I admire you are able live in those circumstances. I could not do it. I find it also commenavle you seem to worry more avout others than yourself.

I think is a total lack of persoanl freedom. Its a way of bossing around defenseless people who are dependent. The rules are insane. To look in your drawers and invade your private space. That is the USA? The supposedly land of freedom. You would be better of in the dutch prison which I heard is very comfie,

I really find the comments about tax money laughable I myself have worked 22 years and paid taxes for 22 years. So if Some day I am in the bad situation you are in I am not using anyones money but my own. We pay 52 percent income tax here. It can happen to us all.

We all contribute to the taxes. The reason - should be - that taxes are paid is for the people and the country. Not to give away to warmongers and expensive trips on holiday. As a society we chose to take care of our ederly and disabled, and yes also the unemployed. We all can have bad luck. This should be done with integrity and dignity. We are supposed to be civilesed and take care of eachother.

Btw your picture looks really nice and reflects you are a caring person so am sure you deserved your subcriptiom gift.

I hope and wish your situation changes for your in positive ways. Keep charging on ahead.