I think some has used Voodoo/Cursed me..Could it be (One of The "Illuminated" ones)

Every year around this time I lose my singing voice and I almost lose my mind. This began happening after I started singing publicly. I'm tired all the time. I was barley eating but I was gaining weight. Now I can't stop eating. I get random socks of pain. There is this pressure on my back like a hand is pushing. I also have a constant headache.

My voice sounds a lot like someone who's very rich and their family is from New Orleans. They are creole and they have ties or have been linked to those who have stolen the name Illuminati. I do not believe in the the Illuminati as the world does though.

When they seem to have their full voice and or about to have a performance, I feel like crap and I can't sing for anything. When they don't have it I'm fine and I can sing my behind of.

People have told me I sounded like this person since I was a kid but my voice was always mature for that of a child unlike theirs. They had a tiny voice. Now their range and mine are almost entirely the same. I'm just gonna go ahead and say it. "SHE"can sing like a man now.

We are both from the same place. I'm tired of losing my voice. I don't know what to do..I am a christian. a true christian. Triangle represent the holey trinity to me and I believe that I know where the story of Christ's true origin began and he was first and has been back many times.

That said ...I am considering finding a voodoo priest or someone who knows magic to send the curse back to them plus more....I dunno what to do.. I'm just tired.