anyone here feeling sad, hopeless, and tired?

Nope,not me... I took a nap!

NOPE. I GOT THE FIRE DOWN BELOW. HOTTER THAN USUAL. JUST LIKE AN ARC ANGEL.

Yes!

I do massively with many good reasons to I just don't see the point in whining about it other than to myself of course.

why do i find that hard to believe?

Find what hard to believe?

i find it hard to believe that there are actually happy people out there

Well they're not really happy they're just delusional they lie to themselves they are mentally insane and compulsive liars.
They are to scared to accept the truth and reality.
When you look at the world in reality without lying to yourself you see that we are fucked, we have no hope, we never did, the whole thing is a waste of fucking time.
But then you wonder if time even exists in the first place and is not just another illusion.

They are only pretenders!!!

We need to make a group a forum where only people who don't like to themselves are allowed.

always know there is someone in this world wayyyyyyyyyyyy off then you in this world........


and you have it good.........


pray for them

I was thinking about antibullshit.com however that has been taken by some sensationalist liar and redirects to a twitter feed speaking complete bullshit.

Especially the wealthy lawyer with his 10 houses and cars who thinks his life is great.

Yes sometimes I do, but it sucks and its no way to live life. Cause when I do feel that way I can't do the things I want as I don't leave the house. It gets too overwhelming. But for me at least its pretty easy to overcome. But then I go out and I run into some asshole person who hates their life. So from now on when I'm happy I stay home. And if I'm feeling down I go out since its gonna be depressing anyways. It works lol. Your home is suppose to be the happy place, fuck the assholes in this world.

i'm lonely. and for some reason, i find myself wanting to be with another loner, or loners.

shouldn't i be seeking someone opposite of me?

You've probably tried that like me and realized they are like robots who do not understand anything.

for me opposite is true. when i'm with an outgoing person, i feel like they don't understand anything.

but when i'm with a sad and lonely person, i feel as if they understand the universe.

Can I offer some words of encouragement? I'm not a loaner but your post happened to catch my interest. Please realize that there's hope for whatever situation you're going through and whatever it is that may be making you sad... there's even hope for loneliness as that wasn't part of the original plan.

:P

thanks, but i kind of like it this way. it makes me feel special.

I meant if they were a supposedly happy person sorry.
So you are not the opposite of me exactly the same I just wrote it wrong way around.

yes i do.
it all starts from end of october, i dont know why.
i feel giving up on everything.

I wrote it wrong, I meant that is what has happened being around fake happy people.
So you fail.

It doesn't make me feel special, it just makes me feel its how it should be.
I have spent so much time around fake happy people and where do I end up? By myself, by choice.

I walked past a blind girl today, she was playing an electric organ outside a butchers shop in a small block of shops off a main road.
At first I thought she looked silly sitting there doing that.
Then when I walked back past I noticed she was singing, and smiling like she was really happy.
Later on I thought to myself, she was really enjoying that no matter what anyone thought of her, it was making her happy.
She couldn't see anything, but was enjoying herself all the same.
I wish I could do something like that which made me really happy like that.

Sign me up for "TIRED".

I feel that way a lot lately. I have come to a place in life where I wonder what's left to do. I am 37, no kids, no spouse or significant other, routine job, seen most of the world, done everything on my bucket list...what's left?

you seem like an interesting character to me. i'm attracted to you for some reason.

I will most definitely agree that you're better off being alone than in the wrong company. But humans were created to be sociable gregarious beings.. we thrive and are happier when we can share and be with others with similar interests.

That said, if you seek to be lonely and sad and hopeless and tired.. then I'd suggest that you perhaps look deep inside and learn what makes you want this as it's not "normal" (eg, tons of studies regarding babies who have been kept in solitude or who have not been touched as they develop... they don't grow up to be healthy kids... definitely not normal).

Who hurt you and why would you want to remain a victim? (sorry, definitely not probing as these questions are for your benefit.. rhetoric for everybody else). I'm not a therapist but know from personal experience people close to me who have chosen to be victims because it's "where they feel most comfortable".

Anyways... good night... way past my bedtime... sincerely hope I helped.