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Anonymous Coward User ID: 1380509 United States 05/27/2014 11:32 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: I bared myself heart and soul to my family yesterday and apologized for every wrong I have ever done Maintaining your contrition is the marathon. I pray that you will not tire of it, and that it may take time for the others to fully forget (or get over) the past. Be prepared for spiritual assault and don't give in to the self indulgent desire to quit. |
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(OP) User ID: 57064084 United States 05/27/2014 11:34 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: I bared myself heart and soul to my family yesterday and apologized for every wrong I have ever done Maintaining your contrition is the marathon. I pray that you will not tire of it, and that it may take time for the others to fully forget (or get over) the past. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 1380509 Be prepared for spiritual assault and don't give in to the self indulgent desire to quit. I'm a patient man as long as I'm just not hung out on the line!! Guitarguy55 The Breaker of many a G-String! |
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BRIEF
User ID: 58550136 United States 05/27/2014 11:39 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: I bared myself heart and soul to my family yesterday and apologized for every wrong I have ever done I had a really nice lunch with my son who attends the Art Institute in Pittsburgh yesterday. After that I told my Wife (yes the one who asked for a divorce) and my children to come over to my oldest daughters house and that I wanted to talk. Quoting: Guitarguy55 After everyone got settled I started by bearing myself open and broken and apologizing for every wrong, mental trauma that they had to endure either through my misadventures and folly or every bad decision that I have made that affected them. Then I got on my knees and begged for their forgiveness. It was a very emotional moment. I figured that this was a start to try and keep my family together. Then I told them that The past is the past and I have made peace with it Today is Today Tomorrow is Tomorrow All we can hope for is that each day is better than the day before and that tomorrow will be better than today. It's a start I guess At least she took divorce off the table for now I only talk to my friends here because I've no one else to talk with. I hope you all understand that. Peace and love Guitarguy55 What step in the program of AA is that? How did they react? What the fuck have you done to them?! I never forgive and I never forget I am a licensed firearm holder. I will, under protection of law, use lethal force if attacked. |
Donkey Jaw
User ID: 47319047 United States 05/27/2014 11:40 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: I bared myself heart and soul to my family yesterday and apologized for every wrong I have ever done God bless you. Charity (love) covers a multitude of sins and it sounds like you are doing the right thing. Christ's death was the ultimate act of forgiveness and if we repent and believe, we will be saved. True love is selfless and sacrifice-not what feels good. Our hearts lie to us and are selfish. You sound like you are choosing love over self. I hope the best for you and your family, Sir. He who has the Son has life. He who has not the Son of God has not life. 1John 5:12 |
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Guitarguy55
(OP) User ID: 57064084 United States 05/27/2014 11:42 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: I bared myself heart and soul to my family yesterday and apologized for every wrong I have ever done I had a really nice lunch with my son who attends the Art Institute in Pittsburgh yesterday. After that I told my Wife (yes the one who asked for a divorce) and my children to come over to my oldest daughters house and that I wanted to talk. Quoting: Guitarguy55 After everyone got settled I started by bearing myself open and broken and apologizing for every wrong, mental trauma that they had to endure either through my misadventures and folly or every bad decision that I have made that affected them. Then I got on my knees and begged for their forgiveness. It was a very emotional moment. I figured that this was a start to try and keep my family together. Then I told them that The past is the past and I have made peace with it Today is Today Tomorrow is Tomorrow All we can hope for is that each day is better than the day before and that tomorrow will be better than today. It's a start I guess At least she took divorce off the table for now I only talk to my friends here because I've no one else to talk with. I hope you all understand that. Peace and love Guitarguy55 What step in the program of AA is that? How did they react? What the fuck have you done to them?! Do you REALLY want to know Brief? Guitarguy55 The Breaker of many a G-String! |
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(OP) User ID: 57064084 United States 05/27/2014 11:43 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: I bared myself heart and soul to my family yesterday and apologized for every wrong I have ever done God bless you. Quoting: Donkey Jaw Charity (love) covers a multitude of sins and it sounds like you are doing the right thing. Christ's death was the ultimate act of forgiveness and if we repent and believe, we will be saved. True love is selfless and sacrifice-not what feels good. Our hearts lie to us and are selfish. You sound like you are choosing love over self. I hope the best for you and your family, Sir. Thank you for the kind words I'm trying really hard Guitarguy55 The Breaker of many a G-String! |
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(OP) User ID: 57064084 United States 05/27/2014 11:48 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: I bared myself heart and soul to my family yesterday and apologized for every wrong I have ever done I had a really nice lunch with my son who attends the Art Institute in Pittsburgh yesterday. After that I told my Wife (yes the one who asked for a divorce) and my children to come over to my oldest daughters house and that I wanted to talk. Quoting: Guitarguy55 After everyone got settled I started by bearing myself open and broken and apologizing for every wrong, mental trauma that they had to endure either through my misadventures and folly or every bad decision that I have made that affected them. Then I got on my knees and begged for their forgiveness. It was a very emotional moment. I figured that this was a start to try and keep my family together. Then I told them that The past is the past and I have made peace with it Today is Today Tomorrow is Tomorrow All we can hope for is that each day is better than the day before and that tomorrow will be better than today. It's a start I guess At least she took divorce off the table for now I only talk to my friends here because I've no one else to talk with. I hope you all understand that. Peace and love Guitarguy55 What step in the program of AA is that? How did they react? What the fuck have you done to them?! It's no step of AA and they reacted with tears and acceptance!! I'll bear my soul here and get crucified by the masses that wouldn't bother me. If you want me to Guitarguy55 The Breaker of many a G-String! |
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BRIEF
User ID: 58550136 United States 05/27/2014 11:52 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: I bared myself heart and soul to my family yesterday and apologized for every wrong I have ever done I had a really nice lunch with my son who attends the Art Institute in Pittsburgh yesterday. After that I told my Wife (yes the one who asked for a divorce) and my children to come over to my oldest daughters house and that I wanted to talk. Quoting: Guitarguy55 After everyone got settled I started by bearing myself open and broken and apologizing for every wrong, mental trauma that they had to endure either through my misadventures and folly or every bad decision that I have made that affected them. Then I got on my knees and begged for their forgiveness. It was a very emotional moment. I figured that this was a start to try and keep my family together. Then I told them that The past is the past and I have made peace with it Today is Today Tomorrow is Tomorrow All we can hope for is that each day is better than the day before and that tomorrow will be better than today. It's a start I guess At least she took divorce off the table for now I only talk to my friends here because I've no one else to talk with. I hope you all understand that. Peace and love Guitarguy55 What step in the program of AA is that? How did they react? What the fuck have you done to them?! Do you REALLY want to know Brief? If it helps you, I'll read it. I never forgive and I never forget I am a licensed firearm holder. I will, under protection of law, use lethal force if attacked. |
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(OP) User ID: 57064084 United States 05/27/2014 11:56 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: I bared myself heart and soul to my family yesterday and apologized for every wrong I have ever done I had a really nice lunch with my son who attends the Art Institute in Pittsburgh yesterday. After that I told my Wife (yes the one who asked for a divorce) and my children to come over to my oldest daughters house and that I wanted to talk. Quoting: Guitarguy55 After everyone got settled I started by bearing myself open and broken and apologizing for every wrong, mental trauma that they had to endure either through my misadventures and folly or every bad decision that I have made that affected them. Then I got on my knees and begged for their forgiveness. It was a very emotional moment. I figured that this was a start to try and keep my family together. Then I told them that The past is the past and I have made peace with it Today is Today Tomorrow is Tomorrow All we can hope for is that each day is better than the day before and that tomorrow will be better than today. It's a start I guess At least she took divorce off the table for now I only talk to my friends here because I've no one else to talk with. I hope you all understand that. Peace and love Guitarguy55 What step in the program of AA is that? How did they react? What the fuck have you done to them?! Do you REALLY want to know Brief? If it helps you, I'll read it. SO will everyone else but I'll be posting it!! Guitarguy55 The Breaker of many a G-String! |
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(OP) User ID: 57064084 United States 05/27/2014 12:00 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: I bared myself heart and soul to my family yesterday and apologized for every wrong I have ever done I had a really nice lunch with my son who attends the Art Institute in Pittsburgh yesterday. After that I told my Wife (yes the one who asked for a divorce) and my children to come over to my oldest daughters house and that I wanted to talk. Quoting: Guitarguy55 After everyone got settled I started by bearing myself open and broken and apologizing for every wrong, mental trauma that they had to endure either through my misadventures and folly or every bad decision that I have made that affected them. Then I got on my knees and begged for their forgiveness. It was a very emotional moment. I figured that this was a start to try and keep my family together. Then I told them that The past is the past and I have made peace with it Today is Today Tomorrow is Tomorrow All we can hope for is that each day is better than the day before and that tomorrow will be better than today. It's a start I guess At least she took divorce off the table for now I only talk to my friends here because I've no one else to talk with. I hope you all understand that. Peace and love Guitarguy55 What step in the program of AA is that? How did they react? What the fuck have you done to them?! Do you REALLY want to know Brief? If it helps you, I'll read it. I had a really nice lunch with my son who attends the Art Institute in Pittsburgh yesterday. After that I told my Wife (yes the one who asked for a divorce) and my children to come over to my oldest daughters house and that I wanted to talk. Quoting: Guitarguy55 After everyone got settled I started by bearing myself open and broken and apologizing for every wrong, mental trauma that they had to endure either through my misadventures and folly or every bad decision that I have made that affected them. Then I got on my knees and begged for their forgiveness. It was a very emotional moment. I figured that this was a start to try and keep my family together. Then I told them that The past is the past and I have made peace with it Today is Today Tomorrow is Tomorrow All we can hope for is that each day is better than the day before and that tomorrow will be better than today. It's a start I guess At least she took divorce off the table for now I only talk to my friends here because I've no one else to talk with. I hope you all understand that. Peace and love Guitarguy55 What step in the program of AA is that? How did they react? What the fuck have you done to them?! Do you REALLY want to know Brief? If it helps you, I'll read it. Do you want everything or just the Gory details I need to know before I get typing!!! Guitarguy55 The Breaker of many a G-String! |
BRIEF
User ID: 58550136 United States 05/27/2014 12:07 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: I bared myself heart and soul to my family yesterday and apologized for every wrong I have ever done I had a really nice lunch with my son who attends the Art Institute in Pittsburgh yesterday. After that I told my Wife (yes the one who asked for a divorce) and my children to come over to my oldest daughters house and that I wanted to talk. Quoting: Guitarguy55 After everyone got settled I started by bearing myself open and broken and apologizing for every wrong, mental trauma that they had to endure either through my misadventures and folly or every bad decision that I have made that affected them. Then I got on my knees and begged for their forgiveness. It was a very emotional moment. I figured that this was a start to try and keep my family together. Then I told them that The past is the past and I have made peace with it Today is Today Tomorrow is Tomorrow All we can hope for is that each day is better than the day before and that tomorrow will be better than today. It's a start I guess At least she took divorce off the table for now I only talk to my friends here because I've no one else to talk with. I hope you all understand that. Peace and love Guitarguy55 What step in the program of AA is that? How did they react? What the fuck have you done to them?! It's no step of AA and they reacted with tears and acceptance!! I'll bear my soul here and get crucified by the masses that wouldn't bother me. If you want me to Nah, that's family stuff...just wanted to hear they accepted it. Last Edited by BRIEF on 05/27/2014 12:09 PM I never forgive and I never forget I am a licensed firearm holder. I will, under protection of law, use lethal force if attacked. |
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(OP) User ID: 57064084 United States 05/27/2014 12:12 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: I bared myself heart and soul to my family yesterday and apologized for every wrong I have ever done I had a really nice lunch with my son who attends the Art Institute in Pittsburgh yesterday. After that I told my Wife (yes the one who asked for a divorce) and my children to come over to my oldest daughters house and that I wanted to talk. Quoting: Guitarguy55 After everyone got settled I started by bearing myself open and broken and apologizing for every wrong, mental trauma that they had to endure either through my misadventures and folly or every bad decision that I have made that affected them. Then I got on my knees and begged for their forgiveness. It was a very emotional moment. I figured that this was a start to try and keep my family together. Then I told them that The past is the past and I have made peace with it Today is Today Tomorrow is Tomorrow All we can hope for is that each day is better than the day before and that tomorrow will be better than today. It's a start I guess At least she took divorce off the table for now I only talk to my friends here because I've no one else to talk with. I hope you all understand that. Peace and love Guitarguy55 What step in the program of AA is that? How did they react? What the fuck have you done to them?! It's no step of AA and they reacted with tears and acceptance!! I'll bear my soul here and get crucified by the masses that wouldn't bother me. If you want me to Nah, that's family stuff...just wanted to hear they accepted it. It seemed that ya wanted more but they did accept it!! I'm just a guy trying to get through this life! Guitarguy55 The Breaker of many a G-String! |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 58552173 United States 05/27/2014 12:44 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: I bared myself heart and soul to my family yesterday and apologized for every wrong I have ever done If you are truly ready to start acting with love and integrity, then I wish you all the best. "Live so that when your children think of fairness, caring, and integrity, they think of you." - H. Jackson Brown, Jr. |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 1391745 United States 05/27/2014 01:03 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: I bared myself heart and soul to my family yesterday and apologized for every wrong I have ever done Remember, though, that you will still have to assert yourself in the world and people may not like what you have to say. If you respond to their displeasure by retreating into a pansy state you will have robbed them of knowing you. You're off to a good start but don't fool yourself by thinking this is the end of it. You and they will still grow and change. You will all need to learn how to negotiate the rough spots. Trust may be hard to come by. But you've shown courage and that's critical for any chance of success. |