**** My Kundalini experiences. Please share your experiences and/or advice. ****

I am hesitant to share this information because it is very personal and intimate to me, but I feel that if I don't reach out then I will be doing an injustice to both myself and others when it comes to learning more.

I have been Meditating very earnestly and frequently for the last year (up to 3.5 hours a day) and it has created some very interesting and exciting changes in my life. The least of which being an invaluable introspective analyzation of my self and the most of which being an awakening of my Kundalini energy.

The energy started stirring slowly a while back and was first noticeable during meditation as nothing more than a slight pressure/movement at the base of my spine, just above my tailbone. Over a few weeks it turned into a very prominent pulling/bubbling feeling.

Then, one night while laying in bed after meditation, I felt a very strong, warm, tingling sensation in my lower abdomen. It was just above my thighs, but no higher than my naval. This tingling then moved to my genitals and became a full blown orgasm that lasted for several hours and came in waves. It was not sexual and I did not have the normal "release" as some would call it. But it felt more intense and spiritually satisfying than normal sex. I eventually distracted my body enough to fall asleep and awoke at my normal time to a bed completely drenched in sweat. Like a bucket of water had been thrown on me. The sensations of sensitivity stayed with me all the next day and only returned to a full orgasm during my mid-day meditation.

This continued as a normal process for a few days until I gave in completely to it while laying in bed again. I usually let the process run, as anyone would , for a few hours and then forced myself to sleep. But, on this particular night, I just did nothing. The orgasms lasted for hours and then a new sensation started. It was a warm wriggling feeling that moved from my testicles, through my scrotum, and into the base of my spine. (Sorry for the blunt anatomy speech).

The energy eventually nestled into my lower spine and remained in place, spinning. But the moment I put my attention to it, the energy exploded like a super nova throughout my entire body and moved me into a full body orgasm that lasted for a time period I can't place. It came in waves for what felt like an eternity.

This has been the common occurrence for me during meditation and sleep now. I sleep far less and seem to have more energy.

I am still in the "process" of Kundalini, as some would call it, but it has been far more enjoyable than some stories I have heard. It has also been like nothing I expected. The only discomfort I get is the occasional pressure/burning sensation that I suspect is the Kundalini moving through blockages.

Obviously this was very personal, but I would really like to share it in hopes that someone will share their experiences and/or advice.

Thanks in advance.

Tyler

I've tried to find other people who've experienced this on the internet but nobody has had this happen to them!

This is incredibly personal, but I feel it is relevant. And I'm going to go out on a limb here. and do something that I would probably never do...


Here is the best way I can "describe" some of these things that have happened to me recently. Mind you that this is not exactly what it is like; it is somewhat similar, but far better.

The "peak" of these recent experiences have been like a whole-body orgasm (x1000), though not really "sexual", and lasting for a complete hour (or more), but even more powerful and even more blissful than a sexual orgasm. It was/is INTENSE.

In the past few months, there have been probably 7 or 8 of these, though I'm kind of losing count. These experiences basically forced me to have to throw myself down on the ground (on my back) arching it back quite a bit, almost like it is going to snap, but not in a "bad" way. I would guess than my body temperature rose a bit, because I was pouring sweat, but really didn't have anything on but maybe shorts. This was in the dead of winter, and the house was probably 68 degrees. I had tears (not bad) pouring out, and basically making puddles on the hardwood floor. There isn't a lot I can say, because communicated language just doesn't work here...

I've had to call in "sick" to work on some days because I could not physically drive a car (well, not without quite the distraction..). Twice it has happened to me during driving and I had to basically pull over and stop for 15-20 mins. Though this is not "spontaneous." I know very well when this is "coming up," so I can get ready and work through it, release to it, surrender to it, etc....so it isn't like I'm going to crash my car. :P

The one incredibly "violent" case (which basically started all of this) was on October 28, 2011. That one was very spontaneous, and I basically lost the ability to see "reality" around me. Instead, I was being "shown" things.. They were largely things of a spiritual nature, like crucifixion and such. It was hard to tell if my perspective was 1st or 3rd person, or if it was 1st person, with "me" looking over at someone else. Hard to explain, hard to remember.

During those hours, there were brief periods of a few seconds, and of a few minutes where I could still "see reality", and know that I was at my home with my wife, before I was "pulled" back into the experience.

My wife was with me, so she was able to sort of take care of me. She put me to sleep that night, around 3 or 4am. I actually went to "sleep" for a couple of hours, and then still had the experience upon waking. Some details are sketchy, and she won't really talk to me about this stuff. It pushes some buttons if I try to bring it up or try to get any additional information about the ordeal that night. I know that she was freaked out, and that is OK. (I probably would be too, but there was/is no reason to be.) This was unfortunate because I really wanted to know (more about) what my physical body was saying to her while I was having these visions. She could only really tell me it was stuff about numbers, dimensions, time, and things of that nature.

I can barely reason about the ordeal now, over a year and a half later, and later I would come to take very strong ayahuasca a good number of times and those aya experiences would be incredibly similar, though on that night I had no drugs (I'm almost certain that I was out of cannabis for months at the time...I really don't have good access to it, which is funny, being in California); lest you want to consider a glass or two of pretty run-of-the-mill red wine. Wine is something that I have quite frequently, and two glasses of wine doesn't really do shit for me. I would record audio of the ayahuasca experiences with a voice recorder, so I could go back the next day and listen to what I was saying and type up notes, etc. This was so that I could go search for "words" and "names" that I didn't understand, or know about.


This is stuff I don't talk about to anyone, but at this point I don't really give a fuck :) and I'd rather share my experiences with people who care to read it, because I so much wish others could experience this; though not necessarily the "negative" event mentioned above.

:chakra-girl:

You ever get a draining or flush crackle feeling in the base of your skull after you feel it up your spine?
Sounds like a hiss...which is why I think people relate it to snakes.

Would you have experienced this if you havent read about it?

No, it is a dormant energy, that can be awakened in some [not all] people,

it is also inside you

it is not an entity -- just an energy

we are made up of energies- the whole universe is

we are vibrating matter

not demons

From the video below:

feelings of craziness
whats wrong with me
maybe I am going insane
or
sleeping for days
burning feeling

"what is it inside of us that is reacting with a natural energy, a natural flow of life force that makes us feel and respond in such a way" ...

"TAKE A LOOK AT YOUR BELIEFS"

your beliefs are the main reason for going thru a horrifying time during the Kundalini Awakening

"Think of your body as an expression of your beliefs. Your beliefs are not just in your head, they are in every cell of your body"



so if any of you had an unpleasant experience with Kundalini,
WHAT IS YOUR BELIEF?

I was on a thread that was bashing Kundalini and am so glad to have found this thread.

thanks for your experiences.

I like to encourage those who think certain activities are of the darkness or occult in nature, to go inside their hearts and ask the Father inside for the truth.

So I myself went inside and asked Jesus if Kundalini rising was of the dark - he said no

i asked is it of the light? - he said yes

so I asked,
if I am prepared, will it help raise my vibration? - he said yes
will it make me more spiritually aware? - he said yes
will it then bring me closer to you? - he said yes

now I encourage you, before any adventure, go inside and just ask...