I can't take this anymore!!?!? What God is true and which is False! Does hell exist? Does anything exist?

Yup.
It's pretty fucked up.

I bet you have all the answers don't you?

Nope.
I have some answers.
But I think you should find yours.

I find alot of things but never answers nor my needs.

Meditation is Satanic???

Better just recite a bunch of how Mary's that's much better right!

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Fear not for the age of deceit draws to it's end soon.

Keep digging.
Sooner or later you'll discover something that makes sense.
Doesn't have to be the absolute truth as long as it makes sense to you.
If you discover something new that makes more sense, follow that.

Basically what I have found is up is down and down is up etc.

Father, Son, and Holy Ghost ARE Real.

Soon the whole world will Know...


Love Jesus?
Know WHO HE IS?

Then Father Has Called your heart.

These are the Final Moments.
Most Christians are confused and deceived.
Jesus even Tells Us this in Matt 24:21-24.

Really all comes down to this: Do you Love God and Trust HIM enough to Trust HIM Fully with every aspect of your life?

I was told over 10yrs ago, while writing a witness and reading John ch 3, "Anyone who ever Loved Christ Jesus with a True heart, even if only as a child, will not be lost or condemned".

If you ever Loved Christ you can still return and answer Father's Call. Just seek The Father in earnest, sincere prayer and
-Acknowledge Jesus,
-Admit & repent,
-Claim your share of Father's infinite Grace & Mercy,
-Give HIM your life, all of it; good and bad, and decide that you want HIS Will to be what you follow from now on,
-Ask HIM to Se nd HIS Holy Spirit To Guide you.
HE Will, if you are sincere and honest.


No reason to have to continue living in confusion.

Just decide if you can Trust God and then tell HIM so...

Just open your heart to God and let out everything that is there. There can be no wrong way to give HIM your life...


HIS Mercy and Grace will protect you, and Christ Jesus Has Made your way. All you have to do is decide and then tell HIM...


Maranatha!!!

Sorry no-one can do your searching for you, but the fact you want to find the truth will get you there, just ask, and the door will be opened.
This much, I can verify.

Yeah I know what you mean, Like You don't really know which side or religion is the correct one. Most religions have fulfilled prophecies and all talk of a decayed civilization. Most people from many diverse beliefs and religions speak of near death experience. Most speak of acts they've been able to perform miracles through faith. Yet people that part of these religions and beliefs systems seem to be deeply rooted that whatever they worship or believe is 100% true.

I'm sorry to say but you're not helping.

Well, to me it looks like you have a decent ground to stand on.
Take it from there, step by step.

I pray to jesus every night ask if he is the truth then he should show me and every night for a few moments I open up to him and have faith that he will prove himself. He has yet to.

It only cost 30 cents to answer all your questions (the cost of a bullet).

What?
Do you get the gun for free?

Look, I'm not asking anyone to search for me. I just simply don't have the intellect to dig through all these complicated arguments, read all these documents, etc. So I'm basically searching internet arguments, Reading text from doctrines like the bible I can actually comprehend, and trying to increase my intelligence. So don't blame if I'm a bit frustrated that we live in a matrix.

Look, I'm not asking anyone to search for me. I just simply don't have the intellect to dig through all these complicated arguments, read all these documents, etc. So I'm basically searching internet arguments, Reading text from doctrines like the bible I can actually comprehend, and trying to increase my intelligence. So don't blame if I'm a bit frustrated that we live in a matrix.

Instead of asking for him to prove himself, ask for the gift of faith, in sincerity, and watch what happens!
(in God's own way and time of course, though he won't make you wait long)

you could make a zip-gun, seeing as safety is no longer an issue.

I never had this back and forth about Christianity. Once I found an argument that made sense, it opened my eyes and poof, my belief was gone, just like that. I've never had any doubts after that no matter how many arguments I read, because I was always dissatisfied with the basic beliefs of Christianity and was just glad to be convinced it was all bogus.
If you basically like what Christianity is all about (being saved by the death/sacrifice of Jesus, resurrection of the body when Jesus returns, 3 Gods in One, etc), then maybe that's the reason you keep wavering. Otherwise you'd have easily moved on by now. So if that's the case, then why fight it, if you like it just stay with Christianity.

But then a kicthen knife would save you 30 cents.

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I've asked for faith strong enough to move mountains

when you search your heart, and not your mind, the answers will come.

only when the love and joy touches your heart, you have begun to receive some of the answers you want.

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I've asked for faith to move a big rock I have on my lawn but I can't wait any longer so I'm gonna have to use dynamite and create a Big Bang.

Meditation is not satanic, meditation is sort of like sleeping and relaxing. Keep it simple, don't be afraid, look inside of you, not ouside of you for answers. Everything outside of you occurs inside of you.

I understand my friend. The best thing I can tell you is to listen to your feelings. Don't rely on others to tell you about divinity, or morality, or anything else. Deep within you is the answer. It's always there and will always be. Listen to you feelings.

In my opinion, Hell is living in Fear, the feeling of being separate from one another and our Creator. But the illusion serves its purpose perfectly. Love is all there is.

Amen. I have seen Jesus Christ personally. He visited me in my bedroom one night. He's real. Father Yahweh is real. Lord Holy Spirit is real.

The Bible is true.