Exactly - I cracked it last night/ ear;y hours - can't remember - but what shook me was the difference in meaning between: you hold the key - and: all of you hold/restrain the key/s - first time i have actually experienced the feeling of actual terror - I have had enough - but I know that the certain kind of people this message is meant for will be sorrier than me if they don't listen to my warning - and that is my heart - still warning them - maybe a selfish act - but still - I could just go down screaming - but why would I - when i am in good hands.

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