I'm starting to feel like I'm heading toward a cliff with no chance of turning back...

But are few and far between . . . and adrift.

Mirrors reflecting reflections of mirrors which are reflecting a reflection for a few other mirrors which happen to be reflecting each others reflection and at the same time reflecting other reflections that came from the other.

Slowly those reflections of reflections of reflections of reflections start cracking, breaking, shattering. One by one they all come down. The veil thins with each lost mirror. Time speeds up to the speed of light in order to reach no time.

A spinning vortex with three lassos around it all being pulled in different directions. Tired of spinning it will stop. All three ropes snap.

Silence.

Rest.

Amen.

I respectfully suggest that this change is much, much bigger than any country's morality or economy...

That is true. They are well aware of what this place is about and are not adrift at all. They are very selective about the threads they post on. I can feel when one appears. Lovely beings.

They have ALWAYS lived among us.

I will not suggest that you make any effort to transcend what's happening around you, most of all within.

Transcendence is not repression. Transcendence is a natural outgrowing-you grow above, go beyond, just as a seed breaks and a sprout starts rising above the ground.

One birth has been given to you by your parents, the other birth is waiting or happening gradually-now. It has to be given to you by yourself. You have to father 'n' mother yourself, as the Universe is working it's magic through us all.
Then your whole energy is turning in-it becomes an inner energy circle. Right now it is difficult for all of us, were all flowing down this same river without hanging on to anything. It is much easier to connect with like-minded beings whether through reading their blogs or spiritual groups, like lightworkers.org

People has outgrown the family. The utility of the family is finished; it has lived too long. It is one of the most ancient institutions, so only very perceptive people can see that it is dead already. It will take time for others to recognize the fact that the family is dead.
It has done it's work. It is no longer relevant for the New Humanity that is just being born.

The family has been good and bad. It has been a help-wo-man has survived through it-and it has been very harmful because it has corrupted the human mind. But there was no alternative in the past, there was no way to choose anything else. It was a necessary evil. That need not be so in the future. The future can have alternative styles.

My assumption-idea is that the future is not going to be one fixed pattern; it will have many, many alternative styles. If a few people still choose to have a family, they should have the freedom to have it. It will be a very small percentage. There are families on the earth-very rare, not more than 1%-that are really beautiful, that are really beneficial, in which growth happens. In which there is no authority, no power trip, no possessiveness; in which children are not distroyed. Where there is Love is and freedom is; where people have gathered together just out of joy, not for other motives, where there is no politics.

Love, Peace to All

Please never kill yourself, OP.

Leave your past life behind you forever, but create your new, beautiful life, here on earth while you have the chance. Life is short as it is but you should not cut it shorter.

Live your new life. Love it. Never look back at your boring old life, unless you really miss it, which you probably won't. But please, don't kill yourself trying to go to heaven or ascend too early. Your death will come to you when the time is right, not before. Your time on earth is for you to make the most of, not cut short.

Awesome!!

My new deeper understanding of my reality teaches me that the ending of this life early solves nothing. However, there doesn't seem to be a purpose for living in this madness, except to finish my tasks here and to help others.

The only way that I can tell that my new path is right is that I have never been this happy and this much at peace in my life. So, I know that this understanding is right for me.

But, I see no reason for this suffering to continue for much longer. I am tired and ready to go home. What keeps me moving along each day is courage, love and compassion for others. I see no reason to play this game any more.

Peace

My son called me on Sunday crying on the phone. His best friend committed suicide on Saturday. I knew him and he was a great kid. All I could think about all day is why, he's not the type. 22 years old and so much more life ahead of him. When someone close to you dies you think differently about life. Many people will be hurt for the rest of their lives. I can feel it, feel that he knows he made a mistake that he can't take back. He's watching now. Rest in peace Randy. Enjoy what time you have OP. Many people love you.

I am sincerely sorry for your son's pain.

Again, ending my own life is not an issue at this time.

I will add a few additional remarks if you don't mind.

- There are no mistakes in life. All experiences we face in our lives have a purpose. This young man's suicide did also even though it may be hard for you and your son to see right now.

- The purpose of this reality is to learn. We learn from the bad experiences just as well as we do from the good ones. Both teach us equally well.

Thank you for all your love and compassion. You have a beautiful heart.

Peace

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I agree about the selective part . . . but by "adrift", I mean in the material world.

This is also an interesting aspect that I feel warrants great attention.

I suppose I was traveling toward it all along, but only recently acknowledged the "non-existence" of human family.

Betrayal, deceit, pettiness, lies, malicious words and actions . . . I will no longer accept such thing as "natural", I will no longer give them a free pass.



While it may exist, in a small percentage as you say, I have NEVER, ever personally witnessed anything like that in terms of "families".

I am quite pleased to know that others feel as I do about this particular topic.

Peace ~

Yes, being adrift from the material world describes me quite well... Not the wise part. *smile*

Uhg the waiting! That's why I come here to often, hoping someone finds a nice catch and post it here for me to think "Its happening!"

Though, time seems that it has accelerated it still feels like watching paint dry.

So, I just play video games. But the risk in doing so is falling back to sleep.

Wow, this is one of the most useful two posts that I have read on GLP. I no longer have any contact with any of my Earth family. Not only out of anger, but because I cannot cope with the petty interaction. The closeness drains me and feels completely wrong and artificial.

I feel my Earth family are just people that came together for this incarnation. They are not my real family.

I now spend my life alone, meeting people along the way as I travel the world, enjoying their company, but then moving along. I don't have a desire for a more intimate or a family bond.

I'm sure this all sounds very negative to most people. This in my view is not a negative thing. It is part of this change we are approaching. It is a time to separate and to go our own way. This separation can be very heart wrenching and lonely though. It is a time to walk our own path home...

Thank you bouncingbear and 14133601! You have hit on the most important and difficult aspect of this change we are going through right now.

Peace

Another excellent, excellent post! Thank you! Exactly! This is what I'm going through right now. I travel around the U.S. alone in my little truck because I want to. It feels right at this moment in my life, but it feels very "transitory" or "temporary" at times. Do you know what I mean? It feels like I am just waiting for something to finally happen.

Thank you all for these last few great posts. This thread has been very helpful to me. I now know that I am on the right path, and that what I am doing is ok. That others are having to face these "trials" also.

Thank you.

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i felt that way 40 years ago

Interesting thread, been feeling this way for a while now also. And it's not the economy, it's beyond that, just don't know what yet!

Now that you said that, I guess I did also. I was just too afraid to admit it. I put up with jobs I hated, people I couldn't stand, family that only really cared for themselves. Only because I was too afraid to face what was really troubling me! That it all felt SO wrong and artificial. That I was living a lie.

No more! Even though I struggle at times with loneliness and doubt, I know in my heart that this is what I have always needed to do. I have never felt this at peace and happy. I now don't live like most people. Most would view me as a nut, outcast, bum or even lazy. I just have to accept that the right path can be a lonely journey. We each have to find our own true path home...

Yes, it is much deeper than that. It is about each of us separating back into individual beings and following our own path. That is what this time is really about. It is time to let go and be who you really need to be! Poet, hobo, singer, or even just traveler.

THIS is the real test. Can we each become who and what we really are without feeling the need to let others control us. This is how we become really free...

Thank you all!

with you all the way, my friend!

if you search for the latest Drunvalo video, posted here a couple of days ago - see what you feel about it - personally i feel what he says is about to happen and this is the reason i am on this planet right now - feel what your heart tells you

peace and love

^this^

I strongly identify with everything you post, Fibonacci. Bear in mind that the Mayan calendar doesn't say "The End", but says it's the end of a cycle. Apparently we're coming to the end of the Age of Movement and are about to begin the Age of Living Spirit - whatever that means, and be assured I contemplate that.

For myself, I have coined the expression that I'm in the "Waiting Room of the Soul" - still working, keeping the plates spinning, but not planning anything long-term nor taking life too seriously. If I lost my job and all of my material possessions tomorrow, so be it. There is plenty to meditate on.

the problem i have is similar ,,i look at things in the shop the shiny sparkling stuff i will call it but am not moved its like they are dead or pointless,,no umf urge to spend anything (if i had money id let her spend it i have walked around years with no id wallet or cash,,she has a purse,,i never want anything,,im an empty vessel no wedding ,christianings,holidays ,,man aint been on holiday to a town resort since i was 16,,,an im pushing well over 45,,,,but i yern for god,i ache in mmy stomach for him an chest,,wierd,an i am quiet scared as to what me end will be or sentence or forgiveness for liveing like a party animal,,,man its hard,,,but i still want him an my family who most relatives had all died when i hit say 19,,,they had me late i was number 3 in birth the young one dad bailed age 10ish,,then as i got to 16 where i could see him he swelledaround neck an died big c

This has turned into a beautiful thread...

I don't really post much, just watch what's being said mostly...

I too, feel very apart from my Earth family... I know now that I've come here just to purely be here at this time, in assistance and to come into my own being... I'm going to be an artist here... it was a nice little affirmation, I only found out recently... although I've known it my entire life, I zoned out from being 18-23 and just played into some negativity which only woke me up again...

Anyway, a lot of us, here, are ready to move on...

That's what being here n o w is about... :)

And yes, the monetary system you see crumbling is just a visible affectation of an illusion which is ending :)

Stay in peace and love all of you.

There will be no doom which a lot of people are expecting on here, they don't realise that the negativity of F E A R plays out in the mind the same way cravings are established on lower vibratory minds...

you're beautiful! Thank you for your beauty - it is shining through to my heart

Hey... thank you... now I'm sat here smiling my ass off too...

smile on - you crazy diamond!

I just came back from the grocery store and the woman behind me was talking about what the OP is saying. She was speaking to another friend in another checkout aisle and the friend just looked at her blankly, as if in a trance. She kept saying something is coming, I feel it. I just listened and thought she must be on GLP.

Only the enlightened can feel the shift. Stay in the light

HAHAHA ! :D You've made my day... thank you...