I always seem to get caught up in a Benzo addiction...

I'll go months, then I'll take it for a few days - and then for the next week or so it's HELL on earth unless I excercise, body refuses to "sleep"

I go RAMPANT searching GLP etc etc.... watching mind fuck videos.

Then, after a few days... I wake up. I''m "normal" -

then a few months later I'm tempted, and...

cycle ends today!