hi,this subject is close to my heart.when i was 17 and already a mum to two young boys,i found out i was pregnant again.i felt like i couldnt cope going through pregnancy again as my youngest was just 5 months old and id been really ill throughout.anyways i was distraught,i went to the docs to begin getting it sorted out.i was so sad about it,i didnt believe in abortion.i cried out to god asking if hed forgive me if i did it.a day before the appointment,i had a misscarrage and remember being so happy about it.now i just look back in total grief at what i was gonna do.i still think about my lil baby that was so not wanted by me,god took the baby back.i greive for the child that i didnt want and i feel so discusted and sad and ashamed.its so easy,when your young and everybodys telling you its ok to get rid of your baby.their responsible also aswell as the mother. I pray that god will forgive me for my selfishness.