It's been almost a full year and after slowly losing the few friends I had, I still don't have any. Not even one. It's not like there is anything wrong with me, I am a kind person that is very trustworthy and likes to have fun and all that good stuff!

The only reason I do not have a friend is because I am a very spiritual human being. I am slowly but surely getting closer to the light. I know the truth about many things that I don't really feel like talking about on this thread.
But I do not go on blabbering to people about what I believe, I am aware that they are blind and don't question this "reality". There is no point in trying to wake them up because it will only make enemies.

I keep to myself a lot. But when I'm around people I just be myself, make jokes, be friendly and all that junk. But because I am on such a different level than most people I meet, even though I don't act like it, their ego just cannot be around me. It is afraid of what I know and how I live in this illusion, it senses it.

I realized it's not important to have friends in your life though. Or anyone in that matter.

Sure, it's nice. But the only person you truly need is yourself. Being lonely is just a state of mind. You can be happy with absolutely nothing. and I have learned how to be happy with nobody special in my life. It's nice, not having to worry about people and stuff.
Sometimes I miss being able to just let go and have fun with others though. I did have good times before this all happened. It just wasn't the life I am meant to have.

I don't know why I'm telling you all this, I just kind of felt like sharing it. I guess I miss being able to communicate with other people and do stuff with them. It might also be why I get on GLP every now and then. because there are so many people that know things that I do, it's nice. But I still don't have a buddy or anything.

Do any of you deal with crap like this by any chance?
I have never met someone that has nobody in their life like me.
There has to be other people alone like me? I can't be the only one.

So I'll just be alone like I normally am, waiting to see if anyone is interested in knowing me! hahah peace to you all

I think some people can get used to being alone. Some people can't do it, and in fact would rather be around just about anyone than be alone.

I don't go out to eat often, but I have done even that alone.

I do socialize, but I am very introverted, so it takes a lot out of me.

Sounds like you hate on people too much. You take things too seriously.

I am kind of lonely, but I prefer it.

haha I am not egocentric at all, we are all equal, we are all one, all consciousness! Therefore it would be silly of me to think that I am better than someone.

If you actually wanted to barf/punch me in the face, you should seriously question how you think and live. Remember life is just an illusion it's silly to take things seriously. It's a game hahaha

Some people just don't care if they are thought of as cool or not.

Guess thats why we don't have friends.

yes it's good not to care what other people think. I surely don't.

Although I do make sure how I think of myself is good because thoughts create reality and I only want positiveness in my life.