I have, as I was set free from a strong cocain addication back in 05 that lasted for clsoe to two years. But the flesh, it's lust, the lust of the eye are not so easy to forsake, and after so much defilement, porn, which led to occult practice and then much worse sin like numerous fornications and even adultry, drunkeness, drug use and sorcery through something like ahuahsca, shall I be restored to wholeness? Shall this all be forgiven? I never completely opened to the spirit realm but my spirit was opened, and there are torments that come with that which keep me from soundness of mind and spirit, though I try again and again, it seems he has cast off. Not much of his presence has been felt. I desire to rectify these things and know who is faithful but does healing come to such as myself who wandered into aspiritual forsaken and dry desolate wilderness? Can the spirit of God dwell in the same place as an unclean spirit? I wish his power would flow, yet the mercy he showed me at first was gleefully accepted for a time, then the backsliding and doubt and eventual entering into spiritual darkness. Im drunk on brandy. XOXO. I sought after wholeness with good intention and in curiosity found myself in deep waters in the meditative/new age and gnostic paradigm which as vain philosophy corrupts. So Shall the crooked me made straight again? my previous post should reveal some things ...