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Earthquake Alert~Always Updated*6.4 Indonesia*5.1 Vanuatu*5.0 Molucca Sea ~ Pg 13612

 
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Region KEP. MENTAWAI REGION, INDONESIA

Date time 2020-05-22 22:36:55.2 UTC
Location 2.53 S ; 99.52 E
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Date time 2020-05-22 22:53:15.0 UTC
Location 19.96 N ; 71.28 W
Depth 23 km
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Region KEPULAUAN BABAR, INDONESIA

Date time 2020-05-23 00:13:41.3 UTC
Location 7.25 S ; 129.07 E
Depth 149 km
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Region BALI REGION, INDONESIA
Date time 2020-05-23 00:35:02.0 UTC
Location 8.96 S ; 115.48 E
Depth 81 km
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Region JUJUY, ARGENTINA
Date time 2020-05-23 00:54:56.0 UTC
Location 23.98 S ; 66.89 W
Depth 216 km
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Re: Earthquake Alert~Always Updated*6.4 Indonesia*5.1 Vanuatu*5.0 Molucca Sea ~ Pg 13612
According to Quakefeed app, ever since the Indonesia 5.3 at 8:13pm ET, ... Alum Rock (and surrounding area), CA has been doing low 2.0s. 6 of them thus far. Weird. Tonopah, NV stopped and Alum Rock, CA starts up. Hmmm.
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According to Quakefeed app, ever since the Indonesia 5.3 at 8:13pm ET, ... Alum Rock (and surrounding area), CA has been doing low 2.0s. 6 of them thus far. Weird. Tonopah, NV stopped and Alum Rock, CA starts up. Hmmm.
 Quoting: OnTheFence


Yes, I noticed that! They were all small so I didnt post them, although I thought about it because that sudden, little swarm was clear. Interesting about the timing w/Indonesia, I didn't think much of that.

ETA: I decided to post 'em

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Magnitude 3.3
Region JAVA, INDONESIA
Date time 2020-05-23 01:04:46.0 UTC
Location 8.41 S ; 112.48 E
Depth 100 km
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Magnitude 2.0
Region NORTHERN CALIFORNIA
Date time 2020-05-22 23:50:01.6 UTC
Location 37.35 N ; 121.71 W
Depth 8 km
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Magnitude 2.3
Region NORTHERN CALIFORNIA
Date time 2020-05-23 00:14:45.9 UTC
Location 37.35 N ; 121.71 W
Depth 8 km
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Magnitude 2.2
Region NORTHERN CALIFORNIA
Date time 2020-05-23 00:22:38.1 UTC
Location 37.35 N ; 121.71 W
Depth 8 km
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Magnitude 2.4
Region NORTHERN CALIFORNIA
Date time 2020-05-23 00:36:40.8 UTC
Location 37.35 N ; 121.71 W
Depth 8 km
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Magnitude 2.4
Region NORTHERN CALIFORNIA
Date time 2020-05-23 00:37:43.0 UTC
Location 37.34 N ; 121.70 W
Depth 8 km
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Magnitude 2.4
Region CENTRAL CALIFORNIA
Date time 2020-05-23 00:55:16.2 UTC
Location 36.61 N ; 121.17 W
Depth 6 km
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Re: Earthquake Alert~Always Updated*6.4 Indonesia*5.1 Vanuatu*5.0 Molucca Sea ~ Pg 13612
Nasty little electrical storm just plowed through...killed our power for a couple of minutes.

Steady lightning; it was great. We haven't had one like that for a while.

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Nasty little electrical storm just plowed through...killed our power for a couple of minutes.

Steady lightning; it was great. We haven't had one like that for a while.

rockon
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Good times when there's no damage!!
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6.1 off the Baja


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Soon........
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 76080200


GREETINGS GANG FROM YET ANOTHER 'HOTEL LOBBY'..UH, HOW CLOSE WAS THIS TO THE 10:38 EXACT NEW MOON TIME? AND I CAN BACK CROSS CHECK WITH THE SAN DIEGO TIDES TIMES. MORE LATER AND ENJOY THE FRIDAY DRINKING...I UH, STARTED EARLY..UH, HAD A NICE NAP-E-POO AND A NICE 'POO' TOO...BUT, I DIGRESS.
OH, GOOD WEED AS WELL. I'LL CHIME IN LATER. ALSO, THOSE VERY DEEP DOMINICAN REPUBLIC QUAKES ARE SCARY! CAPT. CAPS!
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Nasty little electrical storm just plowed through...killed our power for a couple of minutes.

Steady lightning; it was great. We haven't had one like that for a while.

rockon
 Quoting: mistersplinter


Good times when there's no damage!!
 Quoting: bigD111


I should've whipped out the camera for the light show!

I never think about recording until afterward..lol.
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Re: Earthquake Alert~Always Updated*6.4 Indonesia*5.1 Vanuatu*5.0 Molucca Sea ~ Pg 13612
Nasty little electrical storm just plowed through...killed our power for a couple of minutes.

Steady lightning; it was great. We haven't had one like that for a while.

rockon
 Quoting: mistersplinter


Good times when there's no damage!!
 Quoting: bigD111


hesright
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glassesoff

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Soon........
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 76080200


GREETINGS GANG FROM YET ANOTHER 'HOTEL LOBBY'..UH, HOW CLOSE WAS THIS TO THE 10:38 EXACT NEW MOON TIME? AND I CAN BACK CROSS CHECK WITH THE SAN DIEGO TIDES TIMES. MORE LATER AND ENJOY THE FRIDAY DRINKING...I UH, STARTED EARLY..UH, HAD A NICE NAP-E-POO AND A NICE 'POO' TOO...BUT, I DIGRESS.
OH, GOOD WEED AS WELL. I'LL CHIME IN LATER. ALSO, THOSE VERY DEEP DOMINICAN REPUBLIC QUAKES ARE SCARY! CAPT. CAPS!
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Sounds like a good day

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Magnitude 3.0
Region ANTOFAGASTA, CHILE
Date time 2020-05-23 01:10:51.0 UTC
Location 24.13 S ; 67.61 W
Depth 222 km
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Date time 2020-05-23 02:01:19.0 UTC
Location 19.58 N ; 71.10 W
Depth 17 km
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Date time 2020-05-23 02:10:28.2 UTC
Location 15.54 N ; 121.69 E
Depth 60 km
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Region VANCOUVER ISLAND, CANADA REGION

Date time 2020-05-23 02:14:52.3 UTC
Location 50.41 N ; 129.37 W
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EDIT: UPGRADED TO 5.2

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Date time 2020-05-23 02:18:44.4 UTC
Location 37.35 N ; 121.71 W
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Re: Earthquake Alert~Always Updated*6.4 Indonesia*5.1 Vanuatu*5.0 Molucca Sea ~ Pg 13612
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AREA 51!

5000 quakes in 7 days...

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AREA 51.5 HA HA...
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And Nevada continues to shit the bed...

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1 I KNOW THAT U R A MAN OF SCIENCE.

2 SO, YOU MUST HAVE 'NO DOUBT' THAT 'MY' DEPARTURE FROM NEVAD-UH IS THE REASON FOR THIS.....
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THAT EASTERN KENTUCKY QUAKE IS NOT FAR FROM THE FAULT-TRIBUTARY THAT GOES DIRECTLY UNDERNEATH 'RUPP ARENA' IN LEXINGTON. 3KM IS 'WEIRD'.
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Magnitude 3.4
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Date time 2020-05-23 02:33:36.0 UTC
Location 24.20 S ; 67.21 W
Depth 184 km
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Location 26.10 N ; 126.90 E
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@PhysicsAndAstr1

Momma leopard with her cub.

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I love that :)

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Re: Earthquake Alert~Always Updated*6.4 Indonesia*5.1 Vanuatu*5.0 Molucca Sea ~ Pg 13612
Nasty little electrical storm just plowed through...killed our power for a couple of minutes.

Steady lightning; it was great. We haven't had one like that for a while.

rockon
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Good times when there's no damage!!
 Quoting: bigD111


I should've whipped out the camera for the light show!

I never think about recording until afterward..lol.
 Quoting: mistersplinter


Seems like it's always the case!
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Re: Earthquake Alert~Always Updated*6.4 Indonesia*5.1 Vanuatu*5.0 Molucca Sea ~ Pg 13612
Just got back home a little while ago from bringing nanny to get tested again. She's not sick or showing symptoms, just making sure she hasn't gotten it since my aunt lives there. I pray she is still negative. She got the same test as before. The one that they jam the stick up into your brain. She said it hurt this time. Last time she took it like a champ. No flinching or anything. I was holding her hand this time and she jumped when they did it.

My aunt is also gonna be retested (a third time for her). She's waiting to hear back from her doctor to find out when she can go. Her doctor said that it's possible the virus is still inside of her, but dead and not able to spread, and that may be why she has tested positive twice now but is seemingly healthy. Who really knows. No one obviously. But for the sake of both nanny and my aunt's sanity, I pray her next test is negative.

Whadda mess :\
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This whole thing is a goddamn clusterfuck! IF your aunt's test result was reliable, I would think she would've shown symptoms by now if she was going to get sick from it. Perhaps she's just lucky. of course, the question is if the test is even reliable. Regardless, I hope her and your grandma stay safe and healthy.
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Yes, it's all mind boggling. I believe the worst of any symptoms my aunt may have had that were related to the virus are long gone. And if she even had related symptoms, yes, she was lucky and they were mild and not long lasting. I'm not worried about her getting sick at this point, but I do worry about whether or not she can spread it to anyone else. I'm not sure if there's ever been a straight answer as to how long someone can spread it after testing positive. 1dunno1

My aunt has already had 2 separate positive tests. The second test was about a week and a half after the first test and was done by a different medical facility from the first test. We don't know what to think about the reliability of the tests now. After the first positive result we all started to think it was a false positive, but then she had that second positive test. Weird, all of it.

I really don't know why nanny waited so long for a second test. I wasn't even aware that she was planning to be tested a second time for the virus. I thought she only wanted an antibody test when available. She claims she hasn't had symptoms and just wants to be sure again because of my aunt's tests. Hopefully she's being 100% honest about that.
 Quoting: Simple27


I just read a 2nd article last night about how crappy the reliability is for the antibody test. I think the virus test is slightly more reliable than the antibody test at this point. Which isn't saying much, but I think for right now your granny is better off with that?? It's hard to say, none of our options to try and help ourselves are good. But what is the alternative - avoiding each other forever?
 Quoting: KickinIt


Exactly. I know that nanny is literally yearning to be with family and everyone seems to be avoiding her/them/that house. I have so many thoughts on so many things to do with this all. I have true anger towards some family members. I have some real shitty stories regarding papa's end days that I have not even shared here. That no one else in the family was told. I got legit uncle intel because my uncle 'heard' that I was questioning things and wanted papa's medical records. The uncle who took over being papa's proxy when nanny couldn't handle it emotionally anymore when papa was in the hospital. Then, and only then, my uncle called me directly. Not while papa was sick, not after papa had passed, but when he heard that I was questioning shit because it made NO sense. Something is fishy as fuck to do with my uncle and my papa's death. That much I know, and my uncle completely sucks for putting me in a position of knowing things that he hasn't even told nanny yet. Or any other family members. WTF. Believe me, this is no honor.

I broke down earlier tonight. I've got some serious stealth skills at hiding it, but I'm also fully aware of the unhealthiness that comes along with suppressing/hiding those emotions. I prayed on all of it. I prayed directly to papa after praying to God.

My uncle and his guilty ass conscience have some explaining to do imho. Papa could have beaten this. He WAS beating this!

Ugh.

Luckily the cookies have provided a euphoric, happy sort of high. Took me out of the sadness I was in prior to making them. For the most part anyway. :)

I trained my mind a very long time ago to do its best at forgetting painful shit. I paid the price for it too. It's not healthy. It works for a long time, but when it stops working...it's an internal explosion that words haven't yet been created to describe. Some don't survive that explosion.

I never want to explode again. I also don't want any additional tests (nom' sayin'). I just surrender fully. But I have questions that WILL be answered.

Anywho...as you can see/read, those cookies are great at getting into the head. tounge
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I didn't get a chance to make anything today. I'll make something tomorrow! It smells really good though. :)
 Quoting: Simple27


Simple, if you've never made caramels before, I recommend doing a trial batch before using your special butter. Caramels are tricky and require an accurate candy thermometer. It's a very fine line between getting it it to the right temperature, and burning it. I would hate for you to burn a batch and that butter go to waste.

If you end up not doing caramels, I would make something you can freeze. Cookies or brownies, maybe. Then you have some edibles in the freezer you can take out one at a time when you're in the mood.
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Ahhhh, thank you for the caramel advice! I will heed it! Very valid points and I do not have a candy thermometer. I've tried to get one numerous times locally recently but they're always sold out. Might have to check Amazon.

Also a great plan to make something freezable!

I think I'm gonna go with chocolate chip cookies. It's hot out there (and in here) today though, so I'm waiting until things cool down tonight before putting the oven on. But tonight is the night!

5a
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I think chocolate chip is a good choice. Always delicious, and they freeze well. I happen to have a fond memory of a pot-butter chocolate chip cookie. My friend found it in his freezer. It was the last one of a batch he had made long before, and he didn't even realize there were any left. He found it as I was picking him up to head to the Cardinals home opener, so we split it before heading out. A while later that thing started kicking in, and it was the most perfect buzz all day long. AND it was the home opener (like a holiday here), AND it was perfect weather, AND it was an exciting game with multiple home runs, AND we beat the Cubs. It's one of those days I'd like to relive - very Ferris Bueller like.

That is so weird you can't find a candy thermometer, WTH?? I guess in addition to baking bread, everyone is now getting into candy making too?
 Quoting: KickinIt


That sounds like a perfect day haha!!! The universe lined up in your favor for sure. Love when that happens!

Yeah, apparently Massachusetts folks are going to be rolling out of lock down. Literally lol!
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This whole thing is a goddamn clusterfuck! IF your aunt's test result was reliable, I would think she would've shown symptoms by now if she was going to get sick from it. Perhaps she's just lucky. of course, the question is if the test is even reliable. Regardless, I hope her and your grandma stay safe and healthy.
 Quoting: KickinIt


Yes, it's all mind boggling. I believe the worst of any symptoms my aunt may have had that were related to the virus are long gone. And if she even had related symptoms, yes, she was lucky and they were mild and not long lasting. I'm not worried about her getting sick at this point, but I do worry about whether or not she can spread it to anyone else. I'm not sure if there's ever been a straight answer as to how long someone can spread it after testing positive. 1dunno1

My aunt has already had 2 separate positive tests. The second test was about a week and a half after the first test and was done by a different medical facility from the first test. We don't know what to think about the reliability of the tests now. After the first positive result we all started to think it was a false positive, but then she had that second positive test. Weird, all of it.

I really don't know why nanny waited so long for a second test. I wasn't even aware that she was planning to be tested a second time for the virus. I thought she only wanted an antibody test when available. She claims she hasn't had symptoms and just wants to be sure again because of my aunt's tests. Hopefully she's being 100% honest about that.
 Quoting: Simple27


I just read a 2nd article last night about how crappy the reliability is for the antibody test. I think the virus test is slightly more reliable than the antibody test at this point. Which isn't saying much, but I think for right now your granny is better off with that?? It's hard to say, none of our options to try and help ourselves are good. But what is the alternative - avoiding each other forever?
 Quoting: KickinIt


Exactly. I know that nanny is literally yearning to be with family and everyone seems to be avoiding her/them/that house. I have so many thoughts on so many things to do with this all. I have true anger towards some family members. I have some real shitty stories regarding papa's end days that I have not even shared here. That no one else in the family was told. I got legit uncle intel because my uncle 'heard' that I was questioning things and wanted papa's medical records. The uncle who took over being papa's proxy when nanny couldn't handle it emotionally anymore when papa was in the hospital. Then, and only then, my uncle called me directly. Not while papa was sick, not after papa had passed, but when he heard that I was questioning shit because it made NO sense. Something is fishy as fuck to do with my uncle and my papa's death. That much I know, and my uncle completely sucks for putting me in a position of knowing things that he hasn't even told nanny yet. Or any other family members. WTF. Believe me, this is no honor.

I broke down earlier tonight. I've got some serious stealth skills at hiding it, but I'm also fully aware of the unhealthiness that comes along with suppressing/hiding those emotions. I prayed on all of it. I prayed directly to papa after praying to God.

My uncle and his guilty ass conscience have some explaining to do imho. Papa could have beaten this. He WAS beating this!

Ugh.

Luckily the cookies have provided a euphoric, happy sort of high. Took me out of the sadness I was in prior to making them. For the most part anyway. :)

I trained my mind a very long time ago to do its best at forgetting painful shit. I paid the price for it too. It's not healthy. It works for a long time, but when it stops working...it's an internal explosion that words haven't yet been created to describe. Some don't survive that explosion.

I never want to explode again. I also don't want any additional tests (nom' sayin'). I just surrender fully. But I have questions that WILL be answered.

Anywho...as you can see/read, those cookies are great at getting into the head. tounge
 Quoting: Simple27


I'm sorry you are going through this! God bless you sweetheart! Be strong and go slow in gathering the facts! Sometimes things aren't what they seem. Imho.
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