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(OP) User ID: 21503979 United States 09/05/2012 01:07 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I'm a little nervous about posting a thread. There is a doorknob in my minds eye. I see it moving. Something on the other side is trying to come through. Quoting: institutionalized It calls out to me. Through the door in a rage it screams at me. I ate for breakfast something black. Wretched convulsions of possession soon after followed. Collective Conscious? Hop in.....It's just right over there. You like my car? Yea, me too, its just too bad the accelerator got stuck and were heading right for that wall. I will provide anyone with interest the inner workings of my mind. Up until I get overwhelmed with paranoia and synchronicity that is. stop drinking so much milk dairy gives you gas It does? Is that why I shart my pants fifty percent of the time? I hate to have the poopies. I have made it a habit to wear boxers or my mom's panties when I'm at work. I hate cleaning liquid shit out of my trousers. ,./;'[]=- |
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(OP) User ID: 21503979 United States 09/05/2012 01:19 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | In my personal beginning on the day of my birth I was dropped upon the floor. Repeatedly. Poor man's abortion it was later described to me. All it killed was my soul. Tore that bitch out and stuffed it full of sub-life. Crammed it back into my empty shell and commanded me to come unto life. To which I did. Obeying the call. ,./;'[]=- |
Serenity777
User ID: 1129812 United States 09/05/2012 01:20 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | watching the "run up" to the elections and the "hopes and dreams" that are built as a result is like watching a dead mouse that is still able to make his exercise wheel go around because his nerves are still twitching that familiar motion... |
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(OP) User ID: 21503979 United States 09/05/2012 01:27 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | High Serenity, do you have a head ache? You should take some good medicine. You will feel awesome after you do. So,.......ummmmmmmmmmmmmmm............ High!! Tee hee. I know I totally already said that right? Right? Am I right? -runs around in circles laughing hysterically- Last Edited by institutionalized on 09/05/2012 01:34 PM ,./;'[]=- |
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User ID: 23043343 Israel 09/05/2012 01:29 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | i feel like im going to explode any second now yeah!! i know something is wrong, oh terribly wrong, i am suffering from this wrongness now, but i thing i will suffer even greater in the afterlife, if i wont be able to solve the riddle in this life. i feel like im going to explode any second now. my heart is racing, my mind going so fast i cant even rationalize and name my thoughts. i know something is wrong, i know what are the causes, but still its not enough, i need to do something! something to undo this wrongness. what will i do?!?!! will i protest infront of a bank?! start camp in the main city bullevard? will i declare im STRIKING on life!? who will join me? who will even listen?! will i energize my anger to a point i can shoot balls of energy out my hands and blow something up? is that even possible? or am i just crazy?! am i going to solve the riddles of the merkaba?! something is going to explode, what will give in first?? |
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(OP) User ID: 21503979 United States 09/05/2012 01:34 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | i feel like im going to explode any second now yeah!! Quoting: DPS i know something is wrong, oh terribly wrong, i am suffering from this wrongness now, but i thing i will suffer even greater in the afterlife, if i wont be able to solve the riddle in this life. i feel like im going to explode any second now. my heart is racing, my mind going so fast i cant even rationalize and name my thoughts. i know something is wrong, i know what are the causes, but still its not enough, i need to do something! something to undo this wrongness. what will i do?!?!! will i protest infront of a bank?! start camp in the main city bullevard? will i declare im STRIKING on life!? who will join me? who will even listen?! will i energize my anger to a point i can shoot balls of energy out my hands and blow something up? is that even possible? or am i just crazy?! am i going to solve the riddles of the merkaba?! something is going to explode, what will give in first?? You are not crazy. How could you even ask such a thing? You are a powerful container of energy. I'm going to throw a word out their I'd like for you to read. Welding N' Melding. Its more a phrase. Repeat it a couple of times if you so desire. It will do amazing things for you. Last Edited by institutionalized on 09/05/2012 01:37 PM ,./;'[]=- |
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User ID: 23043343 Israel 09/05/2012 01:38 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | i feel like im going to explode any second now yeah!! Quoting: DPS i know something is wrong, oh terribly wrong, i am suffering from this wrongness now, but i thing i will suffer even greater in the afterlife, if i wont be able to solve the riddle in this life. i feel like im going to explode any second now. my heart is racing, my mind going so fast i cant even rationalize and name my thoughts. i know something is wrong, i know what are the causes, but still its not enough, i need to do something! something to undo this wrongness. what will i do?!?!! will i protest infront of a bank?! start camp in the main city bullevard? will i declare im STRIKING on life!? who will join me? who will even listen?! will i energize my anger to a point i can shoot balls of energy out my hands and blow something up? is that even possible? or am i just crazy?! am i going to solve the riddles of the merkaba?! something is going to explode, what will give in first?? You are not crazy. How could you even ask such a thing? You are a powerful container of energy. I'm going to throw a word out their I'd life for you to read. Welding N' Melding. Its more a phrase. Repeat it a couple of times if you so desire. It will do amazing things for you. thank, i know im not crazy! i understand the power inside me, if it werent for everybody else id probably be god. wish i could find a soul alchemist and become his apprentice. |
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(OP) User ID: 21503979 United States 09/05/2012 01:41 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | You can. Will it into existence. Anything and everything we want we can have. I wanted poverty and destitution. Wow. I got what I asked for and then some. Now I'm asking for the opposite. Wealth. I will be up to no good with the psychic offering. ,./;'[]=- |
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(OP) User ID: 21503979 United States 09/05/2012 01:44 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | and my dreams keep telling me of a great devestation coming to my home, probably war... im scared. Quoting: DPS It's doomy and scary. It's horrific. We have no control over any of it. A peaceful heart is the first to be murdered by war. I let go of the fear and open my soul wide open for the hereafter. I will rejoice when the time comes for me to return to.....................whatever is out there. ,./;'[]=- |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 1119244 United States 09/05/2012 01:44 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I will provide myself the entertainment of laboriously crafting walls of text that will only serve to confound. Quoting: institutionalized I might seem a bit perplexing, perhaps I remind many readers of something unusual. I adore the glorification of dark and light both equally as if they are somehow the same thing. Just so you know, you have much more potential than just writing a bunch of [beautifully written] nonsense. If you really are in such a dark place, your self-obsession may be the reason. Just let it all go. You are OK. |
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(OP) User ID: 21503979 United States 09/05/2012 01:53 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I will provide myself the entertainment of laboriously crafting walls of text that will only serve to confound. Quoting: institutionalized I might seem a bit perplexing, perhaps I remind many readers of something unusual. I adore the glorification of dark and light both equally as if they are somehow the same thing. Just so you know, you have much more potential than just writing a bunch of [beautifully written] nonsense. If you really are in such a dark place, your self-obsession may be the reason. Just let it all go. You are OK. Thanks. Self-obsession. Very interesting. Dark place. When I read these words something in my heart overjoyed. I can't explain it but writing a bunch of jargon makes me incredibly happy. I did let go. I swim eternal in insanity. I'm free. I love how you described something that I did with praise. It bloats my spirit on pride and I crave more. Last Edited by institutionalized on 09/05/2012 01:55 PM ,./;'[]=- |
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User ID: 23043343 Israel 09/05/2012 01:56 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | You can. Will it into existence. Anything and everything we want we can have. I wanted poverty and destitution. Wow. I got what I asked for and then some. Quoting: institutionalized Now I'm asking for the opposite. Wealth. I will be up to no good with the psychic offering. really? well you can, but now you cant! if you make youself a god , your family and friends say you are crazy and wont believe you, in fact. almost no1 would believe you. even if you have power, it is not enough to cancer the powers of disbelieve. as i told you, you can be a god, if theres no1 else to judge you and claim youre not. firstly... you wont achive the powers youre after atleast for now. second. if thats how you will use youre powers then i say you are no different than them. |
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User ID: 23043343 Israel 09/05/2012 01:58 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | and my dreams keep telling me of a great devestation coming to my home, probably war... im scared. Quoting: DPS It's doomy and scary. It's horrific. We have no control over any of it. A peaceful heart is the first to be murdered by war. I let go of the fear and open my soul wide open for the hereafter. I will rejoice when the time comes for me to return to.....................whatever is out there. you see, this is where my fear comes from, i fear that what ever is out there, also could be bad for, and it is up to me to ensure my future when that whatever is our there comes |
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User ID: 23043343 Israel 09/05/2012 02:00 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I will provide myself the entertainment of laboriously crafting walls of text that will only serve to confound. Quoting: institutionalized I might seem a bit perplexing, perhaps I remind many readers of something unusual. I adore the glorification of dark and light both equally as if they are somehow the same thing. Just so you know, you have much more potential than just writing a bunch of [beautifully written] nonsense. If you really are in such a dark place, your self-obsession may be the reason. Just let it all go. You are OK. Thanks. Self-obsession. Very interesting. Dark place. When I read these words something in my heart overjoyed. I can't explain it but writing a bunch of jargon makes me incredibly happy. I did let go. I swim eternal in insanity. I'm free. I love how you described something that I did with praise. It bloats my spirit on pride and I crave more. i feel the same. i talk to myself, and even the others inside me. gain from the knowledge. i dont even think i am "me" i think im and outsider who just studies "me" and the others inside "me" |
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(OP) User ID: 21503979 United States 09/05/2012 02:06 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | You can. Will it into existence. Anything and everything we want we can have. I wanted poverty and destitution. Wow. I got what I asked for and then some. Quoting: institutionalized Now I'm asking for the opposite. Wealth. I will be up to no good with the psychic offering. really? well you can, but now you cant! if you make youself a god , your family and friends say you are crazy and wont believe you, in fact. almost no1 would believe you. even if you have power, it is not enough to cancer the powers of disbelieve. as i told you, you can be a god, if theres no1 else to judge you and claim youre not. firstly... you wont achive the powers youre after atleast for now. second. if thats how you will use youre powers then i say you are no different than them. Poverty ripped the joy forth from my life in an assault that has emotionally impaired me. I want some money, so I can live in abject joy by travelling all over the place. ,./;'[]=- |
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User ID: 23043343 Israel 09/05/2012 02:08 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | You can. Will it into existence. Anything and everything we want we can have. I wanted poverty and destitution. Wow. I got what I asked for and then some. Quoting: institutionalized Now I'm asking for the opposite. Wealth. I will be up to no good with the psychic offering. really? well you can, but now you cant! if you make youself a god , your family and friends say you are crazy and wont believe you, in fact. almost no1 would believe you. even if you have power, it is not enough to cancer the powers of disbelieve. as i told you, you can be a god, if theres no1 else to judge you and claim youre not. firstly... you wont achive the powers youre after atleast for now. second. if thats how you will use youre powers then i say you are no different than them. Poverty ripped the joy forth from my life in an assault that has emotionally impaired me. I want some money, so I can live in abject joy by travelling all over the place. my natal map tells me its what i want too... but i would settle in the simplest life. living with my family in a farm completely our own, providing ourselvs and being free, this is what i wish. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 23233063 United Kingdom 09/05/2012 02:08 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | "During the last 15 years experiments have shown that the sensed presence of a “Sentient Being” can be reliably evoked by very specific patterns of weak (<1microT) transcerebral magnetic fields applied across the temporoparietal region of the two hemispheres … Re-analyses with additional data for 407 subjects (19 experiments) showed that the magnetic configurations, not the subjects’ exotic beliefs or suggestibility, were responsible for the experimental facilitation of sensing a presence" (St-Pierre and Persinger 2005, 1079). Dr Persinger from Laurentian University, found that 80% of normal people will feel a sensed presence within the room if you stimulate a person’s temporal lobes with magnetic fields (Persinger 2009). |
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(OP) User ID: 21503979 United States 09/05/2012 02:09 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | and my dreams keep telling me of a great devestation coming to my home, probably war... im scared. Quoting: DPS It's doomy and scary. It's horrific. We have no control over any of it. A peaceful heart is the first to be murdered by war. I let go of the fear and open my soul wide open for the hereafter. I will rejoice when the time comes for me to return to.....................whatever is out there. you see, this is where my fear comes from, i fear that what ever is out there, also could be bad for, and it is up to me to ensure my future when that whatever is our there comes I'd love to proclaim I had no fear. That I possessed it all. I cant do that, because I am wracked with fear on the day to day. Psi trick: persuade the mind to enjoy fear. Redirect emotions. ,./;'[]=- |
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(OP) User ID: 21503979 United States 09/05/2012 02:12 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | You can. Will it into existence. Anything and everything we want we can have. I wanted poverty and destitution. Wow. I got what I asked for and then some. Quoting: institutionalized Now I'm asking for the opposite. Wealth. I will be up to no good with the psychic offering. really? well you can, but now you cant! if you make youself a god , your family and friends say you are crazy and wont believe you, in fact. almost no1 would believe you. even if you have power, it is not enough to cancer the powers of disbelieve. as i told you, you can be a god, if theres no1 else to judge you and claim youre not. firstly... you wont achive the powers youre after atleast for now. second. if thats how you will use youre powers then i say you are no different than them. Poverty ripped the joy forth from my life in an assault that has emotionally impaired me. I want some money, so I can live in abject joy by travelling all over the place. my natal map tells me its what i want too... but i would settle in the simplest life. living with my family in a farm completely our own, providing ourselvs and being free, this is what i wish. Farm life produces life at the behest of labor. I hope for your farm an overabundance of life. 0112358 Last Edited by institutionalized on 09/05/2012 02:14 PM ,./;'[]=- |
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User ID: 17424303 United States 09/05/2012 02:18 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: DPS really? well you can, but now you cant! if you make youself a god , your family and friends say you are crazy and wont believe you, in fact. almost no1 would believe you. even if you have power, it is not enough to cancer the powers of disbelieve. as i told you, you can be a god, if theres no1 else to judge you and claim youre not. firstly... you wont achive the powers youre after atleast for now. second. if thats how you will use youre powers then i say you are no different than them. Poverty ripped the joy forth from my life in an assault that has emotionally impaired me. I want some money, so I can live in abject joy by travelling all over the place. my natal map tells me its what i want too... but i would settle in the simplest life. living with my family in a farm completely our own, providing ourselvs and being free, this is what i wish. Farm life produces life at the behest of labor. I hope for your farm an overabundance of life. 0112358 Is that the keyless code? Are you exposing secret knowledge? |
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(OP) User ID: 21503979 United States 09/05/2012 02:18 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | "During the last 15 years experiments have shown that the sensed presence of a “Sentient Being” can be reliably evoked by very specific patterns of weak (<1microT) transcerebral magnetic fields applied across the temporoparietal region of the two hemispheres … Re-analyses with additional data for 407 subjects (19 experiments) showed that the magnetic configurations, not the subjects’ exotic beliefs or suggestibility, were responsible for the experimental facilitation of sensing a presence" (St-Pierre and Persinger 2005, 1079). Quoting: Anonymous Coward 23233063 Dr Persinger from Laurentian University, found that 80% of normal people will feel a sensed presence within the room if you stimulate a person’s temporal lobes with magnetic fields (Persinger 2009). That is some heavy shit. How would one go about stimulating a person's temporal lobe. Could it be done organically? Human to human energy. Telepathically? ,./;'[]=- |
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User ID: 23043343 Israel 09/05/2012 02:18 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: institutionalized Poverty ripped the joy forth from my life in an assault that has emotionally impaired me. I want some money, so I can live in abject joy by travelling all over the place. my natal map tells me its what i want too... but i would settle in the simplest life. living with my family in a farm completely our own, providing ourselvs and being free, this is what i wish. Farm life produces life at the behest of labor. I hope for your farm an overabundance of life. 0112358 Is that the keyless code? Are you exposing secret knowledge? even if he didnt he would now tell you he did |
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User ID: 23043343 Israel 09/05/2012 02:19 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | "During the last 15 years experiments have shown that the sensed presence of a “Sentient Being” can be reliably evoked by very specific patterns of weak (<1microT) transcerebral magnetic fields applied across the temporoparietal region of the two hemispheres … Re-analyses with additional data for 407 subjects (19 experiments) showed that the magnetic configurations, not the subjects’ exotic beliefs or suggestibility, were responsible for the experimental facilitation of sensing a presence" (St-Pierre and Persinger 2005, 1079). Quoting: Anonymous Coward 23233063 Dr Persinger from Laurentian University, found that 80% of normal people will feel a sensed presence within the room if you stimulate a person’s temporal lobes with magnetic fields (Persinger 2009). That is some heavy shit. How would one go about stimulating a person's temporal lobe. Could it be done organically? Human to human energy. Telepathically? i think weve already done this to ourselvs |