One last goodnight

I love you!

And I Love You!!!!

I know you do as you always have and as I always have loved you, no matter what I have done to erase you I can not! You are my saint and my sinner, my life and death and above ALL you are my love!

If for only a few moments, for a hugs and kisses, we should meet again in the spot off the highway!
Because what if the future is just a month or two away, what if there is nothing out there except darkness and silence?!?!

We don't know where we are going, but we know where we have been, and it has been full of light, and full of darkness and misery, it has been wonderful, and full of flight, and yet it has been as bleak, and void as one could ever endure.

I do love you, and will for this life and whatever comes.
I hope to god one day that it will be revealed what and why we are.
You are my hope and my salvation, My Knight in shining Armour, and the one who takes me to death.

I long for YOU always.

that was my dream this morning! I hope you let me tell you it:)

Please do, I only wish it would be while you are in my arms but this place must, at least for now be our here and now.

While you type, listen to this!

Hi.

alright it will take a few to type it all out so have patience.

no pun intended:)

I feel like I walked in on something deeply intimate and private.

Welcome, please strap in and enjoy the ride!

Yes you have but this is where it all started so we have nothing to hide, never did never will!

How you doin?

So if you are a queen without a king, then please tell me....

So In the dream I was driving down the road and coming to you, I was driving having no idea where you were or where I was going so i stopped on the side of the road and found out where you were.
I got to your home and went and knocked on the door, and a woman answered the door, she was not what I would have expected if you did have a wife, but she was, and she introduced herself to me, and invited me in. I sat on the living floor, lit up a cigarette backwards, and felt stupid, I wouldn't even look at you and you were sitting right beside me, I couldn't look at you for one second, and all i kept thinking was how I was going to get you alone. So i knew i had to say that had to go to get you alone for one second, and so I said to you " can you help me with the directions back home' and you led me out the door and i followed you still not looking at you. When I saw that we were heading around the corner of a building I pulled you to me, as hard as I could and kissed you, and i looked at you for the first time since i showed up there, and you looked at me and you put your hands around my face with tears in your eyes, and mine, and we kissed so passionately, and it was in slow motion, but I knew in the back of my mind that your wife was going to wonder where you were so you held my hand and took me too my truck, and it was in that moment that my heart broke completely, you laid your head down in my lap, and i layed my head upon yours and my tears were dripping onto your face, and we had one last kiss, and my hand had to tear apart from yours.....

I woke up in tears, and have thought about nothing else all day, could not even function.

and this was the song that lead to that question.:)))

Ah, verboten love.

Your dream was only part right, I guess I never told you or even had the chance to that darla moved in with me one year ago this month, she is the one I was talking to last night about our dream and the drawing for the tattoo, she has said many times she would have loved to have had what we had together. So yes she would have answered the door and welcomed you in and she would have said something like 'okay you two have at it, I am out of here', and you have NO idea how many times I have dreamed that you would show up at my door!!

I just so you know, remember when you texted her from the hotel room in Sharonville?
Well remember what she said, her answer to your question, well the answer is still the same, we are just friends!

Yes, and this was when you knew I was just not some putz troll but was the one who you were looking for!
The one you were meant to find!!

That's the exact feeling that I got in the dream, is that she was with you, but knew what we felt and so that is why she let me in, you know how weird that is don't you, not even knowing about this, and dreaming about it this morning, I have felt you so strong these last couple of weeks, to the point where I have even talked to you in my heart, and felt like you heard me.

That is why I was taking about you because you have also been so heavily on my mind and heart and I truly think it is because what is going on now, like before we are being drawn back together!

Remember LOL!

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it truly is something because for 4 years I have built a wall around My heart and have let nothing come in because I made a promise that day that you and I said goodbye that I would let nothing come in because I knew that it was going to be a long, very long time. I have left messages, and you and I have talked from time to time, never to any avail, and even to the point where we didn't want to talk to each other, but it's different now, like something has changed, and my heart is changing and I can feel it. I know you do to, or we would not be her right now.

How strange that you would say that as I am listening to this song!

Well, there's your first mistake.