The Apocryphon of John...an exploration

LOL, full circle. Funny how these things go. How does that sit with you?


The ex? He truly feeds and soul and lightens my spirit. Why? Because he is one of the most caustic, bigoted, unhappy souls that I know. We could not be married. He mocked me, called me Miss Goody Two Shoes, The Rock. So much negativity.

So, balancing all of his tensive actions and reactions only serve to amplify me in helpful ways. I had the kids, so, the only way to heal them and help them grow into reasonable adults, I decided to move towards him, rather than oppose him. I am happy to report that my younger son no longer hates Dad. Of course, this is the condensed story. The full version could have a very exciting trailer to make you shudder and reel you in!

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Rex & Oracle:

Thank you for a lovely evening!

'Til we meet again...

Thank you very much. I will do the same for you.

I am so very sorry about your husband. What a trial for you to go through and you held on to your spiritual values. Did you have those before he passed? I cannot imagine what it is like for you and how you must struggle now. Somehow we are all here with someone to support us when we are in need. We just have to know when to see it!


Yes, we both had those values...in very very different ways! While he went about touting himself confirmed atheist, I know in my heart that many of his demons stemmed from his inability to admit he had actually bought into 'it' in many ways. He was a sage, a musician, a composer, and a raving lunatic in his sleep when dangerously blotto...thankfully not every night. The most gentle friend, companion, and lover. His favorite question when meeting someone new was "What's important?" This is how he'd look into your soul. He rejected no one, but, latched only to those he felt were 'true'.

I keep waiting for him to meet the right entity that will journey back here with him, to bring me some positive waves.
He must have run into John Lennon or someone else of similar mindset, because he's very very late.

Oracle, it's been a blessing conecting with you.

Oracle, it's been a blessing conecting with you.


It's been a blessing connecting with you as well.

Thanks for starting this thread Rex.

Oracle, it's been a blessing conecting with you.


It's been a blessing connecting with you as well.

Thanks for starting this thread Rex.

If only for you two to connect, at your service!

I have wondered if the struggle may be defining. Something along the Buddhist concept of suffering.

I have wondered if the struggle may be defining. Something along the Buddhist concept of suffering.


I think for some people it's necessary to snap them out of that material thinking...the suffering is the catalyst for the changes they need...not all people need that suffering though.

...and a little bit of time line speculation;

The language of the codex containing the Gospel of Judas is the same Sahidic dialect of Coptic as the gnostic Nag Hammadi Library, discovered in Egypt in 1945. It was at one time in the Nag Hammadi Library I believe.

If you have read this codex you will possibly recall that in the Gospel of Judas Jesus describes Judas as the 13th and that his star will lead the way at the end of time.

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To continue, there are quite a few threads discussing Pane Andov's "2012 Equation solved"

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One thing that caught my eye was the information on page 10 about Ophiuchus and a comet or beam and our alignment in December of that year. That constellation is considered the thirteenth in the zodiac. Coincidental, possibly....


The comet I had not heard about. Thanks for the new info.

History has given Judas got a bum wrap. Any theologian who speaks truth should know that Judas was ordained to his post. I can't site where it's found, but, this was foretold.

Have you ever read a story called "I remember Union"? It is a little different than a lot of stuff, but it is one of those reads that opens celullar memory. Many of my thoughts or concepts on the role of Judas come from what I read there and experienced in my own level as I read. It used to be a difficult book to find, but not so these days with Amazon etc.

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Read the reviews below the info.

"And he (the chief archon) repented for everything which had come into being through him. This time he planned to bring a flood upon the work of man. But the greatness of the light of the foreknowledge informed Noah, and he proclaimed (it) to all the offspring which are the sons of men. But those who were strangers to him did not listen to him. It is not as Moses said, 'They hid themselves in an ark' (Gn 7: 7), but they hid themselves in a place, not only Noah, but also many other people from the immovable race. They went into a place and hid themselves in a luminous cloud. And he (Noah) recognized his authority, and she who belongs to the light was with him, having shone on them because he (the chief archon) had brought darkness upon the whole earth.


Gives you some perspective on which "God" is which in the bible ....;)