Dunno if this was asked already but....

What do we do as a star seed? Once February came there was almost a lift of energy. I started gaining access to brand new information.



My life has pushed me away from my SO without my choice because she was clearly lowering my frequency on a regular basis.

I've been instructed that I have to help guide people. But, it feels like I wont really be needed until October 2020? And then really needed summer fall 2021. And then when that time frame passes people will be aware of us and then we can teach them better because.

Something to do with education and university.

I have been told I am from Lemuria.

The thing is, apparently this is my first time here and I was some what reluctant to even come here.

There was a fail safe in place. A childhood friend of mine died of cancer when he was 17. Also from Lemuria. He as he one who introduced me into all of this stuff.

But the only access to information I have now is to kinda wait.... and do things as needed...
But..... the situation I am is creating immense amounts of pressure. I can't figure out why this pressure is being put on me?

I am being told to be afraid in so many different ways. And to not believe in myself.

I stand planted. No wind can blow me over.
I understand I must be tested before i can be trusted but when does this end?

So... any advice on what I should do?