Suicide is not the answer.

Since you went away my heart breaks every day xxx

I agree, to whom is it taboo??? Honestly this world sucks pretty bad, and there is nothing close to real happiness for ANY of us in sight, besides the occational blunt. Thought of it alot, you know, just to get to the other side, start over or cease to exist, regardless, I can imagine any of that is better than living on earth circa 2013.

Your choice. Itll suck for those who love you, but it could be the best experience of your existence.

because you cant see her doesnt means she isnt near you

Our senses are very very limited, we only percieve part of the spectrum of reality and what is beyond reality we cant even imagine, yet that is real too, so it makes sense that your daughter is till near you, but you just probably cant see her

Give yourself some time to mourn and then you must take that step into your future , and use your wonderful empathy to help others is my suggestion

Surrender your pain to God Elemental. I hope you believe in God it so helps. If the burden is too heavy ask him to please help you carry it. And I think and believe you will feel relief. I know how that grief seems it will literally break your heart. Find comfort in the arms of God. Feel his Divine Power soothe you and heal you .

if I were the United Kingdom I would be sore ashamed of the likes of you...

to put it bluntly fool, you suck hind tit

you will come to know what being truly alone feels like yourself when you've entered into the Millennium Age, which follows at the heels of this fallen estate

your fate will be wandering in that outer darkness that is the holding place of souls who are as yet ineligible to be incorporated into the New Jerusalem City of Light

whereupon when the only Light that does exist therein comes around each day, blowing the trumpet to call all souls who have tired of ill repute and the part they've played in such to come thither and be salvaged from amongst the heaving dross

perhaps you will think better of those who are down and out

yourself having become the poster child for such...

she isn't far from you, even though it may seem such

nor is she alone or fearful

to be absent from this body is to be present with the Lord

on the first day of the Millennium Age she will be returned to the earth and you shall see her yet and again

take heart, it won't be long in coming...

Thanks OP, though I'm planning on doing that, I've been left completely alone... won't be anybody's loss then lol
Sorry for your loss don't torture yourself

Religious tard apart hear reality

let's put it im a poem, I invent.

You are a self
Self, being in a body.
Able to do, able to act.
Action and all make one.

AS one, in body and soul you work and thrive
if not you suffer and linger in pain.

As self you thrive and experience.
As self you linger.

Able to be, you are.
As self you share.
Of self you share.
and of self you thrive.

a poem

Suicide is the answer if it's the answer.

Why do you value yourself according to how many people are around you or care for you? Dont you understand that YOU have an intrinsic value ..because GOD LOVES YOU

It doesnt matter if no one else does..GOD DOES

and dont think because this world is a mess He doesnt

He plans on changing things for the better..but he gave a time for us to learn and to live and to be made worthy of His Gift..he doesnt lie ..He keeps His promises ..in His own Time


Think of how silly it is to think because no one cares you arent worth anything..it is absolutely ridiculous..you must see that..they are people like you..they can be right or wrong..because they do not value you doesnt mean they are righ..it is GODS OPINION AND LOVE that counts..I hope you understand

So live to please Him ..because He does Love You

HE IS LOVE..in the full sense of the word

we have to polish ourselves to be worthy of His Love..to be one with Him

There are lots of lonely people..maybe you are one of them reading this

Many people feel alone and burdened by weight of this materialistic society where we are grilled and trained to achieve ..to be someone..

Christ was nothing..in the eyes of the world....no home..no job..no money..lived on donations..not even a tomb..had to have one given..and he too was ALONE..when he was in the olive grove..all the apostles slept instead of staying awake with Him..in his time of emotional anguish

when he was crucified..only three were at the foot of that cross

yet days before all hailed him

nothing was coincidence in his life and all contained a message

the message here is clear

YOUR WORTH IS NOT DEPENDENT ON HOW MANY LOVE YOU OR HOW MANY FRIENDS YOU HAVE OR HOW SUCCESSFUL YOU ARE

YOU HAVE WORTH BECAUSE GOD CREATED YOU

AND HE CREATED YOU AS YOU ARE:::WITH LOVE

THERE IS NOT ANYONE ELSE LIKE YOU

he knew you would be imperfect..and with many faults probably..,but his love is unconditional..he loves you anyway

he is preparing a beautiful place for you..if you polish your faults and fill with love..because he created you to love you and to be loved by you

so who cares what others feel for you or think about you?

Does your life have value because of the opinions of others or because of the love of God for YOU

He knows you from before you were born

he knows how many hairs on your head there are

he knows everything about you..because HE MADE YOU

and wanted you to be as you are..warts and wrinkles and all

he would just so love if you loved him too

and had faith and trust in His word..that he will sort things out and make everything so so beautiful

so hang on in there

he decided when you were to be born..it is His right to do so..
He created YOU

thats why it is a sin to take a Life..because God gives..and is in that Life that is given

Trust in Him..and show Him love

He will make things beautiful..but ..only God knows when, because we are not to know the time..we are to do for love without knowing when..so you have to PROVE your faith and trust in Him by being patient and NOT DOUBTING

He is NOT a liar

HE WILL DO WHAT HE HAS PROMISED

But in His time

In the meanwhile DONT let others opinion of you make you feel unworthy AT ALL

because you arent

If you are not successful in the eyes of this stupid pathetic society..remember..NEITHER WAS CHRIST

and so much wisdom is bestowed to the ones that have nothing

ever spoke to a beggar?

i have..and wow you ould be utterly amazed at their wisdom

think about it

they ahve nothing and no one

yet every day they sit at that street corner showing hope and trust that someone will come along and give them some loose change

Thats all it takes..just a little bit faith and hope..like a tiny mustard seed..to keep going on..till that day comes when He will Show His Glory to the whole world

and this ridiculous society will finally understand

Blessings

Elemental..hope you are feeling better today..Prayers for you

Bumping your thread..and your invaluable advice to others in need

probably your love is not enough to fill the loneliness, emptiness or despair of a suicide soul ...

I am so sorry OP. I hope your grief lessens quickly. I have lost many loved ones and friends and family members, but a daughter, I cannot imagine.

My heart goes out to you and yours.

Great post! Couldn't have said it better. OP, your loss is unimaginable to me (I have 5 daughters). It is good to see that you are working through it by attempting to help others.. only thing you can do really.

I just see a cat?!?

But what if you took your life NOT because you hate the world, the people or everything in it, but because you are NOT attracted to anything anymore in this world? There is nothing else that you want anymore. Nothing excites you anymore. All you could feel within you is emptiness upon emptiness. As if the whole world is ALREADY DEAD.

What if you are able to see everything for what it REALLY is? What if you have the capability to understand everything that happens around you - and that you understand EVERYTHING is part of THE BIGGEST MOVIE ever produced by the Creator HIMSELF? And that you no longer want any part of it?

And what if you took your life because after you understand ALL OF THESE, you only want ONE thing - and that is - TO FINALLY MEET YOUR CREATOR.

Is SUICIDE then, still morally wrong? And wrong to whom?

Here is a one.

Contemplate the depths of this one..

As the blurbeling booo-dangles
Converging upon the strlingly pleoospits
As gathered they to witness glimpumplings frigid testicle
Twas hanging bout three groolings down.

Thus they spoke the whrling floodumples
And thought not of their peelingdroobs from hence forth
But instead bewitched they the dringlydoopumples
As insert they the blue frozen orb.

IN finality of toolingtings bedroobel
Splattered about through the halls of the dank
Thus splitted they the blue frozen testicle
And dropped it into bleedoobles tank

I am so sorry Elemental, you were meant to make this thread and please know how helpful it is, Wildhoney your words are beautiful and amazing. I wish you all love and light. God Bless.

"The pain for all parties involved are tremendous."

sometimes, sometimes not.

All in all suicide is merely a choice. Every choice has and impact, a feedback if you will. This is life.

Do you know that you will meet him if you do?

thats the question..as Shakespeare said. in Hamlet

The Creator is also here ..everywhere..in the eyes of those that suffer..in the smiles of those that love..in all of his creation..down to the smallest blade of grass

What he made is part of Him..

he didnt make man made things..he made man

and he made nature..and animals..and all creation

he made it beautiful

and gave it for free
it is not his fault if we spend our time trying to make paper so we can buy and enjoy things he gave us for nothing..and asking nothing in return

it is us..and how we percieve life and what it is for

it takes a personal choice..to change

I appreciate your words, they didn't go to waste, thanks.

That means so much to me..thank you

Elemental..hope you are doing better today..every day that passes is one step away from the darkness of pain and towards the light of acceptance and understanding and a new beginning

Hello all, apologies, I needed time away from sadness for a few hours! Hope that you're all well & happy.
Much love xx