Earth420
User ID: 60029396 United States 07/12/2014 03:56 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: Earthquake Thread ~ Always Updated*5.5 Panama*5.5 Loyalty Islands*5.4 Tonga*5.4 Japan*5.3 Philippines*5.2 Kermadec Islands*5.1 Easter Island Wow Earth! What a story! I am so happy you both will be together again. Love conquers all! Quoting: SkinnyChic Love to Mother Earth Always |
SkinnyChic
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 55296602 United States 07/12/2014 04:13 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: Earthquake Thread ~ Always Updated*5.5 Panama*5.5 Loyalty Islands*5.4 Tonga*5.4 Japan*5.3 Philippines*5.2 Kermadec Islands*5.1 Easter Island Took a pic of the moon. Hopefully once approved you can see it well enough!
Quoting: whiteangel :moon071214: Quoting: whiteangel That's what I saw ha ha Quoting: Earth420 Nice pic. beautiful sky and trees. I hope your feeling good. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 55296602 United States 07/12/2014 04:16 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: Earthquake Thread ~ Always Updated*5.5 Panama*5.5 Loyalty Islands*5.4 Tonga*5.4 Japan*5.3 Philippines*5.2 Kermadec Islands*5.1 Easter Island Ok, I shall do this now... this is part of my human experience, and it’s all just coming full circle... if anyone can relate to me in anyway maybe it could help someone...
I'm going back to So Cal to live with my ex-boyfriend from 16 years ago. How does something like that happen? I was 19 years old, and he was my student (I was a teacher’s assistant, I wanted to be a teacher.) He was 17. We were instantly driven towards each other, no matter how hard we tried not to. He was punk rock, and I went to his practices and him singing was just like angels singing to me, I swear it! ha ha
I eventually lost my job, but I didn’t care I was SO in love. I could not stay away from him!
Well, his parents did not approve of our relationship, and proceeded to send him to Czech Republic to a behavior modification program that was part of WWASP... I only knew they had sent him to the Czech Republic, they said he was going to stay with family and go to school... I was devastated and shocked. I was at the HEIGHT of being in love with someone, and he was now ripped away from me... This is where my psychotic break occurred... where my bipolar now turned into schizoaffective disorder bipolar type. I was broken. Dealing with this, and the schizophrenic symptoms’ I was having, waiting on anything from him, a letter something... I had to run... had to numb myself... had to forget the euphoric feeling of love and joy that I felt with him... It was so painful that every day without him just killed something more inside of me. I at this point wasn't treated in my mental illness, nor would I really get a handle on it till I turned to marijuana completely (this past year) and have had much success with it.
I had no idea he was like in a prison. But atleast in prison you can write and call! He could do nothing to contact me, but I had no idea…
I got pregnant, but was saved by that at that point as my spiral into drugs, sex and alcohol infused me beyond even what I can even now remember about it. I can’t remember things now. Fast forward 16 years. I’m divorced and had been sick for 2 years, and was living in a state of precancer with no hope of Idaho helping me with the surgery I needed… this changed me immensely. Buddhism came through for me. And every procedure, test or anything… I told myself if I could get through this, and keep going, and I beat this I would go see him one more time. I had the opportunity to move with family to Colorado and right before my surgery I met back up with him on FB. Man, when I think about it I just get so happy that I eventually took the trip back home to see him, and my family too! So amazing! Nothing had changed, that love was still there… it is timeless! Leaving was hard… but then now, I’m moving there at the end of this month, I’ll be with him and my family. And be back home, where I belong! Oh, I’m not very detailed if you can’t tell ha ha but he is the opposite. His mind and memories and attention to details are such a gift! He will be writing a book…
What makes me sad is the fact that I have lost complete memories of him… that something was so painful that even good memories became a source of such great a pain… I had to block to the point of forgetting. He thinks they might come back to me. I just don’t know. But I am looking forward to every memory I can with him now, and I will never take a moment in time with him for granted. He doesn’t fill a void; he completes me!
Love is all that matters!
Quoting: Earth420 Beautiful and God Bless you all. Great! Life is for living. |
Earth420
User ID: 60029396 United States 07/12/2014 04:17 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: Earthquake Thread ~ Always Updated*5.5 Panama*5.5 Loyalty Islands*5.4 Tonga*5.4 Japan*5.3 Philippines*5.2 Kermadec Islands*5.1 Easter Island Took a pic of the moon. Hopefully once approved you can see it well enough!
Quoting: whiteangel :moon071214: Quoting: whiteangel That's what I saw ha ha Quoting: Earth420 Nice pic. beautiful sky and trees. I hope your feeling good. Quoting: finley I think I'm just so in awe of life right now :) Love to Mother Earth Always |
Earth420
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Earth420
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 55296602 United States 07/12/2014 04:52 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: Earthquake Thread ~ Always Updated*5.5 Panama*5.5 Loyalty Islands*5.4 Tonga*5.4 Japan*5.3 Philippines*5.2 Kermadec Islands*5.1 Easter Island Finley Quoting: Earth420 I do feel in awe of life too. |
Lekker
User ID: 36374720 South Africa 07/12/2014 05:14 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: Earthquake Thread ~ Always Updated*5.5 Panama*5.5 Loyalty Islands*5.4 Tonga*5.4 Japan*5.3 Philippines*5.2 Kermadec Islands*5.1 Easter Island Ok, I shall do this now... this is part of my human experience, and it’s all just coming full circle... if anyone can relate to me in anyway maybe it could help someone...
I'm going back to So Cal to live with my ex-boyfriend from 16 years ago. How does something like that happen? I was 19 years old, and he was my student (I was a teacher’s assistant, I wanted to be a teacher.) He was 17. We were instantly driven towards each other, no matter how hard we tried not to. He was punk rock, and I went to his practices and him singing was just like angels singing to me, I swear it! ha ha
I eventually lost my job, but I didn’t care I was SO in love. I could not stay away from him!
Well, his parents did not approve of our relationship, and proceeded to send him to Czech Republic to a behavior modification program that was part of WWASP... I only knew they had sent him to the Czech Republic, they said he was going to stay with family and go to school... I was devastated and shocked. I was at the HEIGHT of being in love with someone, and he was now ripped away from me... This is where my psychotic break occurred... where my bipolar now turned into schizoaffective disorder bipolar type. I was broken. Dealing with this, and the schizophrenic symptoms’ I was having, waiting on anything from him, a letter something... I had to run... had to numb myself... had to forget the euphoric feeling of love and joy that I felt with him... It was so painful that every day without him just killed something more inside of me. I at this point wasn't treated in my mental illness, nor would I really get a handle on it till I turned to marijuana completely (this past year) and have had much success with it.
I had no idea he was like in a prison. But atleast in prison you can write and call! He could do nothing to contact me, but I had no idea…
I got pregnant, but was saved by that at that point as my spiral into drugs, sex and alcohol infused me beyond even what I can even now remember about it. I can’t remember things now. Fast forward 16 years. I’m divorced and had been sick for 2 years, and was living in a state of precancer with no hope of Idaho helping me with the surgery I needed… this changed me immensely. Buddhism came through for me. And every procedure, test or anything… I told myself if I could get through this, and keep going, and I beat this I would go see him one more time. I had the opportunity to move with family to Colorado and right before my surgery I met back up with him on FB. Man, when I think about it I just get so happy that I eventually took the trip back home to see him, and my family too! So amazing! Nothing had changed, that love was still there… it is timeless! Leaving was hard… but then now, I’m moving there at the end of this month, I’ll be with him and my family. And be back home, where I belong! Oh, I’m not very detailed if you can’t tell ha ha but he is the opposite. His mind and memories and attention to details are such a gift! He will be writing a book…
What makes me sad is the fact that I have lost complete memories of him… that something was so painful that even good memories became a source of such great a pain… I had to block to the point of forgetting. He thinks they might come back to me. I just don’t know. But I am looking forward to every memory I can with him now, and I will never take a moment in time with him for granted. He doesn’t fill a void; he completes me!
Love is all that matters!
Quoting: Earth420 Shoooo! To love.... 33 I LOVE CATS AND SOME PEOPLE. |
Simple27
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Quoting: Simple27 No doubt, right! ha ha Quoting: Earth420 Although I love having you here late night, because you never get to play (minus that one recent time) with "after 1:00am Simple27," I know it is far from normal for you to be posting right now. P.S. I am truly SOOOOO happy for you! You deserve all of it. And I know he must be amazing if you love him, so I'm happy for him too. He got a good girl. A lady. A true friend. A positively beautiful soul. He better never hurt you! ;-) Quoting: Simple27 I've come on here early a few times, with no so good results :( Can't tell if its EQs I'm a feeling, or the moon... Thanks SO much for your kind words, Sister! Love is ALL that matters! And I love you too, and look forward to keepin on with you through these times! Quoting: Earth420 I love you to pieces Earth! I got some great moon shots! Heading home from the beach now. I'll post them soon! ~*Ride the Wave*~ |
Earth420
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Earth420
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Lekker
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Hi Lekker!
Quoting: Earth420 All you beautiful souls trapped in bodies 33 I LOVE CATS AND SOME PEOPLE. |
Earth420
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Earth420
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Hi Lekker!
Quoting: Earth420 All you beautiful souls trapped in bodies Quoting: Lekker Love to Mother Earth Always |
Simple27
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Ok, I shall do this now... this is part of my human experience, and it’s all just coming full circle... if anyone can relate to me in anyway maybe it could help someone...
I'm going back to So Cal to live with my ex-boyfriend from 16 years ago. How does something like that happen? I was 19 years old, and he was my student (I was a teacher’s assistant, I wanted to be a teacher.) He was 17. We were instantly driven towards each other, no matter how hard we tried not to. He was punk rock, and I went to his practices and him singing was just like angels singing to me, I swear it! ha ha
I eventually lost my job, but I didn’t care I was SO in love. I could not stay away from him!
Well, his parents did not approve of our relationship, and proceeded to send him to Czech Republic to a behavior modification program that was part of WWASP... I only knew they had sent him to the Czech Republic, they said he was going to stay with family and go to school... I was devastated and shocked. I was at the HEIGHT of being in love with someone, and he was now ripped away from me... This is where my psychotic break occurred... where my bipolar now turned into schizoaffective disorder bipolar type. I was broken. Dealing with this, and the schizophrenic symptoms’ I was having, waiting on anything from him, a letter something... I had to run... had to numb myself... had to forget the euphoric feeling of love and joy that I felt with him... It was so painful that every day without him just killed something more inside of me. I at this point wasn't treated in my mental illness, nor would I really get a handle on it till I turned to marijuana completely (this past year) and have had much success with it.
I had no idea he was like in a prison. But atleast in prison you can write and call! He could do nothing to contact me, but I had no idea…
I got pregnant, but was saved by that at that point as my spiral into drugs, sex and alcohol infused me beyond even what I can even now remember about it. I can’t remember things now. Fast forward 16 years. I’m divorced and had been sick for 2 years, and was living in a state of precancer with no hope of Idaho helping me with the surgery I needed… this changed me immensely. Buddhism came through for me. And every procedure, test or anything… I told myself if I could get through this, and keep going, and I beat this I would go see him one more time. I had the opportunity to move with family to Colorado and right before my surgery I met back up with him on FB. Man, when I think about it I just get so happy that I eventually took the trip back home to see him, and my family too! So amazing! Nothing had changed, that love was still there… it is timeless! Leaving was hard… but then now, I’m moving there at the end of this month, I’ll be with him and my family. And be back home, where I belong! Oh, I’m not very detailed if you can’t tell ha ha but he is the opposite. His mind and memories and attention to details are such a gift! He will be writing a book…
What makes me sad is the fact that I have lost complete memories of him… that something was so painful that even good memories became a source of such great a pain… I had to block to the point of forgetting. He thinks they might come back to me. I just don’t know. But I am looking forward to every memory I can with him now, and I will never take a moment in time with him for granted. He doesn’t fill a void; he completes me!
Love is all that matters!
Quoting: Earth420 I hope you know that when I tell you I love you, I mean it. I just had to say that first.... Omg, I friggin LOVE YOU!! And I love your love story and I am so excited for you because I know how happy and excited you are! I didn't know the history behind it and I thank you for sharing such a personal, beautiful, sad, but ultimately happy again story! I know all too well about that bolded part. I have used blocking as a defense mechanism for many years now and have also lost a lot of wonderful memories along with the bad. The good news darling is that you get another opportunity to create even more memories together! :s27heart7: ~*Ride the Wave*~ |
Earth420
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Simple27
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Earth420
User ID: 60029396 United States 07/12/2014 06:46 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: Earthquake Thread ~ Always Updated*5.5 Panama*5.5 Loyalty Islands*5.4 Tonga*5.4 Japan*5.3 Philippines*5.2 Kermadec Islands*5.1 Easter Island Nice pics Simple! Were gonna have more of these supermoons ;) Love to Mother Earth Always |
Sir Tim The-Not-Quite-So-Brave
User ID: 54925840 United Kingdom 07/12/2014 07:07 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: Earthquake Thread ~ Always Updated*5.5 Panama*5.5 Loyalty Islands*5.4 Tonga*5.4 Japan*5.3 Philippines*5.2 Kermadec Islands*5.1 Easter Island Awww Earth!!! I just read that post of yours and wowwwww! It just goes to show that good things come to those who wait and in your case, the love you have for each other was truly meant to be eternal. |
Earth420
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Awww Earth!!! I just read that post of yours and wowwwww! It just goes to show that good things come to those who wait and in your case, the love you have for each other was truly meant to be eternal. Quoting: Sir Tim The-Not-Quite-So-Brave Hi Sir Tim! Love to Mother Earth Always |
Earth420
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Earth420
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Earth420
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Earth420
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Earth420
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Earth420
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Earth420
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AKObserver
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Sir Tim The-Not-Quite-So-Brave
User ID: 54925840 United Kingdom 07/12/2014 09:13 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: Earthquake Thread ~ Always Updated*5.5 Panama*5.5 Loyalty Islands*5.4 Tonga*5.4 Japan*5.3 Philippines*5.2 Kermadec Islands*5.1 Easter Island just woke up but going back to bed way too early! My ears are hissing loudly. Saw this Rare, spectacular noctilucent clouds were visible over southwestern England last night [ link to twitter.com (secure)] Quoting: AKObserver |