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Earthquake Thread ~ Always Updated*5.4 Japan*5.2 Gulf of California*5.2 Southern Mid-Atlantic Ridge ~ Pg 20426
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Just got back home a little while ago from bringing nanny to get tested again. She's not sick or showing symptoms, just making sure she hasn't gotten it since my aunt lives there. I pray she is still negative. She got the same test as before. The one that they jam the stick up into your brain. She said it hurt this time. Last time she took it like a champ. No flinching or anything. I was holding her hand this time and she jumped when they did it.
My aunt is also gonna be retested (a third time for her). She's waiting to hear back from her doctor to find out when she can go. Her doctor said that it's possible the virus is still inside of her, but dead and not able to spread, and that may be why she has tested positive twice now but is seemingly healthy. Who really knows. No one obviously. But for the sake of both nanny and my aunt's sanity, I pray her next test is negative.
Whadda mess :\
Quoting: Simple27 This whole thing is a goddamn clusterfuck! IF your aunt's test result was reliable, I would think she would've shown symptoms by now if she was going to get sick from it. Perhaps she's just lucky. of course, the question is if the test is even reliable. Regardless, I hope her and your grandma stay safe and healthy. Yes, it's all mind boggling. I believe the worst of any symptoms my aunt may have had that were related to the virus are long gone. And if she even had related symptoms, yes, she was lucky and they were mild and not long lasting. I'm not worried about her getting sick at this point, but I do worry about whether or not she can spread it to anyone else. I'm not sure if there's ever been a straight answer as to how long someone can spread it after testing positive.  My aunt has already had 2 separate positive tests. The second test was about a week and a half after the first test and was done by a different medical facility from the first test. We don't know what to think about the reliability of the tests now. After the first positive result we all started to think it was a false positive, but then she had that second positive test. Weird, all of it. I really don't know why nanny waited so long for a second test. I wasn't even aware that she was planning to be tested a second time for the virus. I thought she only wanted an antibody test when available. She claims she hasn't had symptoms and just wants to be sure again because of my aunt's tests. Hopefully she's being 100% honest about that. I just read a 2nd article last night about how crappy the reliability is for the antibody test. I think the virus test is slightly more reliable than the antibody test at this point. Which isn't saying much, but I think for right now your granny is better off with that?? It's hard to say, none of our options to try and help ourselves are good. But what is the alternative - avoiding each other forever?Exactly. I know that nanny is literally yearning to be with family and everyone seems to be avoiding her/them/that house. I have so many thoughts on so many things to do with this all. I have true anger towards some family members. I have some real shitty stories regarding papa's end days that I have not even shared here. That no one else in the family was told. I got legit uncle intel because my uncle 'heard' that I was questioning things and wanted papa's medical records. The uncle who took over being papa's proxy when nanny couldn't handle it emotionally anymore when papa was in the hospital. Then, and only then, my uncle called me directly. Not while papa was sick, not after papa had passed, but when he heard that I was questioning shit because it made NO sense. Something is fishy as fuck to do with my uncle and my papa's death. That much I know, and my uncle completely sucks for putting me in a position of knowing things that he hasn't even told nanny yet. Or any other family members. WTF. Believe me, this is no honor. I broke down earlier tonight. I've got some serious stealth skills at hiding it, but I'm also fully aware of the unhealthiness that comes along with suppressing/hiding those emotions. I prayed on all of it. I prayed directly to papa after praying to God. My uncle and his guilty ass conscience have some explaining to do imho. Papa could have beaten this. He WAS beating this! Ugh. Luckily the cookies have provided a euphoric, happy sort of high. Took me out of the sadness I was in prior to making them. For the most part anyway. :) I trained my mind a very long time ago to do its best at forgetting painful shit. I paid the price for it too. It's not healthy. It works for a long time, but when it stops working...it's an internal explosion that words haven't yet been created to describe. Some don't survive that explosion. I never want to explode again. I also don't want any additional tests (nom' sayin'). I just surrender fully. But I have questions that WILL be answered. Anywho...as you can see/read, those cookies are great at getting into the head. 
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