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| -V- User ID: 1457602  Canada07/06/2011 07:13 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 1455408  Italy07/06/2011 07:23 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | There is nothing you can do...sorry but humanity is not inherently good. I envy your opinion but challenge humanity to give something up for someone else and you will see that most are not willing. Humanity is good if it suits them, like movie stars that earns millions, stash them away and sing about love. Fake. |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 1409978  United States07/06/2011 07:24 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Welcome to waking up. You are completely focused on fear and your lack of control and that is only going to bring you more of it. Keep doing your research and be a truth seeker like most of us. Follow your intuition and do the next right thing. That is all you can do. A man is but the product of his thoughts what he thinks, he becomes. Mohandas Gandhi |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 1409978 United States07/06/2011 07:25 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | There is nothing you can do...sorry but humanity is not inherently good. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 1455408I envy your opinion but challenge humanity to give something up for someone else and you will see that most are not willing. Humanity is good if it suits them, like movie stars that earns millions, stash them away and sing about love. Fake. I think you are totally wrong. There are more good people out there than what you choose to see. |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 1442926 United States07/06/2011 07:32 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 1457619 United States07/06/2011 07:34 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Just think about this, name a movie, book, myth or any kind of human inspired story, where there is no a hero and an anti-hero. Through the perils caused by the anti-hero a transformation in mentality and powers occur to the hero. In another words, without a destroyer there is no evolution. |
Butt Ugly Toad
 User ID: 107034 United States07/06/2011 07:40 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Don't sweat the small shit!  What you will dew has already been written so get out there and un-write it!  Ribbit  "To pee or not to pee, that is the question!" - Old Toad Proverb “Unbeknownst to most, Kindness is not a STD, so pass it on!” – Old Toad Proverb Old Toad Proverbs: Thread: Old Toad Proverbs |
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| Anonymous Coward User ID: 1305118 United States07/06/2011 07:42 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Hey guys, I guess you could say I've recently been "awakened" to all of the knowledge found on this site and sites like it. Before I go a bit deeper into it, I'd like to state how I was prior to my newly found knowledge. I was not very religious at all, but I never denied the existence of a god or the existence of another dimension, and I've always kept an open mind to information. My whole conundrum started when my friend linked me to an Immortal Technique song, Cause of Death, which lead me to start researching into the Illuminati. After doing only a few hours, I realized that I had barely scratched the surface. I spent the past few weeks processing a lot of strange information, most of which I never thought of before. There's a lot of which I'm still skeptical about, but the gist of what I got is that I am powerless against their agenda. Quoting: -V- 1457602That's exactly how I felt/still feel after going through and learning about all of this Illuminati/Invisible Hand/TPTB/Secret organization info. Like I can do nothing to help humanity/stop their agenda. There's kind of an internal crisis going through my mind, as if everything I've ever learned is false/my view of the world has been falsely implanted by those that want to subdue and control the population. I feel like a rat stuck in a cage, and the most I can do is scratch and bite at the cage itself, but unable to escape. Stuck and unable to escape my forced journey towards the "apex". It's only after I learned about symbolism that I started feeling so helpless, realizing that they are controlling every part of our world. Seeing the same patterns/symbols everywhere in media, politics, and through my travels really opened my eyes to how little control we actually have, as a population, over our own life. I hope I'm not the only one who feels like this, because it's making me very uneasy lately. I still believe that humanity is inherently good, but it destroys me internally to know what is being done to us psychologically/spiritually that we aren't even aware of. I want to do something, but I don't know how or even where to begin. tl;dr: Feel hopeless due to my "awakening", as if I am powerless to do anything to stop their agenda/help humanity. Thanks for reading all of this for those that did, any advice is greatly appreciated, -V- I know how you feel and I also posted these words just over a month ago. It does feel lonely knowing that our world is falling apart and many do not even know or care. We are not alone and as soon as I began praying nightly my dreams are more vivid and I am receiving so much peace. At one point I had to start sharing this information with my family. Yes, they thought what I was sharing was crazy but as each day passes they are calling me and now beginning to trust. Please do not feel hopeless....you are not alone. There is a reason why some of us have woke up. WE will find out soon!!! Love and Peace to you!!!! |
| Anonymous Coward (OP) User ID: 1457602 Canada07/06/2011 07:44 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Hey guys, I guess you could say I've recently been "awakened" to all of the knowledge found on this site and sites like it. Before I go a bit deeper into it, I'd like to state how I was prior to my newly found knowledge. I was not very religious at all, but I never denied the existence of a god or the existence of another dimension, and I've always kept an open mind to information. My whole conundrum started when my friend linked me to an Immortal Technique song, Cause of Death, which lead me to start researching into the Illuminati. After doing only a few hours, I realized that I had barely scratched the surface. I spent the past few weeks processing a lot of strange information, most of which I never thought of before. There's a lot of which I'm still skeptical about, but the gist of what I got is that I am powerless against their agenda. Quoting: -V- 1457602That's exactly how I felt/still feel after going through and learning about all of this Illuminati/Invisible Hand/TPTB/Secret organization info. Like I can do nothing to help humanity/stop their agenda. There's kind of an internal crisis going through my mind, as if everything I've ever learned is false/my view of the world has been falsely implanted by those that want to subdue and control the population. I feel like a rat stuck in a cage, and the most I can do is scratch and bite at the cage itself, but unable to escape. Stuck and unable to escape my forced journey towards the "apex". It's only after I learned about symbolism that I started feeling so helpless, realizing that they are controlling every part of our world. Seeing the same patterns/symbols everywhere in media, politics, and through my travels really opened my eyes to how little control we actually have, as a population, over our own life. I hope I'm not the only one who feels like this, because it's making me very uneasy lately. I still believe that humanity is inherently good, but it destroys me internally to know what is being done to us psychologically/spiritually that we aren't even aware of. I want to do something, but I don't know how or even where to begin. tl;dr: Feel hopeless due to my "awakening", as if I am powerless to do anything to stop their agenda/help humanity. Thanks for reading all of this for those that did, any advice is greatly appreciated, -V- I know how you feel and I also posted these words just over a month ago. It does feel lonely knowing that our world is falling apart and many do not even know or care. We are not alone and as soon as I began praying nightly my dreams are more vivid and I am receiving so much peace. At one point I had to start sharing this information with my family. Yes, they thought what I was sharing was crazy but as each day passes they are calling me and now beginning to trust. Please do not feel hopeless....you are not alone. There is a reason why some of us have woke up. WE will find out soon!!! Love and Peace to you!!!! Thanks for all of the advice so far guys! I'm not planning on stopping any of my research. The biggest internal conflict right now for me would be religion. Who do you pray to? I'm very curious. |
| xen
User ID: 1370380  Australia07/06/2011 07:49 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Do not be afraid. If all this is new to you, then you still have a long way to go. Just remember to continue down the rabbit's hole, no matter how deep is taking you. At the end you will see the light. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 1457619Just think about this, name a movie, book, myth or any kind of human inspired story, where there is no a hero and an anti-hero. Through the perils caused by the anti-hero a transformation in mentality and powers occur to the hero. In another words, without a destroyer there is no evolution. exactly. the world needs shit like the ruling elite, we need darkness to transmute into light. they are not in control, only think they are. they are just as predictable as the sheep, their time is running out. they have also put in place a global framework of shit that is ready to be transformed into one of gold. we will have the last laugh! |
| Earth Daughter
User ID: 1453763 United States07/06/2011 07:49 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Just being aware of it ---- you're already ahead of 99% of the population. Don't feel like you have to change the world. All you can do is go within your own self and become as self aware as possible. Besides, I think the playing field will be leveled pretty soon on its own. Not much longer to wait. "Arrows of hate have been shot at me too, but they never hit me, because somehow they belonged to another world, with which I have no connection whatsoever." - Albert Einstein |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 1457645 United States07/06/2011 07:52 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I was in the same boat, that feeling of still not being complete. 4 years ago I started asking "What is all this", Why, what is the grand scheme of things, why will so few enter? I began to tap into my inner self. As the years have grown my knowledge has grown, therefore allowing me to see the prior callings Ive had while I was in Character shut out from the true self. We have all been, and are still being called. Let go of thyself, so that the spirit of Christ shall flow through you, and when you have reached this overwhelming feeling of release and joy upon yourself........know that the fire upon your spirit has been rekindled. God Bless........ |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 1100447 United States07/06/2011 07:58 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 1167596 United States07/06/2011 08:00 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | This is a virtual reality that will corrupt any truth that is brought down to it. This is why truth is so easily distorted the moment it is dispersed in the Virtual Reality, from the physical to the astral to all levels in the cosmic realms. How true it is that truth will become fable, then myth, and finally absurdity as it is repeated by those without any understanding of it. Indeed, it is a well-worn path known to many researchers. Corruption of truth is an imposition by Darkness in the Virtual Reality designed to keep inhabitants ignorant. That is why there is no way that truth of all things can be understood or revealed here. One can only hope that he or she receives sufficient truth to sustain him or her until the Rescue Mission is completed. Separation of Light From Darkness Has Finally Begun [link to xeeatwelve.net]  |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 1424951  Netherlands07/06/2011 08:02 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | |
| Anonymous Coward (OP) User ID: 1457602 Canada07/06/2011 08:09 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | You are free, they are burdened. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 1424951I don't feel free. I feel like a caged bird. The worst part of it is that I can't talk to my friends about it, because they all think it's ridiculous. Am I the crazy one believing things that I can't even prove, but make sense to me, or is everyone else just ignorant of the truth? |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 1457426 United States07/06/2011 08:09 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Immortal Technique, Cause of Death.... yup that'll do it. when i had my awakening about ten years ago it was a hard thing to swallow and i spent many nights dreading everything that i had found out but you get used to it and you have to move forward and continue to do so. i would rather know than not. |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 1444266 United States07/06/2011 08:29 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | this site puts so many threads of hate and religious wars and false new age teachings up on their board and they all pat each other on the back acting like truth warriors then a lot of times they create false stories to look like victims to ban much because some little expression calling out their deception gets through and they are truly weak and not headstong enough to take on even the smallest little force of truth. says a lot of their deceptive intent really. like the apostle paul teachings thread. i simply tried to say they are the same as they were in 2004 only they got different AVs now however it is the same personalities and they still sit at this website slinging scripture everyday trying to incite the masses to argue and i said that the cupcake insult was particularly pathetic, and there has been no spiritual growth in 7 years none same old same old deceptive tactics here at this website everyday. you think that reply of mine got through..nope banned my cellphone IP. so i went to the internet cafe real quick to reply. now I said what i wanted to say and now I am outta here! |
| Least Servant
User ID: 1379655 United States07/06/2011 08:31 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | The best form of rebellion is to live your life and be happy, building something for your future and the future of those in your life based upon the principles you hold most dear to yourself from your experiences in life. Consequently, this is also what will see you through best in any time of trial, difficulty, or danger. Last Edited by Least Servant on 07/06/2011 08:32 PM :romaflag: Not enough to fight, too many to die. |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 1457682 United States07/06/2011 08:34 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 1305118 United States07/06/2011 08:34 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Hey guys, I guess you could say I've recently been "awakened" to all of the knowledge found on this site and sites like it. Before I go a bit deeper into it, I'd like to state how I was prior to my newly found knowledge. I was not very religious at all, but I never denied the existence of a god or the existence of another dimension, and I've always kept an open mind to information. My whole conundrum started when my friend linked me to an Immortal Technique song, Cause of Death, which lead me to start researching into the Illuminati. After doing only a few hours, I realized that I had barely scratched the surface. I spent the past few weeks processing a lot of strange information, most of which I never thought of before. There's a lot of which I'm still skeptical about, but the gist of what I got is that I am powerless against their agenda. Quoting: -V- 1457602That's exactly how I felt/still feel after going through and learning about all of this Illuminati/Invisible Hand/TPTB/Secret organization info. Like I can do nothing to help humanity/stop their agenda. There's kind of an internal crisis going through my mind, as if everything I've ever learned is false/my view of the world has been falsely implanted by those that want to subdue and control the population. I feel like a rat stuck in a cage, and the most I can do is scratch and bite at the cage itself, but unable to escape. Stuck and unable to escape my forced journey towards the "apex". It's only after I learned about symbolism that I started feeling so helpless, realizing that they are controlling every part of our world. Seeing the same patterns/symbols everywhere in media, politics, and through my travels really opened my eyes to how little control we actually have, as a population, over our own life. I hope I'm not the only one who feels like this, because it's making me very uneasy lately. I still believe that humanity is inherently good, but it destroys me internally to know what is being done to us psychologically/spiritually that we aren't even aware of. I want to do something, but I don't know how or even where to begin. tl;dr: Feel hopeless due to my "awakening", as if I am powerless to do anything to stop their agenda/help humanity. Thanks for reading all of this for those that did, any advice is greatly appreciated, -V- I know how you feel and I also posted these words just over a month ago. It does feel lonely knowing that our world is falling apart and many do not even know or care. We are not alone and as soon as I began praying nightly my dreams are more vivid and I am receiving so much peace. At one point I had to start sharing this information with my family. Yes, they thought what I was sharing was crazy but as each day passes they are calling me and now beginning to trust. Please do not feel hopeless....you are not alone. There is a reason why some of us have woke up. WE will find out soon!!! Love and Peace to you!!!! Thanks for all of the advice so far guys! I'm not planning on stopping any of my research. The biggest internal conflict right now for me would be religion. Who do you pray to? I'm very curious. I have been a believer in God for many years.....He is very real to me and I believe He led me to this site. Just pray to your creator...you may just meet HIM in your prayers!!!! I am just an average mom in California who was just going about life when suddenly all has changed...we will get through this!!! |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 1185535 United States07/06/2011 08:34 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Read The Teachings of Don Juan (seriously, will open a whole new world for you). This will help you release your fear of death. Once that fear is gone, the rest is easy because you truly understand that you are a spiritual being having a physical experience, not a physical being having a spiritual experience. |
| Anonymous Coward (OP) User ID: 1457602 Canada07/06/2011 08:38 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Read The Teachings of Don Juan (seriously, will open a whole new world for you). This will help you release your fear of death. Once that fear is gone, the rest is easy because you truly understand that you are a spiritual being having a physical experience, not a physical being having a spiritual experience. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 1185535This post immediately stuck out to me. I came across the Don Juan bible last year and have been giving it to all of my friends who I believe it can help. Coincidence? |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 1305118 United States07/06/2011 08:39 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Read The Teachings of Don Juan (seriously, will open a whole new world for you). This will help you release your fear of death. Once that fear is gone, the rest is easy because you truly understand that you are a spiritual being having a physical experience, not a physical being having a spiritual experience. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 1185535I believe death is just the 'beginning'....not the end!!! |
| Anonymous Coward (OP) User ID: 1457602 Canada07/06/2011 08:39 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Read The Teachings of Don Juan (seriously, will open a whole new world for you). This will help you release your fear of death. Once that fear is gone, the rest is easy because you truly understand that you are a spiritual being having a physical experience, not a physical being having a spiritual experience. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 1185535On that same note, the teachings of Don Juan completely changed the way I think and live my life. |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 1452141 United States07/06/2011 08:39 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | THIS MAY BE OF INTEREST TO YOU I RECCOMEND IT HIGHLY... WELCOME TO REALITY.. [link to video.google.com] |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 1424951 Netherlands07/06/2011 08:40 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | You are free, they are burdened. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 1424951I don't feel free. I feel like a caged bird. The worst part of it is that I can't talk to my friends about it, because they all think it's ridiculous. Am I the crazy one believing things that I can't even prove, but make sense to me, or is everyone else just ignorant of the truth? I've heard so many truths. All I can say is that there are financial and political powers working behind all the worlds governments. Well, I have accepted it. The sun still shines nicely on my face when I walk out to buy some nice food and visit a friend. There is nothing stopping me from doing what I want yet. If that time ever comes, I'm sure even without those powers it could have come. At that time I will need to learn how to survive, which could be cool or deadly. Until then I am free an not burdened by all the problems of building a global government like they are burdened with. I do not seek that kind of power or problems. The world will survive. It will change very much if we take a long enough time. In about 500 years or sooner, the weird shit going on now is just a page in a book full of pages. |
| M3S4
User ID: 1450184 United States07/06/2011 08:50 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Actually a good Immortal Technique song you might dig, if you haven't heard it already, is Point of No Return. Anyways, who do "I" pray to? God. There are not multiples, just one singular, sole creator of the Heavens and Earth and life as we know it. Rather then feel trapped and alone, pat yourself on the back for waking up and opening your eyes to the real reality that exists among us. Free your mind. Continue to seek the truth and spread your new found knowledge with whomever you can because we all know knowledge is power. Also, you're not alone. There are millions and millions of people that are perfectly aware of what you're now awakening to. Information is now global, and because of the internet - TPTB are having a hard time road-blocking and railroading the truth. So now is the time to uncover as much truth as possible - and to be discerning about the information you collect because not everything out there is truth. However, this used to be a "conspiracy" site but I think we can all mainly agree it is now a site for "truth" and a source of information that is highly relevant for open-minded individuals seeking answers and looking for them inside and outside of the box. |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 1333510 United States07/06/2011 08:53 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Hey guys, I guess you could say I've recently been "awakened" to all of the knowledge found on this site and sites like it. Before I go a bit deeper into it, I'd like to state how I was prior to my newly found knowledge. I was not very religious at all, but I never denied the existence of a god or the existence of another dimension, and I've always kept an open mind to information. My whole conundrum started when my friend linked me to an Immortal Technique song, Cause of Death, which lead me to start researching into the Illuminati. After doing only a few hours, I realized that I had barely scratched the surface. I spent the past few weeks processing a lot of strange information, most of which I never thought of before. There's a lot of which I'm still skeptical about, but the gist of what I got is that I am powerless against their agenda. Quoting: -V- 1457602That's exactly how I felt/still feel after going through and learning about all of this Illuminati/Invisible Hand/TPTB/Secret organization info. Like I can do nothing to help humanity/stop their agenda. There's kind of an internal crisis going through my mind, as if everything I've ever learned is false/my view of the world has been falsely implanted by those that want to subdue and control the population. I feel like a rat stuck in a cage, and the most I can do is scratch and bite at the cage itself, but unable to escape. Stuck and unable to escape my forced journey towards the "apex". It's only after I learned about symbolism that I started feeling so helpless, realizing that they are controlling every part of our world. Seeing the same patterns/symbols everywhere in media, politics, and through my travels really opened my eyes to how little control we actually have, as a population, over our own life. I hope I'm not the only one who feels like this, because it's making me very uneasy lately. I still believe that humanity is inherently good, but it destroys me internally to know what is being done to us psychologically/spiritually that we aren't even aware of. I want to do something, but I don't know how or even where to begin. tl;dr: Feel hopeless due to my "awakening", as if I am powerless to do anything to stop their agenda/help humanity. Thanks for reading all of this for those that did, any advice is greatly appreciated, -V- You're obviously a bright dude. If for no other reason than you listen to Immortal Technique. I would say this- there is no ultimate knowledge. There is no way to know everything. There is no "one single force" controlling everything in this world....and anything that would lead you to believe otherwise is false. I undertand you believe you've uncovered this secret information which reveals "the truth" about our world and its "reality" (and what you presently believe to be the futility to change it)....but you haven't. Particularly because this "truth" is obviously imbuing you with a deep sense of apathy....and anything which results in "apathy" cannot, by definition, be "the truth". There are "forces" running the world for all kinds of reasons, to various degrees. And it's always been this way. And it's always going to be. But they're not omnisicient and they're not all-powerful (or undefeatable). I would suggest maybe taking a break from basking in the "Illuminati/conspiracy/whatever"-side of things and maybe....go for a walk. Or go to a movie. Or watch "The Wire". :) There's no one "secret" to life's mysteries. There's no one "all-powerful entity" controlling humanity. There's no such thing as omnisiscience. People are people. Don't elevate them into supervillain levels of ominpotence. There are evil people, obviously. But they're not "super-people". They don't control "everything". They don't control you. Nothing can. It's impossible. Anyway, when I listen to Immortal Technique the last thing I get is apathy. He may be hip to the underlying realities of this wicked world....but he never says there isn't anything you can do about it. btw- are you the same user who backed me up when I spotted Terral's devious "date-shifting" in his Elenin-Timeline thread? Your username sounds familiar. lol, if anything, it's the "Terral's" of the world we have to be wary of. The date-shifting, cowardly fear-mongerers. |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 1185535 United States07/06/2011 08:57 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Read The Teachings of Don Juan (seriously, will open a whole new world for you). This will help you release your fear of death. Once that fear is gone, the rest is easy because you truly understand that you are a spiritual being having a physical experience, not a physical being having a spiritual experience. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 1185535I believe death is just the 'beginning'....not the end!!! Ah, we're already on the same page. So just keep reminding yourself that it's not the end! I used to sit and imagine the worst possible scenario, that would freak me out, but then I'd contemplate on how bad that scenario would really be...given that everything is temporary. ;) I know how you feel. It sucks. But we all have our "down times" where we feel less optimistic and more overwhelmed. They pass quickly. |
