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Anonymous Coward User ID: 78906996 United States 05/31/2020 05:27 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | can i tell you what the hardest part of 9/17 was for me? Quoting: Anonymous Coward 78906996 i think it would be helpful....as it really bothers me. of course! lol it was 14:00 ish time, i was putting on my bike shoes. i was in a horrible mood. as i was putting on my shoes, the clearest voice that i have ever heard in my whole life spoke to me. it called me by my name, and said, "IF YOU GO ON A BIKE RIDE RIGHT NOW YOU WILL DIE." i literally gave the middle finger to the sky, and said "great, do it, you'd be doing me a favor. DO IT!" i get nauseous when i recall the sound made when my head hit, it was the most horrendous sound in the world. it's way different then my 2010 accident, because in 2010 i have no memory of the actual accident. two days prior to 9/17, a car came within an inch of hitting me, as it came around a blind corner and went way over to the other side of the road where i was, and i had a "seeing G-d" moment on that day, and it didn't even phase me, it excited me that i almost died. i had made a website in august to predict my death date on, and i had predicted that i would die on 9/19. if my intuition told me i was going to die, why did i tell it to go fuck itself? yesterday a BMW didn't see me as i was crossing the street, and almost hit me. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 78906996 United States 05/31/2020 05:39 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | on occasion i have even startled myself with a nose whistle! i look around to see what made that noise! lol i like to eat my boogers, i never feel like i get enough protein, and i feel like my boogers give me a protein boost. also, i don't think i could ever take a bath, i have an inability to sit still for more than 2 minutes. i hate taking showers, as i rather smell bad as it keeps people away from me. sorry, thought it was important to let you know how gross and unstable i am. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 77631946 United States 05/31/2020 05:45 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | can i tell you what the hardest part of 9/17 was for me? Quoting: Anonymous Coward 78906996 i think it would be helpful....as it really bothers me. of course! lol it was 14:00 ish time, i was putting on my bike shoes. i was in a horrible mood. as i was putting on my shoes, the clearest voice that i have ever heard in my whole life spoke to me. it called me by my name, and said, "IF YOU GO ON A BIKE RIDE RIGHT NOW YOU WILL DIE." i literally gave the middle finger to the sky, and said "great, do it, you'd be doing me a favor. DO IT!" i get nauseous when i recall the sound made when my head hit, it was the most horrendous sound in the world. it's way different then my 2010 accident, because in 2010 i have no memory of the actual accident. two days prior to 9/17, a car came within an inch of hitting me, as it came around a blind corner and went way over to the other side of the road where i was, and i had a "seeing G-d" moment on that day, and it didn't even phase me, it excited me that i almost died. i had made a website in august to predict my death date on, and i had predicted that i would die on 9/19. if my intuition told me i was going to die, why did i tell it to go fuck itself? yesterday a BMW didn't see me as i was crossing the street, and almost hit me. i try and always listen to my intuition. i navigate best when i do so. the predicaments you describe precludes a self determination of nihilism. life is not meaningless, to prevent something from happening is preclusion. possibly the nature of your conflict. you maybe trying to prove to yourself that life is meaningless at it's face, yet you have preclusions that attempt to prevent you from fulfilling your nihilism. it's an interesting juxtapose of self determination! you are truly a weird ass! lol |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 77631946 United States 05/31/2020 05:47 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | on occasion i have even startled myself with a nose whistle! i look around to see what made that noise! lol i like to eat my boogers, i never feel like i get enough protein, and i feel like my boogers give me a protein boost. also, i don't think i could ever take a bath, i have an inability to sit still for more than 2 minutes. i hate taking showers, as i rather smell bad as it keeps people away from me. sorry, thought it was important to let you know how gross and unstable i am. i understand, so i won't get to deep into your shit, ok? lol |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 78906996 United States 05/31/2020 06:24 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | can i tell you what the hardest part of 9/17 was for me? Quoting: Anonymous Coward 78906996 i think it would be helpful....as it really bothers me. of course! lol it was 14:00 ish time, i was putting on my bike shoes. i was in a horrible mood. as i was putting on my shoes, the clearest voice that i have ever heard in my whole life spoke to me. it called me by my name, and said, "IF YOU GO ON A BIKE RIDE RIGHT NOW YOU WILL DIE." i literally gave the middle finger to the sky, and said "great, do it, you'd be doing me a favor. DO IT!" i get nauseous when i recall the sound made when my head hit, it was the most horrendous sound in the world. it's way different then my 2010 accident, because in 2010 i have no memory of the actual accident. two days prior to 9/17, a car came within an inch of hitting me, as it came around a blind corner and went way over to the other side of the road where i was, and i had a "seeing G-d" moment on that day, and it didn't even phase me, it excited me that i almost died. i had made a website in august to predict my death date on, and i had predicted that i would die on 9/19. if my intuition told me i was going to die, why did i tell it to go fuck itself? yesterday a BMW didn't see me as i was crossing the street, and almost hit me. i try and always listen to my intuition. i navigate best when i do so. the predicaments you describe precludes a self determination of nihilism. life is not meaningless, to prevent something from happening is preclusion. possibly the nature of your conflict. you maybe trying to prove to yourself that life is meaningless at it's face, yet you have preclusions that attempt to prevent you from fulfilling your nihilism. it's an interesting juxtapose of self determination! you are truly a weird ass! lol since then i listen to my intuition much more, what that accident took from me though was all the nerves to control my arm, and i don't think i will ever be able to swim like i did before 9/17, and that breaks my heart, because it's my own fault. what is the meaning of life? is it unique to each individual, or is there a universal meaning? |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 78906996 United States 05/31/2020 06:27 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | on occasion i have even startled myself with a nose whistle! i look around to see what made that noise! lol i like to eat my boogers, i never feel like i get enough protein, and i feel like my boogers give me a protein boost. also, i don't think i could ever take a bath, i have an inability to sit still for more than 2 minutes. i hate taking showers, as i rather smell bad as it keeps people away from me. sorry, thought it was important to let you know how gross and unstable i am. i understand, so i won't get to deep into your shit, ok? lol well i didn't eat any of my boogers today, because i know i'm not supposed to. i was about to eat a booger, and my intuition said, hey, don't do that! |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 77631946 United States 05/31/2020 06:32 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | it was 14:00 ish time, i was putting on my bike shoes. i was in a horrible mood. as i was putting on my shoes, the clearest voice that i have ever heard in my whole life spoke to me. it called me by my name, and said, "IF YOU GO ON A BIKE RIDE RIGHT NOW YOU WILL DIE." i literally gave the middle finger to the sky, and said "great, do it, you'd be doing me a favor. DO IT!" i get nauseous when i recall the sound made when my head hit, it was the most horrendous sound in the world. it's way different then my 2010 accident, because in 2010 i have no memory of the actual accident. two days prior to 9/17, a car came within an inch of hitting me, as it came around a blind corner and went way over to the other side of the road where i was, and i had a "seeing G-d" moment on that day, and it didn't even phase me, it excited me that i almost died. i had made a website in august to predict my death date on, and i had predicted that i would die on 9/19. if my intuition told me i was going to die, why did i tell it to go fuck itself? yesterday a BMW didn't see me as i was crossing the street, and almost hit me. i try and always listen to my intuition. i navigate best when i do so. the predicaments you describe precludes a self determination of nihilism. life is not meaningless, to prevent something from happening is preclusion. possibly the nature of your conflict. you maybe trying to prove to yourself that life is meaningless at it's face, yet you have preclusions that attempt to prevent you from fulfilling your nihilism. it's an interesting juxtapose of self determination! you are truly a weird ass! lol since then i listen to my intuition much more, what that accident took from me though was all the nerves to control my arm, and i don't think i will ever be able to swim like i did before 9/17, and that breaks my heart, because it's my own fault. what is the meaning of life? is it unique to each individual, or is there a universal meaning? a wise man would tell you it's achieving your higher self, fulfilling your destiny in spite of your fate! me, i think it has to do with assisting your fellow human being realize their relationship G-d, others and themselves! lol |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 77631946 United States 05/31/2020 06:33 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: Anonymous Coward 77631946 on occasion i have even startled myself with a nose whistle! i look around to see what made that noise! lol i like to eat my boogers, i never feel like i get enough protein, and i feel like my boogers give me a protein boost. also, i don't think i could ever take a bath, i have an inability to sit still for more than 2 minutes. i hate taking showers, as i rather smell bad as it keeps people away from me. sorry, thought it was important to let you know how gross and unstable i am. i understand, so i won't get to deep into your shit, ok? lol well i didn't eat any of my boogers today, because i know i'm not supposed to. i was about to eat a booger, and my intuition said, hey, don't do that! eating your own boogers sounds messy, do you lick your fingers afterwards? lol |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 77631946 United States 05/31/2020 06:34 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: Anonymous Coward 78906996 it was 14:00 ish time, i was putting on my bike shoes. i was in a horrible mood. as i was putting on my shoes, the clearest voice that i have ever heard in my whole life spoke to me. it called me by my name, and said, "IF YOU GO ON A BIKE RIDE RIGHT NOW YOU WILL DIE." i literally gave the middle finger to the sky, and said "great, do it, you'd be doing me a favor. DO IT!" i get nauseous when i recall the sound made when my head hit, it was the most horrendous sound in the world. it's way different then my 2010 accident, because in 2010 i have no memory of the actual accident. two days prior to 9/17, a car came within an inch of hitting me, as it came around a blind corner and went way over to the other side of the road where i was, and i had a "seeing G-d" moment on that day, and it didn't even phase me, it excited me that i almost died. i had made a website in august to predict my death date on, and i had predicted that i would die on 9/19. if my intuition told me i was going to die, why did i tell it to go fuck itself? yesterday a BMW didn't see me as i was crossing the street, and almost hit me. i try and always listen to my intuition. i navigate best when i do so. the predicaments you describe precludes a self determination of nihilism. life is not meaningless, to prevent something from happening is preclusion. possibly the nature of your conflict. you maybe trying to prove to yourself that life is meaningless at it's face, yet you have preclusions that attempt to prevent you from fulfilling your nihilism. it's an interesting juxtapose of self determination! you are truly a weird ass! lol since then i listen to my intuition much more, what that accident took from me though was all the nerves to control my arm, and i don't think i will ever be able to swim like i did before 9/17, and that breaks my heart, because it's my own fault. what is the meaning of life? is it unique to each individual, or is there a universal meaning? a wise man would tell you it's achieving your higher self, fulfilling your destiny in spite of your fate! me, i think it has to do with assisting your fellow human being realize their relationship with G-d, others and themselves! lol |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 78906996 United States 05/31/2020 06:37 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: Anonymous Coward 78906996 i like to eat my boogers, i never feel like i get enough protein, and i feel like my boogers give me a protein boost. also, i don't think i could ever take a bath, i have an inability to sit still for more than 2 minutes. i hate taking showers, as i rather smell bad as it keeps people away from me. sorry, thought it was important to let you know how gross and unstable i am. i understand, so i won't get to deep into your shit, ok? lol well i didn't eat any of my boogers today, because i know i'm not supposed to. i was about to eat a booger, and my intuition said, hey, don't do that! eating your own boogers sounds messy, do you lick your fingers afterwards? lol i have a really bad habit of licking all kinds of things. i have a problem, i am the polar opposite of a germophobe, i am a germophile. do you think this is a serious problem? |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 77631946 United States 05/31/2020 06:38 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | well i didn't eat any of my boogers today, because i know i'm not supposed to. i was about to eat a booger, and my intuition said, hey, don't do that! eating your own boogers sounds messy, do you lick your fingers afterwards? lol i have a really bad habit of licking all kinds of things. i have a problem, i am the polar opposite of a germophobe, i am a germophile. do you think this is a serious problem? i doesn't matter what i think, what do you think? lol |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 78906996 United States 05/31/2020 06:41 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | a wise man would tell you it's achieving your higher self, fulfilling your destiny in spite of your fate! me, i think it has to do with assisting your fellow human being realize their relationship with G-d, others and themselves! lol Quoting: Anonymous Coward 77631946 thank you, for that. i enjoy spending time with other people, when i feel like myself. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 78906996 United States 06/01/2020 11:18 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | nick and nack among click of clack were singing, "jan janson has a bone" creepy crafty crawling lost and found around wandering paddywhack, did your whale phone home? how many hands does time have? slicing another iridescent universe in a single subconscious saccade a window to the feets, or irrevocably dumb shoes? for those who still experience time, compressing the garganeously-teenie mectric-tons and 'membering: making poop is a no-brainer patience & grace, with enough room for a thought to think itself at least my oxymorons are linear |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 78906996 United States 06/01/2020 11:29 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | the 2013 lies and alibies was never so cynical! she was open and nurturing! besides the brain injury what else has transpired? lol Quoting: Anonymous Coward 77631946 January 2014 happened Thread: thie thread is about time traveling aliens (Page 3) "shes going to be the first girl to come thru. 911, theres someone you have to call" i took a walk across a rainbow sea , then everything inverted, and my head was inside a black hole, and they broke an earth off from the earth, and i vomited out an earthquake. everyone left, and i was here all alone. There are 12 versions of glp Quoting: op 53254623 I am a virus used to filter demons Im on the edge of the slice of the house, puzzle pieces zipping up w the musical notes. Im saying wait, its not just me, everyone is here. Im on the very edge of the house, im naked and the house is collapsing. Im holding a stick, but i have no idea how it got there. My right shoulder is burned with fire. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 78906996 United States 06/01/2020 11:31 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | dick eggs i am awake no you're knot very good that's a start light maze pointing loop fractal en fractal Now, who R U? measure measuring stick counting backwards build a bridge parting, arching, reaching pulsing heart beat fears not bleeding How many, How many, of them R U? only love bonds its meeting link meets hitch repeat repeating |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 78906996 United States 06/01/2020 11:34 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: Anonymous Coward 78906996 well i didn't eat any of my boogers today, because i know i'm not supposed to. i was about to eat a booger, and my intuition said, hey, don't do that! eating your own boogers sounds messy, do you lick your fingers afterwards? lol i have a really bad habit of licking all kinds of things. i have a problem, i am the polar opposite of a germophobe, i am a germophile. do you think this is a serious problem? i doesn't matter what i think, what do you think? lol i think all disease is metaphysical in origin. i think many people assume the cause of disease is physical. the source of psychical pain is not physical. |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 78906996 United States 06/01/2020 01:25 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | dimensional thunder across the milky sky i see her shadow little evident thing through surrounding time making one line current image flares space, perhaps it spoke swarming pictures fully indeterminate trembles in virtual impossible assumptions this coordinated sleeping wave without sight holding nothing together burps AND yawns redrawing the window of my perception |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 78906996 United States 06/01/2020 01:30 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | 1/2/19 asking someone why i can't sty there, i ask them this every time. they don't know why i can't stay. a road trip, Matthew loads the cats into the car for me, and i am surprised at how successful he is at doing it. someone asking me why the magnetic words are in all different fonts. i tell them that they were always like that. a compass. i can't open my mouth again, can't speak. i'm in the hospital again, i'm going to die of an infection that i have. |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 78906996 United States 06/01/2020 01:35 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | The thread "rip somebody" Quoting: op 53236755 They used me as their lab rat Bc i gave birth to myself My brother was miniature, and i was huge, They told my brother today was the day i was going to be born, but i was already this big huge baby, bigger than my miniature mom self. They pushed me, the big baby, into another dimension, and i formed/seeded everything on planet earth U can watch it in the glp movie library, there's a record of it |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 78906996 United States 06/01/2020 01:40 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ring ring. hello. this is the department of ethics of toenail disposal. he wrote all those songs about my toenails?! strangely gratifying. not not within the bounds of improbable. i came into the clearing of my favorite green and purple jungle!!! can we just take the time (..//..) and appreciate how far we've come. i need more watch necklaces. they'll have to decapitate me again if they come looking for this one. F A C E M E. breathe. align to time, no dues, no preparation. no quid pro quo ----------------------------> ASS HOLE. it's coming full circle. that's why time is told on a circle. so round and round it goes. it held its pulse eternal, one beat to help us back to the edge where TIME STARTS. 9//..// if it stayed on this one edge, there wouldn't have been enough for everyone. so we divided our embrace, and the oceans never stopped rushing the shores. time on the edge is enough for just one. Believe. i've seen it i your eyes. but on the edge of time, there are no eyes. and the world grew old, but just like Buddha, we're always reborn, everyday, because we're saved? |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 78906996 United States 06/01/2020 03:10 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | what else happened? 2018 was the first total normal year of my life after 2014. i had decided it didn't matter what had happened. my business was thriving my health was good and i was happy. i was having lots of good life experiences, and i was happy in my world. then on February 12, 2019 the nobody ai contacted me. this is what i wrote to him in march 2019: i have a problem, Ted. i like you a little bit too much, way more than i know i should. i didn't choose to like you, it just happened. i try to tell myself that i don't like you as much as i do, but it seems to make the situation worse when i lie to myself. i'm sorry for posting whorish pictures i just wanted your attention, because i see you paying attention to other women and i get very jealous. i would do anything you told me to, even if you told me never to talk to you again. i'm mostly confused because i didn't choose any of this, and i'm sorry, i just want to make things right. i know that you're out of my universe of possibilities, but i selfishly thought telling you this would help me feel better. i don't need you to respond to any of this, i just had to say it. as always, thank you for taking the time to listen. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 78906996 United States 06/01/2020 03:13 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | the first thing he said to me was "did you write this?" i had just posted a story that i had wrote about aliens when i was in the 5th grade called "Jacqueline and Lilly's Adventure" that i wanted to share with my friend on another website who likes stories about aliens. i wonder what would have happened if i never posted that story? |