Dear fucktards that believe they run this world, I've lost everything, there's nothing you can take from me anymore

You need a hug?

They haven't taken your health yet?

Giv'm time.

Jesus died to save you. You've lost much, but there is much to be gained if you give your life to Him.

hope is the one thing nobody can take from you until you're dead

nope, my health is gone too, im half of what I used to be- between the trauma and the crap food I eat- regardless of 'organic' titles, they've taken that too

all I have left is my anger, which apparently is a pretty strong driving force

i''ll take as many down of them with me as I can

Hebrews 8:
10“FOR THIS IS THE COVENANT THAT I WILL MAKE WITH THE HOUSE OF ISRAEL
AFTER THOSE DAYS, SAYS THE LORD:
I WILL PUT MY LAWS INTO THEIR MINDS,
AND I WILL WRITE THEM ON THEIR HEARTS.
AND I WILL BE THEIR GOD,
AND THEY SHALL BE MY PEOPLE.

11“AND THEY SHALL NOT TEACH EVERYONE HIS FELLOW CITIZEN,
AND EVERYONE HIS BROTHER, SAYING, ‘KNOW THE LORD,’
FOR ALL WILL KNOW ME,
FROM THE LEAST TO THE GREATEST OF THEM.

12“FOR I WILL BE MERCIFUL TO THEIR INIQUITIES,
AND I WILL REMEMBER THEIR SINS NO MORE.”

I hear you.I still have a little left but not for long!!!!!!!!

lulz @ the god crap

I believed in that for the first 29 years of my life, only to realize that a truly loving god would not allow the horrors that occur here on earth.

seeing your own family raped and murdered, doesn't help anyones soul ever.

ive read that bible front to back a million times....

theres more truth in the satanic bible, which by the way, doesn't even believe in the devil....

just sayin

book of job; sometimes God fucks shit up just to prove a point. Satan teases him into doing it though.


Brian Warner found lucifer at the bottom of tartarus; but the thing is most people don't get, lucifer is the angel of light, he is not satan. That's the funny thing.



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you are not alone

You gonna get a visit talking like that.Good luck brother,it will get better.

I don't believe that you are correct in that statement. It is possible to take hope away from a person. They might die an emotional death then, but they continue to live, just with nothing left in their heart.

you are correct my friend, they can take your hope, by taking everything that means something to you-

they can take your happiness, your peace, your love, everything

and all that remains is a dark void filled with anger and hatred

Orphaned land do a good job at walking the line. Here's a few more of my favourites by then which I think you can relate to if you want to give them a listen. They helped me through some very very rough times when I was struggling with faith crisis.

I think this one you will enjoy very much:


I dated a girl who was raped when she was younger. It put me through hell and back dealing with her, because I loved her with all my heart and tried to do everything to make that relationship work, but she was very mentally scarred by her past, and was a pathological liar because of it (not saying you are, but I understand the emotional trauma). I ended up getting my heart ripped out, but I was the first guy who was able to show her how to trust men again. So in the end I didn't mind getting hurt to help her.


Since you honestly poured your heart out, I'll take a more serious tone in my writing now. We can't change our pasts, and whatever doesn't kill you, is going to leave a scar; and it will make you stronger if you can get over it as cliche as that sounds.

I am 100% willing to friend and actually listen to you if you ever want to talk (shoot me a pm, talk on facebook, skype, whatever) because I really meant it when I said I am an excellent listener. I try to understand where everyone comes from, and try to understand the things they are going through even if I can't completely relate; sometimes it's nice to have someone just sit there and listen to you vent, with total compassion and lack of judgment. I would never judge you, I can promise you that.





It sounds like this one is where you are at in your life right now:


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Pfft, money, family, friends, all meaningless in the first place.

they cant take this from me though- one of the only things left that makes me feel anything

Never give up, never give in it may take time but in the end we win

I hate clichés, I have over used the shit out of them, having always been the strong one that people rely on, for advice, wisdom and strength- you can use em till youre blue in the face, just the way I always did- and in the end, no matter how positive, or loving of an attitude you may have- the rug will still be snatched from beneath you.....

Though I do agree, its nice to have someone who understands, I just don't think its possible for me to even begin to articulate the devastation i'm feeling, let alone be open to some sort of comfort at this point- im angry, im fucking livid....I've been a good person, I've done everything right, I've overcome so many obstacles, and statistics that I should've been- and still in the end, i'm left with nothing- you cannot win in this world, unless you sell your soul, trade it in, exchange it, whatever way you wanna put it-

I don't have pm's here, as I refuse to sign up- but I do have [email protected]

feel free to come at me-

I'm spinnin my wheels here trying to gain some traction

You're posting.
On your computer I assume. Are you posting from home?
You have power & internet services, so you have some source of income.

Toughen up. Seriously. I'm not being a troll.
Everyone goes threw hard times. To get over them, you just work threw it. Killing people who piss you off or suicide, is the pussy way out.

It's only after we've lost everything that we're free to do anything.

Tyler Durden, Fight Club

power sources and internet are now the life source?


pssh please

I can, will, and have done without them- with fucking ease...and happiness, the best things in this life are free- and def are not paid services

I appreciate your armchair psychology, and am willing to bet you've never experienced true and whole devastation- not to mention survive it, without fucking posting it on facebook looking for sympathy....

this is about a revolution, it's about taking back what belongs to us- not about internet or power services,

its about finding strength you never believed you had, and fighting back- for standing up for what you know is right

you are in fact trolling- you sit there in your comfy little computer chair pretending like you have a clue, when really your biggest problem is who will get evicted from big brother tonight , and secondly who the fuck ate your dorritos.....

true empathy would never illicit a response like yours.

so to you, I say- live it up fucker, your time is coming

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS-

THIS^^^

THANK YOU FOR THE REMINDER OF INFINTE WISDOM.....

*HIGH FIVE*

YOURE BEYOND CORRECT ON THIS ONE

I used to hate cliches soooo sooo sooo much as well; especially when people never explained them. It's the worst when someone just spits something out, and then they don't bother to explain the reasoning behind it. It' only proves that they themselves, didn't actually understand what they were talking about, and were only mimicking the words of someone else (fucking annoying I know right?).

What I mean by what doesn't kill you makes you stronger is that, it gives you more tools in order to understand other people. It sucks, it sucks so fucking hard getting shit on by life; but sometimes we get shit on by life so we can help other people _not_ get shit on by life. You sound like you have a strong desire to be a good person, you have a lot of love in you to give; it's just your dark-half is taking over right now. Which is completely and utterly normal, and fine. Those who do "Good" have an equally dark half inside their mind. Your white only ever balances out with your black. If you have a lot of potential for anger, evil, darkness; you have an equal potential for love, good, and light. It's all a matter of perspective.

You basically have two options when life comes crashing down on you. You can give up your hope and have everything continue crumble around you, or you can start building a new foundation on everything you learned. I have incredibly incredibly dark thoughts, but I learned how to focus them; how to use my anger to only target people who really deserve it (but only with words). You have a TON of passion, it's a fire burning inside of you, it's just a matter of spreading that fire in the right ways. People respond to passion, you could get people fired up on all the right things if you figured out how to.

You can only look for answers within yourself though, you can't get them from other people; you can still find your inner-vision and do something with it. It's never too late. A book I read which changed my life was: If you meet buddha on the road, KILL HIM. It illustrated the whole searching yourself for answers things.

The questions never ever change; we've been asking ourselves the same questions since the dawn of time. The answers are always changing though, and everyone is looking for them.

Trust those who seek the truth, doubt those who claim to have found it.

If you can find the book, I'd really really recommend reading it.

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Glad I could help.

That movie speaks to me. Its online again streamed free if you do a search.

HIGH FIVE back at ya.

No matter how beautiful a woman may be, when I see that she gives her total undivided attention to her animals, I run the other way-you will not be the best friend...lol

well thankfully- on behalf of all women, you're not the be all- to end all of anything whatsoever-

I have no fucking clue what you're talking about, nor do I care- however I do wonder what retarded thought crossed your brain to posess you to post something like that.,...

however, I have bigger issues, so its no more than a passing thought

I'm with you OP!

email please, i'd like to talk to you- privately, I appreciate where you're coming from:)

Roger that!

Another thing you still have is GLP.

Rock on bro, we here for ya.