Guys, I apologize for my troll fighting messages earlier.
And I also apologize if anyone else is annoyed with my updates as I return to being somewhat normal after being deprived of normal over the past 9 months. Things like driving, getting a hair cut, and walking on my own (I am still using a walker) are all so foreign to me after everything I have been through.
If there are a show of hands of people who don't want me to continue as I reach normal and beyond, I will stop.
Quoting: CuriousSeeker I'm sorry but I can't let this opportunity slide by.
Asking for a show of hands is like asking someone to be rude to you. There are very nice people on this thread that are nice and polite and wouldn't answer that question. Even though they terribly want to. It's not good social etiquette.
I however am not such a person and am finally glad you asked.
PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF ALL THAT IS GOOD......STOP!!!!!
You have beat that dead horse into a mass of gelatinous goo and are still beating it, enough already!!
I was so relieved when you were all healed up thinking you would finally be quiet of the situation. Then reading about opening up bathroom doors and walking on grass. I was like FUCK!!! am I going to read about this shit for the next 9 months I thought it was over.
You really don't talk about anything other than yourself, you interrupt conversations by bumping your own posts when no one answers it. Your constant need for attention is nauseating. I've known people who've had open heart surgery that didn't carry on like you do.
You want to talk about yourself all the damn time??...start a thread about yourself. That way people that are still interested (which I can't fathom why) can go and visit you in your special place.
I tried to hint at you months back but you didn't get it I suppose. I hope it comes across clear as a bell this time. You carried on too much for too long!!
Quit acting like a small child that has to constantly be fawned over by others.
Grow you a fucking set of balls be a man and move on. Quit being a fucking sissy it's appalling to other men.
Do your gender a service and Toughen Up Fluff!!
Quoting: Nefarious Libertine Small child? Wow. I have complained...maaayyybe once or twice...and since February I have been doing nothing but celebrating victories on an extremely long road to recovery. I guess it's all how people take it and if you take it negatively then the onus is on you. It's always hard for some people to discern tone via text posts it seems. Sissy? A sissy would have given up a month in. I have balls of steel to have made it this long without giving up and I do deserve credit for it. I should be one of those people going viral for everything I've had to put up with (so many people go viral for far far far less) but you don't see me complaining.
Your comparison of open heart surgery is a bad one, as most open heart surgeries take probably six weeks recovery time. Imagine a surgery wound the size of a golf ball that didn't heal for 6 months and keeping your leg straight that whole time. And having your immobilizer brace on for longer than that. You better believe I am going to treasure and celebrate every little bit of being able to be normal again.
I also never claimed I had to constantly be fawned over, so I have no idea where you got that.
Some people need to chill out and celebrate victories not mis-interpret things. I do see where you are coming from, but your perspective is very extreme.
And nope, I don't believe I ever saw your original post. So I am sorry that you feel that way. Maybe you're the one that needs to grow up and have a few injuries and long term recoveries of your own?
Quoting: CuriousSeeker Your a drama queen.
Why the hell else are you posting your "little victories" if you don't want people to give you attention. You bump your own post when no one answers....seriously?!?!
No one cares at this point it went from compassion to annoyance to please just STFU already. Go post your shit to facefuck or your blog that's what those places are for. No one wants to celebrate your little victories except you and you should. They are your victories so keep them internally or other social media sites.
The only reason my perspective seems extreme because you have carried on for so damn long. Have you seen anyone else post the same personal shit on here for so long? It's only out of respect to others I've never said anything before but
I'm sure many have thought the same thing.
And I do know something or two about injuries if you want to compare.
Car wreck I'm to tall to hit the windshield but the T-top caught me and peeled a good chunk of my scalp back. I was wiping the blood that was pouring down my face so I could see the bitch I was cursing out for pulling out in front of me.
Guy at work hit me in the shin with a 12lbs sledge hammer cause he couldn't aim for shit with his swing. That felt real good. Broke it of course. Still have a dent in my shin.
Slid off a roof. Broke my knee. The bottom of my leg was pointing out to the side. Have a 10 inch scar where they had to go in and rebuild the knee. So I know a thing or two about knee surgery and recovery.
Plus numerous smaller ones that I've forgotten over the years, getting shot with a nail gun,stabbed in the hand, throwing out my back several times ( I will bitch about that one at times)
My latest on falling off a ladder and fucking my thumb up,can only bend it half the way from before doc said it's most probably permanent.
Through everything I didn't carry on like you do. The constant need to share everything.
Like Jazz said others have been through a lot worse.
We do not learn from history because our studies are brief and prejudiced. In a surprising manner, 250 years emerges as the average length of national greatness. This average has not varied for 3,000years. The stages of the rise and fall of great nations seem to be:
The Age of Pioneers , The Age of Conquests ,The Age of Commerce ,The Age of Affluence ,The Age of Intellect ,The Age of Decadence.
Decadence is marked by: Defensiveness, Pessimism, Materialism,Frivolity An influx of foreigners The Welfare State A weakening of religion. Decadence is due to: Too long a period of wealth and power, Selfishness Love of money ,The loss of a sense of duty.
The life histories of great states are amazingly similar, and are due to internal factors. Their falls are diverse, because they are largely the result of external causes. - Sir John Glubb The Fate of Empires
We are at the end of the Age of Decadence heading into COLLAPSE