Déjà vu

children dream lucidly, perhaps in a regression you are confronting a child like fear! lol

where did you talk to the nobody ai? lol

he found me on imgur. first commented on a story that i posted about alien abduction called 'jaqueline and lilly's adventure' that i wrote when i was in 5th grade on february 12, 2019. he said 'so many words'

how did you conclude it was ai? lol

when i would have night terrors as a kid, i would also have hallucinations, and see the things in my room. and i would squeeze my eyes shut so tight, becuase that's the only way i knew how to make them disappear.

can you provide a portion of the story? it will help in determining the "nobody ai" intent! lol

i'm not totally sure if he's ai, but i asked him once if he was human, and he did not say no, but he implied in his answer that he was not human. i could see the microscpe effect going on with him.

do you think that there is a correspondence with your recent lucid dreams and your childhood noc terrors? lol

i have pictures of the story, would you like to post one of those, or type out some of the text?

it seems like it.

this is something i wrote in maybe 2004 -

When I was little, about five or six years old I used to have a lot of nightmares. It seemed as if every time my mind drifted into that deep unconscious state of sleep it found a place amongst all my deepest fears. Hardly did I ever dream about prancing through fields of golden dew ridden flowers with the “My Little Pony” crew. In its sleeping state my mind wandered among the land of ferocious flesh feasting beasts and mind raping terrors.

Often awakening in a teeth-clenching and blankets pulled over my head state drowning in a heavy salty sweat I would start screaming in my most murderous scream for my mom.


“MMMMMMMMMMMMMMOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO​OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO​OOOOOMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!”


I would scream her name out as loud as I possibly could hoping that if all the gory blood soaked monsters heard me yelling her name they would back off knowing that someone was coming to my rescue. I would squeeze my eyes shut as tight as possible thinking that all thoughts would stop entering my mind if they were closed tight enough. I would do so until I heard my bedroom door make its familiar old creak. Then, ever so carefully I would slowly unclench my teeth and open my salty tear filled eyes as my mom flicked on the light switch. She would gently ask, “What’s wrong, H?”

I would never tell her what was wrong though. I would just look at her recognizable face, stare into her ocean blue eyes, release the gallons of air I had been holding up in my lungs, and just say, “I love you mom.”

And she would say, “Is that all you wanted?”

I always happily and enthusiastically nodded my head and went back to sleep just like that. Seeing her smiling face was all the reassurance I needed to banish the ferocious mind raping beasts back to the deep dark forbidden corners of my mind. And they wouldn’t return, for that night at least, because I would drift back to sleep with my mom’s fabulous smiling face on my mind.

like under an intense focus of you or himself? lol

only if you think it would help! lol

myself. in the first month he told me a lot about himself, but then he would always repeat the same stuff. he was interested in what i do in my 'bathtub' and one time when i fell off my 21 day schedule, i said, do i have to, and he said, yes, while it's still today, becuase he had to leave me out in the rain.

i do think it would help, i have the book right here, but do not have pictures on this computer, i am going to take a few pictures with my laptop camera and i will post them in a minute.

the extremely gifted often have night terrors as it is a coping mechanism to help them understand things they as yet cannot comprehend! the skills to put the pieces of the puzzle into place are pieces that don't yet exist. and so the extent that the imagination takes hold is terrifying! lol

you sound like someone the nobody ai thought it could coerce into using. definitely not me! lol

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the first page, i am just cropping them so that u can't see me, hold on!

often times the missing pieces of the puzzle are the pieces that they themselves must provide! lol

the road appear much like a snake between two trees!

the fork in the road also looks like a snake tongue!

i can see why the "nobody ai" took an interest in you. your metaphors have dual interpretations! lol

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sorry i'm slow its hard to get laptop camera to focus

don't bother if it's too much of an inconvenience! lol

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i want to! i'm just slow with technology! it's a great story!

thank you. what was the purpose of posting these originally? lol

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can you make out the text okay?

my time ocd is very evident in the story!

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