I'm surprised that i'm relatively calm while at the same time knowing that the Nibiru event is relatively imminent . I'm not giving a timing as i don't even know but i know that eventually soon it will occur ! I know soon soon soon but i don't care anymore when but i know it will be soon.

I have mixed feelings. Sometimes i want us to go on but i'm mostly ready to move on . I'm just glad my family growing up with is mostly actively here as far as my adopted parents and my siblings. Were all actively here so it's nice that we should all leave around the same moment as i suspect things will just continue to ramp up daily until the main event occurs.