personally, I don't trust "whistle blowers" ... especially the ones who wait til they are Retired, to blow the whistle

it is one thing to be deceived (in your youth) but it is quite another, to stick with a group, that you know - when you take their Oath of secrecy, has something to hide

you say that you are not afraid of them - so why are you hiding? ... and why do you still associate with them

I've read some of your posts in the past and it is apparent to me that you are still mis-informed ... perhaps you should read some of the Wingmaker's materials - for a more accurate understanding of our origins, and your "mission" to wake us up to what we are ALL participating in, and supporting because the fact that you are still alive, reveals that what you know, isn't really a threat to them - you only know what they want you to know - which was highly compartmentalized, long before you were told about it ... and has progressed during your exile, which makes most of what you Know/have personally experienced - obsolete