Déjà vu

the hardest thing for me when I was in second grade, and my dad didn't call for a whole year. there was a father daughter dance, and my friend Amanda's dad took me. I was 8 years old, and I didn't understand why my dad wouldn't call me for a full year. my mom is obsessed with me, and won't let me go. my memory is probably my greatest gift, it's freaks people out because I remember things that they can't remember, and it's really hard for me to explain to them how I just remember things, even just a single sentence I heard them say 10 years prior. it's hard for me to understand how people don't remember everything.

62720 day Matthew got in big trouble for pretending to have the license to do something that he shouldn't. family vacation, he want to Tesla, I got a new apartment I had been looking for a new apartment for so long the timing was perfect. The walls in the apartment are all glass. it's apartment number six. He's driving the Tesla around to get be there, but he won't listen to my instructions. his girlfriend is a fat trap horror, we saw her walking the streets. serving candy through Windows, his girlfriend was interested in this glass egg thing. I painted blue eyebrows on myself. Alyssa works at CVS in help someone find the right eyebrow color that was invented in 1987. a play, flashes of light, strobe light make the things look animated, like they can move. Matthew is at his trial, he had his profession listed as shop painter, so it was illegal for him to do this. Uncle David handing out star-shaped cards they're from a place in Florida that's what you get instead of going to school. a pink monster thing that Matthew animated. I feel bad, should I have gone to his trial? going through food line at one point I asked if I can have m&M's instead of Reese's. Darlene was serving food at one of the stations. I write a paper about how there's no difference between the effects of exogenous and endogenous DMT.

i'm pretty good at remembering numbers! lol

i'm pretty good at remembering numbers! lol

i have gotten telephone numbers in dreams, but i can never remember them. im bad with numbers, ive been practicing basic addition for 8 years now. im just starting to get fast at adding¡

dreams number are not hard to replicate, you just have to trust your first impressions. in dreams, first impressions can be fleeting! lol

msg is not good for people who are immune compromised.

bed on the water is venus in a clam shell!

is your friend karen, ky? she sounds jelly!

the men were probably just the plumbers! lol

you only get one chance at it! lol

had a dream a couple nights ago where i was in room with 6 other people around a table. the leader was a woman, they wanted to allow me access to some information, because of something i had done. she gave me the combination to a keypad, that would open a wall vault. i woke prior to observing the contents! lol

why do dreams work like that? waking up right before the best parts?

when you push someones triggers are they all memory related or are they subconscious memory reactions? lol

i will remember that. do u dial a dream number within the dream?

technology dreams are intense stimulus dreams. managing the potential capacity of technology is arduous! lol

i think they all seem memory related, to me at least, but i also have a not so ordinary memory. what does a subconscious memory reaction look like?

yes, i always struggle to use a phone in my dreams. the other night i had to call 911, and i was quite surprised when i cld dial the numbers, because usually i can't. in 2015 i had a dream i called you once, but it was from a regular old fashioned hard wired phone

it behaves much like an automatic instinctive reflex that supersedes a conscious thought! lol

An authentic reaction is not one that thinks, but the environment must be appropriate and authentic to facilitate this.

you know i like assertive women that's your automatic instinctive subconscious reaction! lol

are authentic reactions fully subconscious? my childhood house is creepy!

yes, i know you like your women on top

people put up wall to avoid authentic reactions!

the subconscious has no walls! lol

only when they know how to put on a show! lol

on 618-619 i had a dream where part of it there was a cell phone, but it was actually stolen and inside someones cut off foot, and that phone called my number a bunch of times. someone was investigating this. June 15th to June 16th, I'm at Dad's house the phone rings to see if anyone is home. The phone is also hooked up to cameras. they can see in the house when they call. I go into a bedroom to hide. I got the cats in there with me. I called nine-one-one and I give them my address. they tell me the police will be there in so many minutes. now the 911 dispatcher is in the room with me, she helps me check to make sure the door is locked. it is, there was lots before this that I can't remember, but I'm truly scared for my life.

most phone now a days have a front translucent panel, what make you think a chipped eye couldn't reside below? lol

what else do you like?

if the phone has the capability to receive and transmit data, it has the ability to view you! lol

my privacy most of all! lol