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Don'tBeAfraid
(OP) User ID: 1110734 United States 01/05/2013 04:35 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I don't know if you hear my thoughts, Or are aware of the times I remember you. Do you see the tears I shed? The wetness on my pillow in the morning? Does God make you forget the ones you left behind? Would remembering us make you sad too, And so are you shielded from sorrow? Sometimes when I write you I feel closer. Do you peer over my shoulder and see them? Am I talking to no one? Since all of this is an illusion And these electronic symbols don't really exist, And this virtual place is an idea and code, And my body is composed of spinning particles And my fingers: clouds of molecules Typing upon wisps of plastic,metal, and electricity Does any of this matter? You were young when you died. Now I am old. Will you still know me? I have changed. Will you look like you did then? Did we get it all wrong? Is your soul reborn? Are you here on the Earth again? The baby...the inconsolable baby I hear crying? The smiling cheerleader? The friendly cashier who was so sincere …. She didn't know me at all, did she? Will you have made friends, lovers, a family now? Somehow I think you're still alive. That your energy could never be diminished. It was irrepressible in life How could it be now? Is it wishful thinking? Or absolute knowing? Something mysterious survives beyond this world. Come visit my 900+ posts on rational and practical prepping for getting closer to the Earth and God. Thread: Last minute tips for parents when the SHTF (Page 33) Believe in yourself, you're beautiful. Thread: dating&romance advice - see Don´tBeAfraid´s tips/explanations - edited to have only the useful information for ya! (Page 5) Thread: What is the soul? |
Don'tBeAfraid
(OP) User ID: 32113282 United States 01/16/2013 05:49 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | If it's eternally day Where you are now, In my eternal night There's relief upon my brow. The thought of you at peace, On your face a smile serene, Verdant meadows of perpetual green. While below, my grief so intense Smashed, crushed, Smite Rubble where once I was No longer your defense The long hard endless pause... Will it ever cease? Sometimes I hope you remember me. But not if it would bring you sorrow, Not stir up that ember, Not if even for a sliver of time. All of these rhymes Will suffice My cascading tears...a sea My heart caught in pulverizing vise. Last Edited by Don'tBeAfraid on 01/16/2013 05:51 AM Come visit my 900+ posts on rational and practical prepping for getting closer to the Earth and God. Thread: Last minute tips for parents when the SHTF (Page 33) Believe in yourself, you're beautiful. Thread: dating&romance advice - see Don´tBeAfraid´s tips/explanations - edited to have only the useful information for ya! (Page 5) Thread: What is the soul? |
Don'tBeAfraid
(OP) User ID: 32113282 United States 01/16/2013 10:38 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | The lonely last woman in a bar, The elderly lady who hasn't been told She's lovely in a decade, The nervous but brave 7 year gymnast Walking across the balance beam, The waitress who's exhausted (By leering buffoons and one more arched eyebrow) But instead make sincere eye contact And leave her a generous tip For all the annoying raucous step-brothers Seated near me in the restaurant, Those are the compliments That I would have given you Through these elongated years. Your sisters accept them instead They're your surrogate recipients. Come visit my 900+ posts on rational and practical prepping for getting closer to the Earth and God. Thread: Last minute tips for parents when the SHTF (Page 33) Believe in yourself, you're beautiful. Thread: dating&romance advice - see Don´tBeAfraid´s tips/explanations - edited to have only the useful information for ya! (Page 5) Thread: What is the soul? |
PENG
User ID: 1159762 United States 01/18/2013 08:04 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Oh my goodness. I am so very sorry for your loss. This is terribly heartbreaking. I wish I could think of words with more substance but I can't. My heart breaks for you. "May the road rise up to meet you.... May the wind be always at your back..." |
Don'tBeAfraid
(OP) User ID: 32113282 United States 01/18/2013 08:12 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Oh my goodness. I am so very sorry for your loss. This is terribly heartbreaking. I wish I could think of words with more substance but I can't. My heart breaks for you. Quoting: PENG You're a remarkable treasure, PENG. I hope eventually you will believe it. When you do, then you will find the One who's been searching for you. And, my Dear, thank you for your sympathy. Some have made assumptions here, and tried to discern who "she" is. That doesn't mean they have figured out who "she" is. There's nothing wrong with alcohol. Jesus' first miracle was to create more wine to keep a party going. Those wedding festivals in those days were often three day drunkeness and celebration. Ask a historian, not someone with an agenda. Despite that, drinking to excess and then driving makes no sense. Be responsibly. Take turns being the designated driver. Last Edited by Don'tBeAfraid on 01/18/2013 08:13 PM Come visit my 900+ posts on rational and practical prepping for getting closer to the Earth and God. Thread: Last minute tips for parents when the SHTF (Page 33) Believe in yourself, you're beautiful. Thread: dating&romance advice - see Don´tBeAfraid´s tips/explanations - edited to have only the useful information for ya! (Page 5) Thread: What is the soul? |
PENG
User ID: 1159762 United States 01/18/2013 09:33 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Oh my goodness. I am so very sorry for your loss. This is terribly heartbreaking. I wish I could think of words with more substance but I can't. My heart breaks for you. Quoting: PENG You're a remarkable treasure, PENG. I hope eventually you will believe it. When you do, then you will find the One who's been searching for you. And, my Dear, thank you for your sympathy. Some have made assumptions here, and tried to discern who "she" is. That doesn't mean they have figured out who "she" is. There's nothing wrong with alcohol. Jesus' first miracle was to create more wine to keep a party going. Those wedding festivals in those days were often three day drunkeness and celebration. Ask a historian, not someone with an agenda. Despite that, drinking to excess and then driving makes no sense. Be responsibly. Take turns being the designated driver. You're very kind. Honestly, the pain you described and the love you have for this person is heart wrenching. It's so sad what happened. One choice such as this one changes lives and it sucks. My heart breaks for anyone who has lost someone so important. "May the road rise up to meet you.... May the wind be always at your back..." |
Don'tBeAfraid
(OP) User ID: 32113282 United States 01/18/2013 11:48 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Oh my goodness. I am so very sorry for your loss. This is terribly heartbreaking. I wish I could think of words with more substance but I can't. My heart breaks for you. Quoting: PENG You're a remarkable treasure, PENG. I hope eventually you will believe it. When you do, then you will find the One who's been searching for you. And, my Dear, thank you for your sympathy. Some have made assumptions here, and tried to discern who "she" is. That doesn't mean they have figured out who "she" is. There's nothing wrong with alcohol. Jesus' first miracle was to create more wine to keep a party going. Those wedding festivals in those days were often three day drunkeness and celebration. Ask a historian, not someone with an agenda. Despite that, drinking to excess and then driving makes no sense. Be responsibly. Take turns being the designated driver. You're very kind. Honestly, the pain you described and the love you have for this person is heart wrenching. It's so sad what happened. One choice such as this one changes lives and it sucks. My heart breaks for anyone who has lost someone so important. My Dear PENG, the heart of the matter, if we discern reality with our whole being (the soul), then we inevitably come to the conclusion that practically all souls are important. Even the worst troll on GLP has merit inside. To be able to discern that in others, that's the goal of being on the Earth. To discern that, you have to see that in yourself first. That often leads to a dialogue with them, and with the Mysterium Tremendum, what some weakly call God, but is magnificent and all-powerful, the Creator of Galaxies. Come visit my 900+ posts on rational and practical prepping for getting closer to the Earth and God. Thread: Last minute tips for parents when the SHTF (Page 33) Believe in yourself, you're beautiful. Thread: dating&romance advice - see Don´tBeAfraid´s tips/explanations - edited to have only the useful information for ya! (Page 5) Thread: What is the soul? |
PENG
User ID: 1159762 United States 01/20/2013 12:50 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Oh my goodness. I am so very sorry for your loss. This is terribly heartbreaking. I wish I could think of words with more substance but I can't. My heart breaks for you. Quoting: PENG You're a remarkable treasure, PENG. I hope eventually you will believe it. When you do, then you will find the One who's been searching for you. And, my Dear, thank you for your sympathy. Some have made assumptions here, and tried to discern who "she" is. That doesn't mean they have figured out who "she" is. There's nothing wrong with alcohol. Jesus' first miracle was to create more wine to keep a party going. Those wedding festivals in those days were often three day drunkeness and celebration. Ask a historian, not someone with an agenda. Despite that, drinking to excess and then driving makes no sense. Be responsibly. Take turns being the designated driver. You're very kind. Honestly, the pain you described and the love you have for this person is heart wrenching. It's so sad what happened. One choice such as this one changes lives and it sucks. My heart breaks for anyone who has lost someone so important. My Dear PENG, the heart of the matter, if we discern reality with our whole being (the soul), then we inevitably come to the conclusion that practically all souls are important. Even the worst troll on GLP has merit inside. To be able to discern that in others, that's the goal of being on the Earth. To discern that, you have to see that in yourself first. That often leads to a dialogue with them, and with the Mysterium Tremendum, what some weakly call God, but is magnificent and all-powerful, the Creator of Galaxies. I understand how you are able to forgive this person. I am not as forgiving I'm sorry. This will always be my biggest flaw. I cannot imagine your loss, or others here. You seem at peace, but still so sad. "May the road rise up to meet you.... May the wind be always at your back..." |