That is a good observation and point to make. And yes, as far as vows going I am not "proud" of breaking such, but in my case I see no other options since this information is so important I HAD to share it.

But deciding so was not an easy or instant thing, this has taken me decades. But as my own kids are growing older, and the world they will grow up in goes deeper into oblivion and deceit, I feel it my responsibility to let them and their generation know, as the world need the coming children as they grow old to be of ones in the know, or this will continue on for eternity.

It will not be a quick fix, if my words will even have any significance , or me breaking these vows will turn to anything good, I can only hope for even though it seems hopeless.