OP your not special you are part of the hive. You are not mother bee. In fact, your post suggest to me that you are a drone rather than a worker bee. Are you american? If you are born in american or live here your whole life you are part of the "hive" and a worker bee. You want to be free? You need to be foreigne to see truth. don't think you are more "awake" than anyone in the US. Unless you grew up around nature then landed in the hive (USA) only then you were probably chosen to see truth. Many people are from the wilderness than are stranded on US soil that can easily see what i am talking about.