I know what irks you...

You are a consciousness experiencing a physical dimension.

It's tough - for sure - there is the duality required to manifest an environment worth struggling for. Yes, that means good and evil, hard and soft, male and female, tough and malleable.

The fundamental construct is the joining of these two opposites. They create potential, and that potential expands to a point in space and time for your consciousness to land for a time...a time to fill in the 3 dimensional space with a uniqueness and assertion that defines your purpose.

You must understand that this is all leading to an end. Why? Because the fundamental construct is a clash that must lead to and end...and then a new beginning. You must climb the highest peak, over land and over sea. And then settle in your solace.

Take a deep breath and plunge again into the fear and darkness...it is what you were born to do.

Don't over think it ;)