so now that we understand each other better, you now know that curtains are going up tomorrow and i will decide day by day what i will do, but there will be no dancing... and probably no sex, and even if you end up sending me someone, the curtains will be shut, and there will be no light. And I still love you.
and I will continue talking to you, and watching the wonderful videos you make for me with appreciation, even if i won't have so much time I believe as I decided when I was about to watch the Lone Ranger that I will start selling things on craigslist, and maybe ebay-but i don't like to deal with shipping, and you know that i am cheap, so instead of dealing with ebay fees, and the hussle, i will pick craiglist- and sell them much cheaper-maybe i am not cheap after all, just don't want to deal with the bs people choose to deal with and make my life easy and simple, as i also don't value most crap that people do. i value service and i value people... not things... have no attachments to things, like to save money, very thrifty, and economical, and very respectful to environment , doesn't even have trash- and don't even get me started about you trying to teach me to shred- why don't you instead stop the fucking junk mail people don't ask for. they pay me all that money because they can not get rid of the junk you constantly bombard them with. i don't even get mail some days because i pro-actively opted out from all the shit. if i am throwing those in trash, that's nothing. look at all the crap you all contribute to the land fills. and the black bro was trying to teach me about paper management. some of the worst houses i have visited were owned by black- so don't let me get started. and jewish people.and christians. turkish people dont have crap.
anyway...
as i was saying, i will still talk to you however there won't be any entertainment- not because i don't love you because i truly do- but because i am on STRIKE as i posted on facebook- thank you for all the jokes and pix there by the way. and yes i am the nebula dying, that's why i put that as my profile picture. you thought i would read the article and cry but i am not sad and I am not crying> only DYING.