Rock bottom??

I can't believe I'm even going to post this but I think the loneliness has finally taken over. I lurk, I don't ever post because I don't think I really have anything worthwhile to add. I use this site more as an educational tool, than anything else. It's nice to feel connected with people who share the same thoughts and theories. More often than not I have fallen asleep on my iPad at night reading GLP.

The kids are older and have moved on, friends are few and far between. It's lonely and I am so sad. I always wondered why when someone has so much love to share is it so hard to find someone to share it with. I don't want to appear ungrateful, life has been good to me. A solid family, good health, beautiful loving daughters and a full time and part time job. Something is missing though. There is still that yearning, that loneliness.

I definitely didn't envision my life this way. It's up to me to change it but where do I begin? So right now at this moment, I decided to reach out, to people that I feel I know although in reality we are strangers and I wouldn't know you if I passed you on the street because honestly I have no one else.

I really have no one else.