what about 2 abortions?
Quoting: Anonymous Coward 32513253 With God, all things are possible. With humans, we tear ourselves to pieces because of our sins.
In the Bible, you have heard "Thou shall not kill." over and over. But what it says truly is "Thou shall not murder.".
The actual Hebrew word is "tear to pieces".
When we tear ourselves up, we murder ourselves. When we abort a child, it often is torn to pieces, did you know that?
God can forgive your sins. You must ask for God to call you and to forgive your sins.
If you are afraid of your sins being exposed, it impedes God from approaching you.
God is all powerful, that Love can penetrate the coldest dead heart, but God will not force Love on you.
God made Free Will. Your Free Will is a barrier. As long as you focus on the sin, and not giving the sin to God to forgive, then God can't forgive it.
You are clinging to it so tightly that YOU are stopping forgiveness from happening.
Let God in.