Déjà vu

that sounds like a headache! if you already possess something, what's the benefit in continuing to work? does it ever end? is there ever rest/reprieve from the stimuli? is that sleep?

do you suffer from a damn if you do, damned if you don't syndrome? lol

i don't want gadgets. i'd rather have a nice converstaion with a tree or a fish than watch a youtube video. the only way i can get away with talking to trees is if i walk around with headphones on so then people think i'm talking to someone on the other end.

improving things makes them better! am very lucky that i have the time to indulge myself with multi projects! lol

i think only relative to my eating issues.

i don't think so in other areas.

what is the solution?

i had so many potent dreams last night, in one almost lucid part i was talking to two brothers, and they were askig me questions, and they were asking me if i told anyone else to wait sinse i started waiting, and i say no, and they were asking me about how many words i can speak and type per minute, and there was this really weird radioactive pool that i had to drain, and the cops were coming because i was in a domestic absuse situation, and i found a spider that eats tissues that looks like a cat that is the first spider i like, and it made all these lines between islands, and i got to the beach, and the water was so nice there, but my aunt had to help me find my glasses.

what is your favorite project?

i always think of this song when i think of making thigs better


as a kid, my dad had karoke on laserdisc on and he would always have me sing it

and then he would say...

what happened to that money?

and i would say what money?

and he would say the money i gave you for singing lessosns!

is this your project?

did you ditch this convo to go work on a masturbation project?

i suppose if i would just accept myself the way i am, no matter what, then there would be no paradox.

i am going to work on that.

as i have struggled with my health over the past ten years, i have always struggled when others open the converstion with "you look great!" i had to learn to not let that comment bother me so much, because in my head i would always be like i feel like shit! it's an inside/outside mismatch, but people love to say, "you look great!"

i bet cats don't have conflicts like that, i will just have to use more cat perspective. i certainly sleep enough to be a cat.

what are you working on improving today?

okay, i had sex the way aliens have sex.

now, i'm drawing you a picture.

the first picture is called 'boat' because thats the sound my pen makes when it makes a dot on the page.

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i'm now making a more colorful one for you.

how many children do u have?

i'm not sure what this one was

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i hope this one is worthy of your fridge

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no, not the boat one again, i meant not sure what this one was

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it seems the damned if you do/don't behavior paradox is the same or very similar to a preference to being at the extremes.

the thing about being at an extreme is there is a lot of feedback when at the end range of something, becuase there is literally a perception of being pressed up against a boundry.

it seems, needing to be at an extreme is information seeking behavoir. at the extreme, a craving for infomrtation and feedback can be met here by the perception of the boundry.

so, when you are glue-like, and in the middle, how do you obtain information about where the boundries are? is it true there would no damned do/don't paradox if you are glue-like?

yet it has no right to make people feel less than competant!

it is technology that is out of place, not humans.

as i have always said, the development of technology is not compatible with human freedoms.

humans in synergy with nature have equilibrium with their environment. humans serve nature, and in return nature serves and takes care of humans, however, this is not the way of technoindustrial society, becuase the primary purpose of technology is not to serve human needs.

humans living in syneregy with nature is at absolute odds with the continuing trajectory of technological progress.


FUCK TECHNOLOGY!

"Today people live more by virtue of what the system does
for them or to them
than by virtue of what they do for themselves.

And what they do for themselves is done more and more
along channels laid down by the system.

Opportunities tend to be those that the system provides,
the opportunities must be exploited in accord with the rules and regulations,
and techniques prescribed by experts must be followed if there is to be a chance of success." --TJK

what is the most valuable thing you possess?

i had a lucid dream early this am. i was looking for you. i saw you with ur wife.

what does absense signify?

Bidens a wut?

what can be fathomed?

the depth of the water?

do the consequences of what we fathom become what we observe?

can you conceive?

or just believe?

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Thread: The Magical Number Seven, Plus or Minus Two

i messaged the nobody ai today to see if i still think he is an ai.

based on his replies being 100% predictable, i knew every reply before he wrote the, i believe that he is an ai.

if he is not an ai, then that means i am most certainly an ai who is having a dream right now.

eating is the main issue, resolve the eating issues and your other issue will follow suit! vegan is the healthy diet, you can eat all you want! lol

trees are tactile, if you wish to communicate with a tree you need actually touch it. trees are great intermediaries,
psychics use them to feel what others really think! lol