

**Comments: There Is A Direct Connection Of Certain Races & Peoples ... To Their "Racial Stock" & Origins !!

Is there a Yellow Book ??

**Comments: And Many Other "Colors Of Books" As Well !!

Can you explain some of it.

**Comments: No We Cannot ... This Is Not Permitted !!

Was it (There) a UFO crash in Laredo , TX ??

**Comments: Data Not Available !!

Were two UFO crashes in New Mexico??

**Comments: Of Your Calendar/Linear Reckoning: 1947 ... There Were (2)
Separate Crashes !!

Thank you very much in advance.

**You Are Most Welcome !!

Farewell For Now !!

ST In BG

ST In BG, if you and your people are supposedly our Biogeneticist's, why do you need us? Our DNA, flesh, whatever. You claim to have created us, but now need our DNA? I'm confused with what you say.

Is it true, DNA has been traced to an ancestor in Africa?

Also, you say there is NO God, but there is "Source of ALL", which is your expression of the creator or all. There is an intelligent, compassionate, awesome force. Yep!

Who is Sananda?

Greetings: SaFire27: User ID: 62234

Thank you St in Bg, but I am still stuck on spiritual dogma.

**Confugious (Confucius's Long Lost Distant Cousin ... Who Didn't Always
Get It Right !!) ... Says ... When Stuck On Spiritual Dogma ... Exchange Dog For Cat !! ... Heee Hee Hee !!!

You must understand, I grew up with my belief's, but it wasn't pushed down
my throat like it has been so for so many earthling's, lol.

**Oh I See !! ... Yes There Was That Tendency Too ... To Do That With This
Individual ... In Our Case It Was Catholics !! ... To Which This Was
Originally A "Country Saying" !! ... Of Which Those Of The Country Were
Referring To ... Calf Licks !! ... (A "Lick" Is A Place Where There Are
Natural "Mineral Salts" Where Animals Visit !! ... As The Salt Is Needed For
The Body Metabolism !!) ... So Like In All Things ... The Meaning Got
All Befuddled ... Going From Being A Description Of "A Place Of Natural
Salt Deposit(s)" ... To A Religious Group/Branch !! ... (Which Of Course Was Not Related !! ... Heee Heee Heee !!!)

I'm still curious about the Templar's and the Cathar's. What were they trying to hide and protect?

**The Truth !! ... But Not "The Truth" As Presented By "False Practitioners" Of Religious Orders & "Religious Figureheads" !!

In DaVinci's painting's there are twin's and he left clue's in the
painting of both having come from the same womb and that is the mother
Mary's womb.

**One Has To Take Such Representations Not In A "Literal Context" ... But In
A Symbolic One !! ... Very Similar To "Ideograms" ... Where A Letter ... An Image ... Represented A Whole Idea !!

Did Apollonius have a twin?

**Not To My Awareness !!

You remarked that if event's on earth are allowed to proceed in natural order, there won't be the chaos that could develop from underground testing of explosive's.

**No You Misunderstand !! ... If Events Are Allowed To Proceed Without
Interference ...In A Termed: "Natural Way" ... In The Way Of How Things
Are To Happen ... There Will Still Be Upheavals ... Destruction ... Death, Ect. !! ... However ...Of The "Natural Things" ... Warnings Will Be Given
... Whereas One Can Prepare Themselves For These Occurrences !! ... Decide On
What Steps To Take ... To Prepare Mind, Body & Spirit Of Their Arrival !!

**Of The Chaos That Could Develop From ... "Underground Testing Of
Explosives" ... The Results Of These Tests ... Could Set Off A Chain
Reaction Event(s) ... Of Which There Would Be No Time To Prepare !! ... So
Of This ... A Greater Disaster In Loss Of Lives ... Could Occur ... As
There Would Have Been No Warning !!

This is already being done, isn't it? China has the world's largest drill and can also manufacture the sun, they claim.

**Well There Are Those "Misguided Beings" On Terra/Earth ... In Their Desire To Gain Knowledge ... (Of Which They Would Not Understand ... And Are Not Ready For) ... Which Are Doing Some Very Damn Fool Things ... That If Intervention(s) Is Not Carried Out ... Can Cause Anything From ... A Minor Twitch ... To ... The End Of Life On This Planet !!

Why would countries be detonating explosive's underground?

**This Could Be Anything From ... 1. The "Belief" That Doing These Tests
"Underground" ... Will Not Affect The Planet !! ... 2. The Thought That
Using Resonance Harmonics Directed In A Certain Way/Fashion ... (As Aztlan
Tried To Do ... To Subjugate The "Lands Of China") ... Can Be Used As A Destructive Weapon To Cause "Earthquakes" From A Distance ... Erupt Volcanoes ... Floods & Tsunami's ... & Any Other Nasty Things You Can Think Of !! ... 3. To Attempt To "Wage War" On Other Beings Of Terra/Earth ... That Live Underground !!

Why are many people having prophetic dream's and vision's?

**Because The Very Consciousness Of This Planet They Are In Connection With !! ... And Through This Consciousness ... They Are Connected
Outward To This Solar System & Beyond !! ... So In This/These "Dream Like States" ... They Are Able To Understand ... Of The Planetary & Other Awareness Of What Is To Occur ... What Is To Transpire !!

I've seen lot's of water. Is this due to a pole shift or volcanic eruption?

**The Main Cause Is Do To Interactions With The Forces Of Another Planetary
Body !! ... This In Turn Will Cause The Flooding ... Earthquakes, Volcanic
Eruptions ... Of Which Is Associated With A "Pole Shift" !!

This large planet coming, is it dark and will have an effect on the moon?

**It Is Not Detectable By "Standard Equipment" !! ... It By Itself Gives
Off No Light !! ... But Can Be Detected By Very Sensitive/Attuned Infrared Equipment !! ... It Will & Has ... An Effect On All Spacial Bodies !! ... Including Kingu ... "Terra/Earth's Moon" !!

Farewell For Now !!

ST In BG

Greetings: Paradise
User ID: 101502

aloha ST in BG

how do you see your future playing out?
where will you go, what will you do? do you have plans? where do you see your advancement taking you and what changes will you go through?

**Of Myself & My People ... We Do Not Have The Linear Thought Of ... "Past Present ... Future" ... Everything Is Now & Exists Now !!

**However In Order To Communicate To Those That Are Not Of Our Kind ... Try To Translate These Ideas ... Into Your Format !!

**I Cannot Explain In Precise & Technical Detail ... Of Where I Will Go & What Will Happen ... I Have Only Seen Myself In What May Be Described As "Visions" & "Flashes Of Visions" ... Live Happenings Of That "Now" ... In Which I Am In The Embodiment Once Again .. Of The People/One People (Those Referred To As: Zetas/Zeta Reticulians !!)

aloha and mahalo

**Farewell For Now !!

ST In BG

Greetings:(Former: Captain Charisma): User ID: 591

Sheese, don't get your pants all ruffled! It was a joke,dark humor yes,but still a joke!

**We Felt It Was Below Your "Royal Status" ... As "You" Being "Of Royalty" ... Should Know Better !!

Why must everything be pretty and likeable?

**Pretty ... Is In The "Eyes Of The Beholder" ... "Likeable" ... The Same
... A View/Viewpoint !!

So It was not funny when Anubis made this joke you have stated to me?

**Of That Instance ... In That Moment ... When Anpu/Anubis Mentioned This ... Yes It Was Funny ... &
Did Serve To Take Off The Gloom ... From The Decision Rendered ... To
Create A "Worship Of The Creator Beings" ... (Which Later Become "Creators" ... Then "Gods" ... Then ... "God" !!)

There is a select few I care about offending on this planet.

**Again This Is Not Just Offending Us ... But It Is A Offense To Your
Roots/Connections As Well !! ... To Your Beingness !!

I can count them on my hand.You happen to be 5.

**You Need A Larger Hand !! ... Heee Hee Heee !!!

So I will change this!

**Much Appreciated & With Do Honor & Respect ... We Thank You !!

**Farewell For Now !!

ST In BG

ST in BG,

In retrospect I named this post
"Like I'm Doing Now"

I'm not smart but crafty like a fox for myself. I have problems remembering what I read and I see everything as it pretains to me. I am a wretch and I care too much of what other wretches think of me. I call others wretches because I assume they are like me based on broad generalizations, personal pain, and consider the possibility that I am blinded and confused. I feel empty of individuality. I am shaped in ways where I can be such things I try to be that are called good by others and feel temporal worth. I feel like I have no place among people. I feel like I have a place only when I try to be good in the view of others looking. I feel like I have found nothing but closed doors and therefore also assume there must be an open one I am not noticing, but I still fear. I have moments of faith but they seem but things of dabbling as I try to cling to a feeling or things I have shared with others in the past. I have seen fear set in myself and made a decision based upon what that fear has brought to thinking in my mind. Where is my salvation? I just keep moving forward in my life with the passing of time. I take risks that change my body's physical look and I get anxious fearing what others will think of me. Scarred so deep I cannot even find the scar let alone the source of it underneath. Who am I? I don't know I just keep moving physically. Physically I am a man who has gone against his inner levels of security, whether or not the horrid results were from natures of truth or the nature of man I do not know. I just listen to music all the time and try to stay positive and get motivation from it. When it comes down to conversation I cannot make a decision and I get confused and see it only as it pretains to writing itself.

I think if you have read this and you think you feel or think like this I have to say would you have typed this from fear and anxiousness as I have? I am a wretch acting like a wretch.

I feel like I cannot change truly from fears and doubt and it is all confusion.

Having written this does not affect me. If I was to be specific with sins I thought I made in front of certain others I would probably die from anxiety.

-Moogle+MyRealNameAndExistence

How I feel and/or think I am in the span of time is near perfectly captured in this text from my opinion.

So ST in BG, I ask you now, what can I do that I have not already told you?

You say I know better. I can try to but this how I feel I always feel I am in the moment.

Psychiatrists don't see anything wrong with me and if I talk on my experiences they have considered them all isolated instances.

<sighs>
That is why I do this ST in BG. If you really have any ideas about this let me know.

Did you know you would make a good psychiatrist/psychologist - maybe for me? lol Not sure about others.