To 1180. I said the same thing in various genres around 1989. I won a fellowship at KSU for my efforts. Now I am on a watch list and working at Wal-Mart. I have been on this watch list since 1998 and have been fired dozens of times. I have been under constant surveillance as well until recently. So, you are wrong to think that no American has done anything. I have done my part to throw a wrench in the system. You cannot believe how incredibly hard it is to face all of this entirely alone. My mother thinks I am just totally worthless and crazy. What most people on this website know to be true is considered insane by the vast majority of Americans. I really don´t know where I came up with all my doomsday prophecies in 1989. I said that Americans would suffer more than any people in the history of the world for what they have done. I never personally knew anyone my entire life who agreed with me. I have always been entirely alone. Even though I won that fellowship, I was attacked unmercifully by the opposition and had to drop out because I was suffering from a severe depression. America kills it thinkers, even though it is so hard to think here in the first place. I have only recently begun to understand that the illuminati control all aspects of life here, but I have been fighting since I was fifteen and told my classmates: You fools of dying Mother Earth, continue hoping, giving birth, though your children will weep and wonder when they wake from sleep, "What is this planet? Who am I? Who will care that I have lived? Who will sorrow when I die?" Like most thinkers who also feel, I have a drinking problem. Most nights I can not sleep without a drink. Even though I understand that every profession is ultimately controlled by a Rockefeller/Rothschild, knowing does not make it any easier. I am typically surrounded by robots who alert on me for the smallest infraction. And I have dreams of being done in by auto-controlled, insect-like devices or heat-seeking missiles. Yes, I know the American government develops these things and uses them against others. I know more than 98% of the people here and the only reason I know is that I have had contact with aliens throughout my life. My statement is indefensible but please read UFO Secrecy and the End of the American Republic Part Two. The only reason you may think I am crazy is that you are brainwashed, because aliens do exist and anything having to do with them is regarded as above top secret. Around early 2002, I was being visited regularly and the black helicopters were buzzing overhead several times a week. Whatever they wanted, I could not deal with. I just wanted to be left alone. The fact is that I know less about who I am than the government knows. In 2003, helicopters were buzzing overhead 15 minutes after the shuttle explosion, as if I had brought down the shuttle! I was moving constantly in those days and was pursued by a very vigilent FBI agent. She was a skinny redhead and kept appearing everywhere. I regarded her as a MIB because she was hideous, a real go-getter. I hate America and always have. My sister is schizophrenic, which simply means that she is far more intelligent than the average brainwashed automaton, yet she behaves like J. Edgar Hoover and has turned me in several times to the FBI. Everybody in America should be schizophrenic because we are told nothing but lies from the time we are born. To see through the horrific lies is a great accomplishment. I commend you all and wish I could know just one of you personally.