I'm not being contentious, I promise. This just sounds too similar to what a close friend of my family said.

We lost her some years back. She claimed to find the "truth" with the help of the "them", she called them. They showed her things. "The Truth", she said. The day she killed herself, she left a good-bye note (I say 'good-bye note' instead of 'suicide note' because she didn't see it as a suicide and made that clear in the note) and in it she said "they" loved her and wanted her to come "home" because she was done with her "enlightenment". She chose her side and went with "them".

Any time I read about somebody finding "the truth" and it involves any kind of secret, hidden, or special knowledge I chalk it up to a cult. If it has secret, hidden, or special knowledge with the addition of "others" helping them, it's just plain demonic and dangerous.

The only Truth you need is found in a Holy Bible and is likely to be easily accessible to anyone that possesses the ability to visit these forums.

The "truth" isn't reserved for a select few (i.e. "Winner takes ALL"), because God wants that none should perish.

I don't like peeing in others' Cheerios, but it's a battle for souls and you're being lied to. Please, please be careful with "them". I've only posted once before on this forum (I'm really shy), and I'm not claiming that your situation is exactly the same as hers. Just very, very similar. I just felt compelled to share, and I wish you all the best.