About 5 years ago , I think I may have opened up a portal or something from reading a page from the Book of Law

I don't know what happened , I Remeber what happened but I just don't have any idea what really happened. First off , it's similar to a story I've told many times on GLP about making some kind of contact with ors or lights which were the colcr of light. That inncedent envolved a half ounce of golden teachers , mushrooms , meditation and I did it inside a hundred year old building that was built as a Masonic temple. I saw any orbs while on mushrooms in the month of july '07. Sometimes the would blink at me and one of them stopped and got much brighter and I could literally feel it and it was the most beautiful feeling Ive ever felt. All of these orbs/lights seemed to be moving in the exact same lane at the exact same speed and always the same directon. They were headed across south Kingshighway towards Forest Park and the science center which is in the park. So about 1 or 2 months later , btw I was and still am convinced that Sirius was envolved , I was at the library looking for books that might help me figure out what exactly happened. I actually Remeber , just like in a movie there was a book near the bottom of the shelf which was sticking out more than the others. It was a Bio about Alistor Crowley written by one of his followers I suppose. Before that I had never heard of the guy and getting back to the white / light orbs amd Sirius , I was so ignorant about it I just thought it was the name of a radio station which I listened to. That even happend in '07 on the 2nd and 3rd , as well as many other days that month but those to are ones I always remebered for some reason , I also was convinced that I was getting messages through certain songs and I thought that they were incoded songs for certain people , so I was telling people that the light/orb was from Sirius , I experinnced many Syncronicitys after this happened.
For some reason I've always thought Sirius was behind whatever happend to me which I felt as a life changing spiritual experience.

So about a month or 2 later I found this book about a very interesting man who I never heard of. The Author painted him in a very good light and basically said he was ahead of his time and was being censored and misinturpurted by the media that so that being my first introduction to the guy , AC, and having zero knowdge about the occult or words and frequncies , I decided to make a mushroom tea with about 13 grams of shrooms. I also did to meditating a set up a little alter with a glass weed jar made of depleted uranium and a wooden Buddha that my sister brought back from Jamaca.