i am a nasty scum and a blight on the face of earth

Eerie and startling adventures await you.

i have no doubt,but will anything really matter for me,will the knowledge and expirience make me a better man,

or at least assist someone in becoming a better man?

why have i chosen the fallen nature instead of paradise?

It can't be that bad.

Your sins are forgiven.

i dont think they are...

because i live in sin and filth,and my heart is obscured by darkness and demons

i have became babylon the fallen

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You see your weakness. Repent and move on.

why do i live when there is no love anymore...

why dont i just dissapear

You should take some comfort in knowing that the world is full of lost souls.

Misery loves company, right.

Hey! Me, too! Shall we get a beer?

bright side of life seems awefully dark right now...

President Obama, is that you???

to sustain my filthy demonic vehicle even more?

why bother,i will just go to bed and die there

there is others who can use the food available for much greater things

Are you from Australia?

well arent we all him?

we all love our respect,our comforts and luxuries...so lets just continue in our filthy lusts

but what if your heart is so hardened that you want to love and want to do righteousness but sin is your first love????

it is like i am the temple of all dark and fucked up shits going on,and demons have orgies in my soul

You have the power, in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ, to command the evil spirits be gone!

just tell them to fuck off, smoke a joint or something

and the strangest shit is i really dont want love and respect from others,i just want it from myself,and i want to respect and love others,

but how can i,since i resent myself so much?

if i jusge my sins all the time and my mistakes,how can i not judge everyone elses?

Become a mormon OP, mormons have awesome lives. Or you can continue to feel sorry for yourself it's your choice.

been there done that,

and today i need another joint,i wouldnt call that improvement

wash and clean your body, wash some clothes to put on, so you are clean on the outside. then put good and delicious food into you (eating). these are the fundamental basics of a healthy soul, spirit, mind, psyche.

its not even that,i feel sorry for my fucking universe!

because if i am fucked up and down,who will help others get on their feet??

Sorry, cheers me up, hoping it would work for you too. I still think life is a piece of shit but I'm able to laugh about it which makes it all worthwhile.

thanks,though i consider those to be only shadow of the clothes we put in our spirit and the food we feed to the spirit

i dont think laughter helps much,its like a dope,you need it very soon again and it never stays

how can i do that when i let them all in in the first place?

so i go and cry to daddy now?
and then after its clean i invite them again....

God bless Jesus for giving life for us,we are so weak

STOP BAITING ME ASSHOLE!

oh wait, u might not have been talking about me...

when we lose all we have we will realise what that was...

i dont want to go to void but i think it is best,i am void material

I'll tell you what I told a friend, surround yourself with positive people and the world will light up for you. Hence my mormon comment, mormon missionaries can help you to see the beauty in the world we live in.

Alternatively you can remain depressed, what would you rather do?

get outside. feel the sun. loo at the flowers. watch the animals. look at the bird.

then be still and silent.

and close your eyes.

and know.