Cultivating the Love within

I would like to share an experience I had, years ago when I entered a spiritual awakening it was within. I knew that I had through all my trials reached a point in life where I caused most of my own chaos. But after the fact...

I never realized the Love affair with the Spirit, YOU...
I was aware of a time back in 2007 or so, that my spriitual life was waning, so I asked God to fill my heart with his Love. I told God that I missed him. I missed when I was in my early 30's, I was an awesome Mom and wife. I did it all.
And he gave me my desire to cultivate this love within.

You know it is there. He gave me back my desire to love him/her. My desire to love my Father and Mother keeps me going and also my Spiritual Lover/soulmate.

I always thought I knew everything there was to know about Christ. But I never understood the meaning of such a personal relationship with God. So I have come to the awareness I know nothing other than, to keep this love going.

We can be healed of a broken heart or hardened heart. We can't get caught up on the interpretation of the relationship of the Spirit and Man. We have to accept as is...trying to define it is to err. But to enjoy the experience, grow with it. It is the comforter. The mistakes I made are between Source and myself. And its been many years, but awakening up to the Spiritual Love affair, that WE All are spirit. We live on. We are not our bodies. Trying to hold on to it. Is fearing the inevitable. Don't you agree?