A Spiritual Experience that Answered as Much as it Created New Sets of Questions

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I could sure use an experience like that in my life, hehe.

An actual well-paid writer. Unbelievable. Haha.

There are lots of people having similar experiences. Lisa Renee at www.energeticsynthesis.com is the closest in detail to what happened to you.

Check out the Mel Fabregas interview she did back in 2010.

Very Happy for you sweetie!

What I'd really like to have happen is to have that intimate connection again all of the time...it's sort of waned a bit (or maybe I've just gotten used to it now). I still feel that surge of knowledge and awareness, but it's not as captivating as it once was.

There is something more to all of this that I can't put my finger on...I suppose there are other "levels" to be uncovered?

On 13 March 2013 I had an extraordinary spiritual experience. I will try and keep it brief so it's readable.

I had a spontaneous Sahasrara Awakening. It was incredible. I literally saw a light in the upper-left portion of my peripheral vision that I couldn't discover the source of. It remained for three days.

Previous to this experience I was a die-hard Christian. Typical GOP member, etc. This put into question every single thing I'd ever learned in my lifetime. It was nothing like anything I'd ever been taught...and it confirmed things that seemed to contradict a lifetime of searching with actual answers.

During that 3-day period I was in a state of mind where it seemed like I was "spiritually downloading" information and my life's purpose. Everything became very apparent whenever I would read a subject or really involve myself in anything. I saw life completely differently - managing to incorporate Buddhist beliefs into my life rather quickly, even though I'd only roughly scanned the subjects during my 30+ years. I instantly KNEW everything that was meaningful to me spiritually (and even tangibly). I saw the "game" of life...and that the majority of us were pawns to different paradigms - i.e. religious, political, and social. I believe it was Enlightenment...the Awakening...

It wasn't anything I was searching out, but it was preceded by a tremendous life upheaval and change in everything from the top-down in my life. In February I felt this pressing desire to leave my job, my wife, and my home and pursue my destiny. Little did I know that it would lead to such a thing...

And slowly, over the past 6 months, it's as if all of the things that I'd only dreamed about my entire life are suddenly coming to me without any effort whatsoever. It's almost as if I just waggle my finger a little bit and the spells cast themselves...

Where it's been confusing is it has almost completely eliminated my need for anything beyond this experience. I'm in a position where I'm not sure about the existence of deity beyond a superconscious Creator...it has even put into question the idea of Jesus, which is, in some ways, hard to abandon...I'm not sure if/how that part of the "story" fits in any more. It always made sense to me previous to this, but now I'm wondering if this is just the goal of every living being - to abandon the things we WANT to be true, for the things that really are true.

It's been this tidal wave of realization and perception. I've never felt closer, and yet farther, from KNOWING. Has anyone else ever had this happen? I know I'm going to get some vitriol here, but I'm prepared for it...as I've already gone the rounds with some family members who can't even comprehend what's occurred and who cling to their own ideologies so tightly that one would be lucky to pry them from their cold, dead hands. ;)

Thanks for responding. I have a busy day today, but I'll do my best to keep the conversation going if it starts up...

so this new religion is all about you and your wants, forget the wife and kids, ok, sounds good. You're having a mid-life crisis. Satan has desired to sift you like wheat and God lets him.
Buddhism teaches, that in the end, you are God and you will sit on a lotus flower for eternity and contemplate your wonderfulness, what a treat awaits you

So you were a milk Christian

Heb 5:12 For when for the time ye ought to be teachers, ye have need that one teach you again which be the first principles of the oracles of God; and are become such as have need of milk, and not of strong meat.
Heb 5:13 For every one that useth milk is unskilful in the word of righteousness: for he is a babe.
Heb 5:14 But strong meat belongeth to them that are of full age, even those who by reason of use have their senses exercised to discern both good and evil.

that got deceived by the satanic new age? You're not the first and probably not the last. Charmismania and New age are very close to each other so I guess it's easy for people to get suckered in.

Watch all the the parts (10 parts) of this:

and this guy:


then you can read this book (free):
The God of End Time Mysticism
[link to www.wayoflife.org]
and this one:
[link to www.wayoflife.org]
and this:
[link to www.wayoflife.org]

We shall see what happens. Either go full retard or you might actually find Jesus in the correct way this time:
[link to biblebelievers.com]

I'm thankful for all the negs I'm getting to my Karma. Thank you! :) Just further proves my point that religious people are lower-frequency beings...

They'll beat their chests and claim that ________ is the CHOSEN ONE, but they'll completely ignore their own faith by attempting to remove motes while ignoring the beams in their own eye.

so this new religion is all about you and your wants, forget the wife and kids, ok, sounds good. You're having a mid-life crisis. Satan has desired to sift you like wheat and God lets him.
Buddhism teaches, that in the end, you are God and you will sit on a lotus flower for eternity and contemplate your wonderfulness, what a treat awaits you

On 13 March 2013 I had an extraordinary spiritual experience. I will try and keep it brief so it's readable.

I had a spontaneous Sahasrara Awakening. It was incredible. I literally saw a light in the upper-left portion of my peripheral vision that I couldn't discover the source of. It remained for three days.

Previous to this experience I was a die-hard Christian. Typical GOP member, etc. This put into question every single thing I'd ever learned in my lifetime. It was nothing like anything I'd ever been taught...and it confirmed things that seemed to contradict a lifetime of searching with actual answers.

During that 3-day period I was in a state of mind where it seemed like I was "spiritually downloading" information and my life's purpose. Everything became very apparent whenever I would read a subject or really involve myself in anything. I saw life completely differently - managing to incorporate Buddhist beliefs into my life rather quickly, even though I'd only roughly scanned the subjects during my 30+ years. I instantly KNEW everything that was meaningful to me spiritually (and even tangibly). I saw the "game" of life...and that the majority of us were pawns to different paradigms - i.e. religious, political, and social. I believe it was Enlightenment...the Awakening...

It wasn't anything I was searching out, but it was preceded by a tremendous life upheaval and change in everything from the top-down in my life. In February I felt this pressing desire to leave my job, my wife, and my home and pursue my destiny. Little did I know that it would lead to such a thing...

And slowly, over the past 6 months, it's as if all of the things that I'd only dreamed about my entire life are suddenly coming to me without any effort whatsoever. It's almost as if I just waggle my finger a little bit and the spells cast themselves...

Where it's been confusing is it has almost completely eliminated my need for anything beyond this experience. I'm in a position where I'm not sure about the existence of deity beyond a superconscious Creator...it has even put into question the idea of Jesus, which is, in some ways, hard to abandon...I'm not sure if/how that part of the "story" fits in any more. It always made sense to me previous to this, but now I'm wondering if this is just the goal of every living being - to abandon the things we WANT to be true, for the things that really are true.

It's been this tidal wave of realization and perception. I've never felt closer, and yet farther, from KNOWING. Has anyone else ever had this happen? I know I'm going to get some vitriol here, but I'm prepared for it...as I've already gone the rounds with some family members who can't even comprehend what's occurred and who cling to their own ideologies so tightly that one would be lucky to pry them from their cold, dead hands. ;)

Thanks for responding. I have a busy day today, but I'll do my best to keep the conversation going if it starts up...

Then you can actually look back at Christianity and the Scriptures and realize there is a lot more to them than the surface layers, its the Tao and the transformation of the person from a son/daughter of man to the a son/daugher of God, awakening on the right frequency.

For some reason this site blocks an incredibly good source, that takes these metaphors and explains it clearly.

Its called the Spirit of Scripture, you have to google it for some nazi's here blocked it at least when I try to post the links, which is unbelievable.

That is where Spirit led me and real understanding of what is under the hood shines. But then you also have to wonder, did those who write these metaphors, mean for them to become an outer religion, and thus are responsible for misleading people, and not truly living what they have written, OR were these writings hijacked and made into a religion, something they were not meant to become.