Here's the thing.. I think I do believe in God.. But I will never follow him. With all the shit going on in the world, shit He obviously wants to happen, there's no way I consider him loving, so I can't follow him.

Same with all the Bible prophecies of death and destruction... Since that stuff is prophecised, that means God told the prophets to write it down because God planned it out... Which means he wants death and destruction to happen.