Anyone out there from RUBICON or associated? A few answers I'd love to hear - FROM YOU

[I am AURORA - YES - the REAL ONE.
I've added the "number 1" because someone else is already using "Aurora" as THEIR name.
Anyone from RUBICON OR ECHELON or similar out there today? I am of course very aware that this site and many others which are similar are inhabited by operatives etc....(in disguise, of course) to both see what you can put in and to see what you can get out.
So today, IF anyone SHOULD be willing, I'd like to ask any of you to come forward and tell ME a few things.

SPECIFICALLY:
WHY was I so mercilessly targeted for so long by so many in so many ways. Above and well beyond anyone else that I am aware of???
WHY did you all attempt to get so much - get gave ABSOLUTELY NOTHING AT ALL which was positive???
WHY was I so so so PUNISHED by so many of you??
WHY have NONE of you - not ANYONE - seen ANY wisdom in supporting ME?
WHY has there been SUCH an across-the-board, TOTAL policy to ensure that I was in "financial starvation" ?
WHY did NONE of you come at any time and stand in MY corner or the ELOHIM's corner ??
WHY did NOT ONE of you GIVE - at any time - ANY help to me - when you have given help of various kinds to so many others??
Did you see your efforts to cut me down, wear me out, starve me out, discredit me out etcccc....and my/OUR decision to "pull out" as YOUR "success", your "win" ??

I'll be obvious and say that I'm asking for direct and TRUTHFUL answers. You can of course give silly, mocking answers of the kind that you have alldone so much in the past. If you just want to be clever and smart that's what you'll continue to do. If you want to be WISE, that's what you won't do. It's up to you.
I'd prefer an answer to my email.
Do ANY of you actually have the courage and the honesty and the integrity - and the PERMISSION - to actually answer me?
IF you do, then I truly WOULD appreciate your answers - the REAL ones, the TRUE ones. Not what you're told to say.
Not what you think I want to hear.
I and my fellow ELOHIM really WOULD like to hear from you - as YOU see things, as YOU believe things.
It's over to you. color=blue]