If it's eternally day
Where you are now,
In my eternal night
There's relief upon my brow.
The thought of you at peace,
On your face a smile serene,
Verdant meadows of perpetual green.
While below, my grief so intense
Smashed, crushed,
Smite
Rubble where once I was
No longer your defense
The long hard endless pause...
Will it ever cease?

Sometimes I hope you remember
me.
But not if it would bring you sorrow,
Not stir up that ember,
Not if even for a sliver of time.
All of these rhymes
Will suffice
My cascading tears...a sea
My heart caught in pulverizing vise.