I've thought lately, would I be in the roving bands of brigands and pirates looting and pillaging for food in the event of mass panic and chaos here in the US?

Regardless of preps I've made and all that, what if I was in that situation? It's been running through my mind. Could I choose to die as a man, or would I accept life as an animal with the excuse of humanity must survive. Could I let my family die, or would I kill and steal from others who had made ready for the times ahead. These are choices we may face in the coming years.