I agree with you bigD as few other things make sense
excepting that
& most that believe in more than the material world exists, would agree. Even those that do not would agree that it is a wild ride, when all things are observed collectively. I believe in being prepared for the next life as it makes sense to live that way daily in this life to me. But noticed that I am optimizing my daily life naturally as if for transition. Consciously by optimizing what matters & subconsciously... Perhaps that is why I am remembering past memories. Others like yourself seem to feel it as well.
It encourages me as consideration is in a sense a path towards, hope, change that is not possible in delusion) if any wish to share do... But I do not wish to derail the thread, as I believe many feel this way, as do you.
It is a very heavy subject as well that many still are trying to avoid believing themselves unable to face.